I'm Not a Hero - James Newton Howard

I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart, 'cause I already- Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase Maybe I could be a different human in a new place Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone Look, I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart, 'cause I already- Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes I never listen, but I see it with my eyes closed I know you, I remember from the grass stain Maybe I could be a better human with a new name Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone Look, I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already- I'm ready to leave it, I'll go when I feel it Got caught both hands on the smoking gun I try but I need it, it's hard but I feel it And it really does hurt when you love someone Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already got one

I bet one of his friends let my name slip again and it sent you down a rabbit hole Spinnin' Now you know i sing, know my sign, know my drink Size me up in a matter of minutes Did you mean to double tap that spring break throw back from 2016 In PCB Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, didn't realize it I'm the queen of mean girl committee But hey whatever helps, keep on telling yourself I'm not pretty Girl let me guess you don't like how I dress and you're hatin' on the way I talk (bless your heart) Give me a break, learn to sew, bake a cake, take a walk And while you're at it get lost Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothing better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it I'm the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty I'm not cool I'm just one of those girls that peaked in highschool (yea right) Somewhere out there my ex boyfriends new girlfriend scrolled through my Instagram Tearin' me down, passin' the phone around Like there's nothin' better to talk about Zoomin' out, zoomin' in, I didn't realize it In the queen of the mean girls committee But hey whatever helps, keep on tellin' yourself I'm not pretty I'm not pretty Yeah right

Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me around And I can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you I don't believe in you and I Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me to die And I can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you I don't believe in you I'm not yours anymore I'm not yours anymore No, I'm not yours anymore I'm not yours anymore Jump into your white mobile and run away You're always leaving me behind And I can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you I don't believe in you and I I'm not yours anymore I'm not yours anymore No, I'm not yours anymore No, I'm not yours anymore Light me up a cigarette, put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me around And I can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you I don't believe in you and I

I'm not even mad anymore No, really, I ain't even mad anymore Yeah, I don't even want you back anymore I don't remember what we had anymore, yeah I hope your back aches and your knees hurt I hope you think about me sleeping in your T-shirt I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you I hope that you hurt more than I do And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) Yeah, I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me Yeah I don't even hope you die these days I hope you live 'til 85 these days Regretting that you ever lied these days I hope it's eating you alive these days Yeah I hope you're up late in the bathroom Just wishin' I'ma change my mind and come back soon I hope that when you're 35 years You'll wish that you tried to 'Cause I know that I do And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me Yeah, I hope you dream of me Yeah, I hope you dream of me I hope you dream of me I ain't even mad about it anymore No, really, I ain't even mad about it anymore Maybe just a little less than I was before I've got a 20 dollar bill that says That you never, ever, ever gonna change I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me I still wish you nothing but the best I know that you're still self-obsessed I hear the wicked get no rest But when you do, I hope you'll dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) Yeah, I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me (You know, you know I'm hoping) I hope you dream of me Yeah

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع