Hate Me - Ellie Goulding

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love how you love to hate me Kinda sad that you always been like that See me making waves and you don't like that Driving through your puddles going splish, splash (Splish, splash, splish, splash) Stressing over nothing, baby, relax Why you getting angry? I'ma kick back Only thing I think about is big stacks (Racks, racks) Negative days, negative nights Baby, you're wasting all your time I can't relate, I keep it light No, no, no drama in my life (uh) Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe I need you? Nah, I been good lately Blowin' up, workin' busy You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me I'ma let you fade into the background Baby, all my shows are gettin' too loud Keep on turnin' it up when you want me down (Me down, me down, me down) Negative days, negative nights Baby, you're wasting all your time I can't relate, I keep it light No, no, no drama in my life (uh) Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe I need you? Nah, I been good lately Blowin' up, workin' busy You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Uh, love to hate me, you hate to love me I'm takin' back what you've taken from me You're mistaken, honey, this something that Remind me why I be alone on my own If I needed you, I'd have you, that I know, hold up I could do bad by myself, don't need help One of a kind, the hand that I was dealt, like oh, well Felt Cupid was stupid, I should have knew it 'Cause I been through it, you wouldn't do it If it ain't foolish, stupid You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me (uh) Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"? 'Cause He spent so much time on them And for me, He got lazy Got ample mental illness, personality flaws While their only flaws seem to be that they have none at all Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"? I'll let Him take accountability For everything that's wrong with me Can't hold myself responsible So I blame the metaphysical If Jesus died for all our sins He left one behind, the body I'm in Same hands that made the moon and the stars Got carpal tunnel and forgot some parts I don't know what I believe But it's easier to think He made a mistake with me Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, they got lucky"? The craftmanship of their bones, their brain, and their body When I look into the mirror for too long, it hurts They don't track how many steps it takes to burn off dessert Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, they got lucky"? I'll let Him take accountability For everything that's wrong with me Can't hold myself responsible So I blame the metaphysical If Jesus died for all our sins He left one behind, the body I'm in Same hands that made the moon and the stars Got carpal tunnel and forgot some parts I don't know what I believe But it's easier to think He made a mistake with me Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"? 'Cause He spent so much time on them And for me, He got lazy

Ayy (feelin' myself, ayy) So this what they've been waiting for? Waitin' a long time for this shit (thraah) You gon' hate me now 'cause your bitch love my style (style) You gon' hate me now 'cause my niggas livin' wild (wild) You gon' hate me now, I see an opp and I go "bow" (thraah, git) You gon' hate me now, I make your bitch keep goin' down (goin' down) We goin' crazy now because they tryna take us out (take us out) Shorty a wetty, keepin' it ready, you know I gotta dig her out (wait) We goin' crazy now because there's money all around (all around) We got the broads bouncin' that ass Like they tryna break the ground (git) You gon' hate me now because you're fuckin' with the sound (sound) We had to get it, go through the bottom, then the top got found (uh-huh) You know my niggas don't like no pigs, we don't like them around (around) I like me an eater, I do not keep her, she just bust shit down (down) I got demons, I got angels 'round my town (my town) She wanna be on that demon time every time I just fuck with Instagram 'cause it gave me clout (clout) And I gotta watch out for the opps 'Cause they tried to take me out (thraah) You gon' hate me now 'cause your bitch love my style (style) You gon' hate me now 'cause my niggas livin' wild (wild) You gon' hate me now, I see an opp and I go "bow" (thraah, git) You gon' hate me now, I make your bitch keep goin' down (goin' down) We goin' crazy now because they tryna take us out (take us out) Shorty a wetty, keepin' it ready, you know I gotta dig her out (wait) We goin' crazy now because there's money all around (all around) We got the broads bouncin' that ass Like they tryna break the ground (git)

I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate (Until you burn to the ground) I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate (Until you burn to the ground)' I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground) I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground) You're acting like a psychopath, my dear One day you know it's wrong, the next is clear It's getting really hard to hear that bullshit Talking, when the money's all in my ear You're just another wrong and worthless hack One day you know it's blonde, the next it's black If you wanna seal the deal and come stab me Then you better pull the knife out of my back I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground) I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground) Be careful hon' Stop telling me on And I can't move on Think I'll probably flawed And I'd kill myself at four in the morning Pills probably gone I think I hate myself, you make me wanna say They know, they know, they know, they know I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground) I always hate, hate, hate When you running around I wanna shake, shake, shake Bitch, I wanna be drowned I'll watch you hate, hate Until you burn to the ground I'll watch you hate, hate (Until you burn to the ground)

I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'Cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself

Holding my breath, playing pretend Acting like you'll never hurt me again And why does your love come with a punch That I'll keep taking again and again? How many times will you apologize And say that you're ready to change? I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same, 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? And sometimes, I felt being somebody else 'Cause you never cared, even 'til the end If only you'd be just into me But you keep on fucking me up in the head I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I don't know love, mm From what you've done I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good, good love She told me that those days were gone Gone, gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me, too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends The way it felt, no fakin' it Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast But what we've done, we can't take it back Back, back Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends Ain't no tellin' what we could've been Ain't no tellin' what we could've been, no And if I knew it end like this I never would've kissed ya 'Cause I fell in love with ya We never would've kicked it Girl, now everything's different I lost my only lover and my friend That's why I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends