I Deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy

I can't move, I'm so paralyzed I'm so paralyzed And I can't explain why I'm terrified I'm so terrified Well, I don't wanna touch the sky no more I just wanna feel the ground when I'm coming down It's been way too long And I don't even wanna get high no more I just want it out of my life Out of my life, out I wanna cut you outta my dreams 'Til I'm bleeding out 'Til I'm bleeding I wanna cut you outta my mind 'Til I'm bleeding out 'Til I'm bleeding I wanna cut you outta my dreams Woah, I'm bleeding out Girl, I'm bleeding I wanna cut you outta my mind 'Cause I'm bleeding out Oh, I'm bleeding Girl, I'm bleeding I keep telling myself I don't need it I keep telling myself I don't need it anymore I keep telling myself I don't need it anymore Need it anymore

Eh I deserve anything coming my way, so fuck you I done walked so many miles I done let so many down So many nights, I done felt worthless My whole life, I been abused Locked in a cell institution I was silent so I felt helpless Greatness, I deserve it Grammy award, I deserve it Charting number one on the Billboard, I deserve it Anything they got was doing great, I deserve it For every night that I experienced pain, I deserve it Wanna ride around the city in a Rolls Royce top down Diamonds shining hardly in the dark, I'm in the light now I want a big ass house with a flashy gate What's on the menu for the night, I want lobster and steak Tell me why I don't deserve it? 'Cause I been through pain every night hurting My momma ghetto, now she suburban Private plane got a different turbulence What you know 'bout getting it out the mud Then you fighting with the system? You ever see your brother die, watch the bullets hit him What about getting separated from your family? I was gone so long, I forgot I had family I had dreamed I had a Grammy I done walked so many miles I done let so many down So many nights, I done felt worthless My whole life, I been abused Locked in a cell institution I was silent so I felt helpless Greatness, I deserve it Grammy award, I deserve it Charting number one on the Billboard, I deserve it Anything they got was doing great, I deserve it For every night that I experienced pain, I deserve it (yeah) Keep yo' head up, no looking down, that shit gon' pay off Only the real gon' be around when that day come I know friends kill friends so I be with AR They can't find they self so they find someone to hate on Time to elevate on 'em Ball fadeaway on 'em Buy another estate on 'em Your time coming, wait on it We tryna make falls, we ain't worried about awards As long as I got my wood, I ain't running from no war I think about my granny a lot, my family a lot I done made it out, fuck if I get a Grammy or not Some niggas stabbed me in my back I forgave 'em but I never forgot That shit they did to me, I never forgot I done walked so many miles I done let so many down So many nights, I done felt worthless My whole life, I been abused Locked in a cell institution I was silent so I felt helpless Greatness, I deserve it Grammy award, I deserve it Charting number one on the Billboard, I deserve it Anything they got was doing great, I deserve it For every night that I experienced pain, I deserve it

Close my eyes Feel you sigh A desperate aching wonder Will you ever, ever let me off my knees? Wide awake Like a dream As simple as a secret Being told, told to everyone but me Will I I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til this heart stops beating So don't let me Bleed out here alone Hear my plea You won't hear my plea Sudden rain Coming down It all comes back to me Waking up, falling down Another day Come undone I keep trying to heal your pain In return, you cut me over and over One more time and I will I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til my heart stops beating So don't let me Don't leave me Bleeding alone I finally feel like I'm supposed to be, yeah, oh Don't you take this moment away from me But before you kill me wont you Wont you look back in my eyes and watch me I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til my heart stops beating So don't leave me don't let me Bleed out here alone Hear my plea I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til this heart stops beating So don't leave me don't let me Bleed out here alone

Pain in my mind Is turning so alive Those demons that breed in your eyes I've just found out Inside our secret garden Morning love dew has turned to wicked tears If your love was just a lie If you leave with no goodbye And throw away our love, our life, go over there If we cannot go back in time If we don't have a second try I take a last breath to say without you I will die I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Come take my hand To rekindle the flame I'm not playing a game Against odds, against trends Let's write our future with our hands I was always so Keen to give my all Every piece of my will Body and soul You know you can take it all Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع