Until I Bleed Out - The Weeknd

Close my eyes Feel you sigh A desperate aching wonder Will you ever, ever let me off my knees? Wide awake Like a dream As simple as a secret Being told, told to everyone but me Will I I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til this heart stops beating So don't let me Bleed out here alone Hear my plea You won't hear my plea Sudden rain Coming down It all comes back to me Waking up, falling down Another day Come undone I keep trying to heal your pain In return, you cut me over and over One more time and I will I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til my heart stops beating So don't let me Don't leave me Bleeding alone I finally feel like I'm supposed to be, yeah, oh Don't you take this moment away from me But before you kill me wont you Wont you look back in my eyes and watch me I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til my heart stops beating So don't leave me don't let me Bleed out here alone Hear my plea I gave it all But you can't stop taking from me And way down I know You know where to cut me With your eyes closed It won't be long Til this heart stops beating So don't leave me don't let me Bleed out here alone

I know I'm far away Far from what I used to be No one can get in my way It's my time to shine baby Always been caring about the rest But no one ever cared for me Always been looking for someone else Until I found myself Until I found myself Until I found myself I know I'm far away Far from what I used to be Don't wanna be who I was I'm stronger babe And I don't really care About what people think I just need myself It's time to be My priority Always been caring about the rest But no one ever cared for me Always been looking for someone else Until I found myself Until I found myself Until I found myself

I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be my face I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie I guess we all just fake it 'til we die Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else But it's harder when you have to love yourself I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع