I'm Not Yours - Angus & Julia Stone

I bet one of his friends let my name slip again and it sent you down a rabbit hole Spinnin' Now you know i sing, know my sign, know my drink Size me up in a matter of minutes Did you mean to double tap that spring break throw back from 2016 In PCB Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, didn't realize it I'm the queen of mean girl committee But hey whatever helps, keep on telling yourself I'm not pretty Girl let me guess you don't like how I dress and you're hatin' on the way I talk (bless your heart) Give me a break, learn to sew, bake a cake, take a walk And while you're at it get lost Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it I'm the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty I'm not cool I'm just one of those girls that peaked in highschool (yea right) Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothin' better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it In the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty Yeah right

I'm not even mad anymore No, really, I ain't even mad anymore Yeah, I don't even want you back anymore I don't remember what we had anymore, yeah I hope your back aches and your knees hurt I hope you think about me sleeping in your T-shirt I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you I hope that you hurt more than I do And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) Yeah, I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me Yeah I don't even hope you die these days I hope you live 'til 85 these days Regretting that you ever lied these days I hope it's eating you alive these days Yeah I hope you're up late in the bathroom Just wishin' I'ma change my mind and come back soon I hope that when you're 35 years You'll wish that you tried to 'Cause I know that I do And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me Yeah, I hope you dream of me Yeah, I hope you dream of me I hope you dream of me I ain't even mad about it anymore No, really, I ain't even mad about it anymore Maybe just a little less than I was before I've got a 20 dollar bill that says That you never, ever, ever gonna change I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) Yeah, I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me Yeah

Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud But I built walls so high So they never even make a sound It's a mask, it's a lie It's the only home I've ever known 'Cause being who I really am Has only left me more alone I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'm not okay I wish I had a scar Had a bruise on the surface, any kind of proof That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse My life's invisible abuse I'm either judged or have to hide The only symptom you can see Is I don't wanna be alive I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell But what if it kills me If I keep it to myself? To myself I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it I am not okay I am not okay I'm never safe It's not a phase If I finally break Would you still stay? Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud

Yeeee yeeee yeeee I'm not getting crazy over you baby No eventhough i'm under your Spell Couse ass I pass it down the street eee My little heart just gives a beat o yes it skips a beat woo yes It skips a beat Don't you know you got your influence on me You wanna drive my out of my mind Couse ass I pass it by I fell in love with you When you look at me I'm hypnotized Yes I'm hypnotized woo yes I'm hypnotized So I'm not getting crazy over you baby no no Eventhough I'm under your spell Couse when I pass it by my heart is still in blue When I look at you I'm hypnotized Woo I'm hypnotized Ye ye I'm hypnotized Yeeee yeee yeee yeee I'm not getting crazy over you baby no no Don't you know you got your influence on me Gurl you got me going out of my mind Couse ass I pass it down the street eee My little heart just gives a beat u Yes it skips a beat Woo yes it skips a beat yes Don'you know I love you baby u yes And I will never let you down Slowly hold his hand I'll be youre number one never let me down no no no no no baby o no no no baby

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour