God Must Hate Me - Catie Turner

Ayy (feelin' myself, ayy) So this what they've been waiting for? Waitin' a long time for this shit (thraah) You gon' hate me now 'cause your bitch love my style (style) You gon' hate me now 'cause my niggas livin' wild (wild) You gon' hate me now, I see an opp and I go "bow" (thraah, git) You gon' hate me now, I make your bitch keep goin' down (goin' down) We goin' crazy now because they tryna take us out (take us out) Shorty a wetty, keepin' it ready, you know I gotta dig her out (wait) We goin' crazy now because there's money all around (all around) We got the broads bouncin' that ass Like they tryna break the ground (git) You gon' hate me now because you're fuckin' with the sound (sound) We had to get it, go through the bottom, then the top got found (uh-huh) You know my niggas don't like no pigs, we don't like them around (around) I like me an eater, I do not keep her, she just bust shit down (down) I got demons, I got angels 'round my town (my town) She wanna be on that demon time every time I just fuck with Instagram 'cause it gave me clout (clout) And I gotta watch out for the opps 'Cause they tried to take me out (thraah) You gon' hate me now 'cause your bitch love my style (style) You gon' hate me now 'cause my niggas livin' wild (wild) You gon' hate me now, I see an opp and I go "bow" (thraah, git) You gon' hate me now, I make your bitch keep goin' down (goin' down) We goin' crazy now because they tryna take us out (take us out) Shorty a wetty, keepin' it ready, you know I gotta dig her out (wait) We goin' crazy now because there's money all around (all around) We got the broads bouncin' that ass Like they tryna break the ground (git)

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love how you love to hate me Kinda sad that you always been like that See me making waves and you don't like that Driving through your puddles going splish, splash (Splish, splash, splish, splash) Stressing over nothing, baby, relax Why you getting angry? I'ma kick back Only thing I think about is big stacks (Racks, racks) Negative days, negative nights Baby, you're wasting all your time I can't relate, I keep it light No, no, no drama in my life (uh) Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe I need you? Nah, I been good lately Blowin' up, workin' busy You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me I'ma let you fade into the background Baby, all my shows are gettin' too loud Keep on turnin' it up when you want me down (Me down, me down, me down) Negative days, negative nights Baby, you're wasting all your time I can't relate, I keep it light No, no, no drama in my life (uh) Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe I need you? Nah, I been good lately Blowin' up, workin' busy You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Uh, love to hate me, you hate to love me I'm takin' back what you've taken from me You're mistaken, honey, this something that Remind me why I be alone on my own If I needed you, I'd have you, that I know, hold up I could do bad by myself, don't need help One of a kind, the hand that I was dealt, like oh, well Felt Cupid was stupid, I should have knew it 'Cause I been through it, you wouldn't do it If it ain't foolish, stupid You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me (uh) Love, l-l-love, l-l-love How you love to hate me Love, l-l-love, l-l-love You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

Sun's commin' up on a Sunday morning I'm looking out the window at a beautiful view Turn on the TV and somebody's talkin' About the wrong, the right and the ulitmate truth I listen for a minute, but my heart is somewhere else 'Cause I've got my own convictions But I keep them to myself Chorus: When I feel the world around me How can I not believe If I'm high up on a mountain Or down on my knees It's just between God and me Secrets I've been holdin' Tears cried, nobody else sees Sometimes I'm alone but I know There's somebody watchin' over me There's so much I'm afraid of And I'm really not that strong But there's one place I can go to Where all fear is gone Chrous: When I feel the world around me How can I not believe If I'm high up on a mountain Or down on my knees It's just between God and me Every picture's painted differently Everybody's got a vision in their mind That fills the heart with answeres And the missing peace that we all hope to find And this heart of mine Repeat chorus twice God and me It's just between God and me

Holding my breath, playing pretend Acting like you'll never hurt me again And why does your love come with a punch That I'll keep taking again and again? How many times will you apologize And say that you're ready to change? I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same, 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? And sometimes, I felt being somebody else 'Cause you never cared, even 'til the end If only you'd be just into me But you keep on fucking me up in the head I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I don't know love, mm From what you've done I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour