I'm Not Giving Up - Patrick Murphy

Take my hand We can find a place no one knows And you can tell me where this goes And, oh, it's hard for you You've got scars beneath your clothes You didn't do this on your own As I hold my hand out for you You're too scared to let me in And we end where we begin When you gave away the love we gave you You don't want a soul to save you Yeah, I'll never stop, I'm not giving in (No, no, no, no) 'Cause I'll climb the walls that slowly cage you Break that chains that you can't break through Yeah, I'll never stop, I'm not giving in I'm not giving in I'm not giving in And don't pretend to understand What it's like, stood in your shoes But I would try them on for you 'Cause I hate to see you fade away On the corner where you lay Beggin' passers by for change When the daylight breaks before you You're too scared to let it in And we end where we begin When you gave away the love we gave you You don't want a soul to save you Yeah, I'll never stop, I'm not giving in (No, no, no, no) 'Cause I'll climb the walls that slowly cage you Break that chains that you can't break through Yeah, I'll never stop I'm not giving in I'm not giving in Now honestly, promise me, tell me the truth You don't have to do what they're asking o' you Get out of this place Don't give them your grace, my dear And no, no, don't let them treat you like one of their slaves Promise you laugh just to steal it away No, don't take that plane Don't fall for this game, my dear 'Cause you gave away the love we gave you You don't want a soul to save you Yeah, I'll never stop, I'm not giving in (No, no, no, no) 'Cause I'll climb the walls that slowly cage you Break that chains that you can't break through Yeah, I'll never stop, I'm not giving in I'm not giving in Not giving in

I hate you met the sinner Lord knows I ain't no saint But I'm trying to lean A little more that way these days You put up with more than I ever would've And you left just like you should've But since you've been gone Ain't nothing 'round here the same 'Cause girl, I've given up on Drinking as much as I used to when I had you Given up on, just sayin' I'm gonna change I've given up on passing the blame Everything made you walk out on what we had But when it comes to wanting you back I ain't ever giving up on that I pray it ain't too late For you to see what I've turned into I just wish my working on me Was working on you But since you said goodbye And hit me with them taillights I swear I've changed everything, but your mind 'Cause girl, I've given up on Drinking as much as I used to when I had you Given up on, just sayin' I'm gonna change I've given up on passing the blame Everything made you walk out on what we had But when it comes to wanting you back I ain't ever giving up on that I ain't ever giving up on Fightin' for what we could've been Hangin' on to what we should've been I wish I would've been a better man back then 'Cause girl, I've given up on Drinking as much as I used to when I had you Given up on, just sayin' I'm gonna change I've given up on passing the blame Everything made you walk out on what we had But when it comes to wanting you back I ain't ever giving up on that Oh, oh-ooh I ain't ever giving up on that

Another quiet day No one around me Everything looks gray All the streets are empty It's hard to walk away From thoughts without distraction Guess I'm stuck here with me And now I'm thinking out loud To turn this silence to sound I'm only feeding the doubt With every word that comes out I try to shut up But it's too late to stop, to stop Thinking 'bout me giving up on You ooh ooh ooh ooh I didn't know how to fight you I wish I had tried to, o-ooh You ooh ooh ooh ooh I wish I had tried to be strong but I've just given up on you I've just given up on you I've just given up on you We turned to stone Then broke into pieces Now I'm alone When I come here to see us And now I'm thinking out loud To turn this silence to sound I'm only feeding the doubt With every word that comes out I try to shut up But it's too late to stop, to stop Thinking 'bout me giving up on You ooh ooh ooh ooh I didn't know how to fight you I wish I had tried to, o-ooh You ooh ooh ooh ooh I wish I had tried to be strong but I've just given up on you I've just given up on you oo oo I've just given up on you I've just given up on you

But I'm not like the others I don't always like what I have to do (Honorable c-note) But I know I have to be the one to do it I've given up too much to stop now I can't be the one here givin' up I'm not the one here givin' up Time heals all, but I can't feel what it was If you were me, you wouldn't give up I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) Woah, woah Every obstacle I overcame Pushed through it, I ain't point to blame Kept my focus Every time they tried to hold me back I broke up out they chains Reached the top, still remain the same Hit the bottom, get up, no complain Walk on the stage and they all yell my name They doubt me, but I always do my thing 'Cause they count on me (21) I got a family to feed (21) Duckin' the envy and greed (On God) Street smart, but I still read (On God) Give birth to heroes, I breed (21) I smell a win and get tea (21) Let down the top, feel the breeze (Straight up) How you gon' give up on me (On God) How you just give up on we (21) Ion' ever quit, though Got a house and I started with a brick, though (Facts) Say you hungry, all you wanna do is sit, though (Facts) I'm a leader, I'll show you how to fish, though (21) If you wanted, there's some things you gon' miss, though (21) I got goals everybody ain't built for (21) I ain't stoppin' 'til I get what I'm here for (On God) I can't be the one here givin' up I'm not the one here givin' up Time heals all, but I can't feel what it was If you were me, you wouldn't give up I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) Love me or love me not, link at the gamma spot Up front, we work, that was a hand-me-down I wasn't stunned, I'll make 'em stand around I got a stick with a bandana 'round Never gave up on me, I am your favorite OG Make your baby OD when she on me Told him, in my time, just so you know I ain't lying I bought my whole clique some new rollies Alone, never lonely Roll with the real, never phony Do 24 like I'm Kobe My superhero, we goated It was the street that have motive I got a car and new wheel (Wheel) I got new thoughts on the head Man with the flow and the beard You know I heard what you said Now when I'm dropping the top Don't let that go over your head I can't be the one here givin' up I'm not the one here givin' up Time heals all, but I can't feel what it was If you were me, you wouldn't give up I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) I'm not the one here givin' up (I'm not the one here givin' up) Fair enough Is part of your life (Is part of your life) I see you runnin' and out of time Is part of your life (Is part of your life) Being spider man is a sacrifice That's the job, that's what you sign up for

I bet one of his friends let my name slip again and it sent you down a rabbit hole Spinnin' Now you know i sing, know my sign, know my drink Size me up in a matter of minutes Did you mean to double tap that spring break throw back from 2016 In PCB Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, didn't realize it I'm the queen of mean girl committee But hey whatever helps, keep on telling yourself I'm not pretty Girl let me guess you don't like how I dress and you're hatin' on the way I talk (bless your heart) Give me a break, learn to sew, bake a cake, take a walk And while you're at it get lost Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it I'm the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty I'm not cool I'm just one of those girls that peaked in highschool (yea right) Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothin' better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it In the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty Yeah right

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع