Losing Myself - Lil shine

Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use I don't know why I fight it, clearly we are through Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? I know you're waiting for the worst that you can get from me Just treat me good and baby I'll give you the rest of me I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? We used to kiss all night but now there's just no fuse I don't know why I fight it, clearly we are through Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? There's nothing more, I know you're taking it away from me I gave you everything and now there's nothing left of me I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use I don't know why I fight it, clearly we are through Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good? Tell me the truth, boy (baby you know I tried) Am I losing you for good (can't lose you from my life) We used to kiss all night (baby you know I tried) But now there's just no use (how could you waste my time?) I don't know why I fight it, clearly we are through (can't lose you from my life) Tell me the truth, boy, am I losing you for good?

I think I lost my mind I got a feeling something's wrong It's like I'm falling down Like the world I know is gone And I'm on my own Yeah, I'm all alone I must've lost my mind Lost my mind I'm playing all or nothing With the devil watching Love is a losing game Deceiving Believe it That love is a losing game My heart is defeated I'm trapped and I can't escape Oh, baby just tell me What do you want from me? Yeah, what can I even say This love is a losing game Love is a losing game I'm throwing loaded dice Playing dirty 'cause I wanna win Something about your eyes It got me betting on my every spin Will you keep me close Never let me go And never tell me lies, tell me lies I'm playing all or nothing With the devil watching Love is a losing game Deceiving Believe it That love is a losing game My heart is defeated I'm trapped and I can't escape Oh, baby just tell me What do you want from me? Yeah, what can I even say This love is a losing game Love is a losing game Take my money Waste my nights Thinking 'bout her all the time Devil by my shoulder side Here let me know Love is a losing game Deceiving Believe it That love is a losing game My heart is defeated I'm trapped and I can't escape Oh, baby just tell me What do you want from me? Yeah, what can I even say This love is a losing game Love is a losing game (Love is a losing game) Love is a losing game

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby? Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you placed beside you To take somebody's place? When you turn around can you recognize my face? You used to love me, you used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't okay I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud Open your eyes, open up wide Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care then I don't care We're not going anywhere Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care then I don't care We're not going anywhere

Look into my eyes and read my thoughts Don't wanna have to tell you what they are I need someone who wants to risk it all I'm tired of pretending that Losing love doesn't hurt, and I don't ever cry alone Baby, I've been getting by, but My heart wants to find a home So let me live Like I'm losing every second of my life To the lies and misdirection Precious time I've been wasting on pretending I'm good And that losing love doesn't hurt, and I don't ever cry alone Baby, I've been getting by, but My heart wants to find a home My past life got me fucked up So many long nights that I didn't get the best of Tell me one more time, I don't wanna get it messed up One god, one flame, in the dark Baby, guide me home, I'm tired of pretending Losing love doesn't hurt, and I don't ever cry alone Baby, I've been getting by, but My heart wants to find a home So let me live Like I'm losing every second of my life To the lies and misdirection Precious time I've been wasting on pretending I'm good And that losing love doesn't hurt, and I don't ever cry alone Baby, I've been getting by, but My heart wants to find a home

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Blrrrd, blrrrd, blrrrd Blrrrd (Tay Keith, f- these n- up) No talkin', b-, no discussion No fightin', don't do no tusslin' (I'm not gon' do no tusslin') Pay my young n- to knock you off Roll you up in a Russian (we'll smoke you out a Russian) Give no f- if it's my family play with shiesty F- my cousin (it's f- my cousin) In the club with a glock twenty six regular clip hold a dozen (brrrrd brrrrd) It's nothin' (nothin') I spend forty-one hundred on the goyard Check my luggage (ain't nothin') I'm not shy with this glizzy, no hesitation, I'm bustin' (blrrrd) This glock twenty three stuck right by my pelvis out in public (it's there) And I just poured a trey of wock Better not pass me no 'tussin (no sir, aye) Blrrrd, blrrrd, blrrrd, b-, it's up Stuffed fifteen in one pocket, f- around and got it stuck In fourteen, we ran up twenty off one mission we had struck And all this jewelry don't mean shit, I'll take it off, get suited up Thirty say get you, you f- Them seven point sixty two ate 'em up N- dissin' from a distance, don't come outside they be tucked Got the same bullets in your gun, you totin' that shit for nothin' You see shiesty in his name, that just mean that he my lil' son And this AR shoot out AK bullets, this my favorite gun And if I put you on a mission, don't come back until it's done Free all my members that's locked in the cage for murder one Just for them, we stand on top of shit, poppin' shit throwin' ones Blrrrd, blrrrd, blrrrd Catch us servin' like we sonic, got the strong and chronic Tell 'em, "run it, get my money, " I kick shit with junkies Ho, be honest, you a groupie, you f- 'cause I'm bumpin' Or it's 'cause you caught me at Neiman's f-' off a hunnd Blrrd, ayy Blrrrd, blrrrd, blrrrd, b-, it's up Stuffed fifteen in one pocket, f- around and got it stuck In fourteen, we ran up twenty off one mission we had struck And all this jewelry don't mean shit, I'll take it off, get suited up Blrrrd

Just come outside, for the night (Yeah) Take your time, get your light (Yeah) Shawty giant, huh-uh I been out geekin' Bitch Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Yeah) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Yeah) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien' (Yeah), fien', fien', fien' The career's more at stake when you in your prime (At stake) Fuck that paper, baby, my face on the dotted line (Dot, yeah) I been flyin' out of town for some peace of mind (Yeah, yeah, bitch) It's like always they just want a piece of mine (Ah) I been focused on the future, never on right now (Ah) But I'm sippin', not kombucha, either pink or brown (It's lit) I'm the one that introduced you to the you right now (Mm, let's go) Oh my God, that bitch bite (That bitch bite) But alright (Alright), tryna vibe (Tryna vibe like this) In the night, come alive Ain't asleep, ain't a—, ain't a—, ain't-ain't-ain't— Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien' Syrup, woah, what? What? (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide) What? (Yeah, woah, yeah, yeah) (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, yeah) (Yeah, hol' up, yeah) Yeah, I just been poppin' my shit it's been gettin' live, hol' up (Shit) Yeah, you try to come 'round 'bout this shit, they poppin' ya tires, hol' up (Shit) Uh, hunnid round, woah, feel it, knock 'em on ten Playin' both sides with these hoes (Hol' up) Shawty, I'm fuckin' yo' friends (Hol' up) I been goin' crazy, shawty, I been handlin' these bands She not innocent, uh, shit, she tryna go— Fien', fien' (Yeah, talm 'bout), fien', fien'-fien' (Syrup, oh-oh, what?) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Syrup, oh-oh) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien'-fien' (Talkin' bout, talm 'bout, let's go) I just been icin' my hoes I just been drippin' my ho (Drippin' my ho) This is a whole 'nother level, shawty I got these hoes on they toes (Hoes on they toes) I put this bitch on the road She tryna fuck on the O, hol' up, hol' up I got this ho with me, she tryna show me sum', hol' up, hol' up I got flows for days, these niggas ain't know nun', hol' up, hol' up Me and my bro locked in, you know we on one, hol' up We in the spot goin' crazy, until the sun up You worried about that ho, that ho done chose us (Bitch-ass) Uh, pistols all in the kitchen, can't get it to cold, uh, hol' up, yeah (Wow) Fien', fien', fien' (Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, yeah) Why the fuck these niggas actin' like they know us? Double 0, Cactus, shit we towed up, this shit how we told 'em (Skrrt, skrrt) Switch out the bag, these niggas get rolled up (It's lit, hol' up, slatt) Everything lit, hol' up, everything Homixide, Homixide (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien'-fien' (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide)

بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين وأنا ضايع ضايع، إنسي يلاقوه لو بكرهك إستحالة ألوم أنا فيا كتير بس مش بقول أنا كاتم همي وغمي ده جوايا أنا رايح رايح، أنا مش بفوق مش زي الحزن أنا إستحالة أدوم لسا زي ما أنا عـ العموم بس الفرق إن إنتي مش معايا إنتي بتباني وتختفي في لمح البصر مش قريبة، بعيدة زي القمر مفيش بيننا أي طريق مختصر إتحكمت في كل حاجة إلا الغضب كل اللي قولته فضفضة، كل اللي قولته فضفضة كل اللي سمعته كان صدى بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين مفيش فيكي عيب، يمكن ده عيبك مفيش فيا شيء مش هتشوفه عينك أنا واضح واضح، أنا واضح واضح لا مبتجملش أنا حقيقي إنتي بتصيبيني زي نصيبي أمر واقع، أنا واضح واضح أنا متدغدغ، أنا متكسر أنا متدمر، في قلبي خنجر مضروب ٢٠٠ طلقة وإستحالة إن جروحي تتطهر دموعي غالية، دموعها فضة أخاف أسافر بعيد همومي تتجمرك خايف من المكتوبلي مقلق من اللي مقدر إفتكريني لما الليل يليل هتلاقيني جايلك جايلك أنا ميت ميت ميت ميت أنا زي الظن سيء سيء انا زي الظن سيء سيء إفتكريني لما الليل يليل هتلاقيني جايلك جايلك أنا ميت ميت ميت ميت أنا زي الظن سيء سيء بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين