Driving Myself Home - Rose Betts

You're revvin' and drivin' through the night When those stars line up like they should You've turned into what you've been Through, but you used to be the good Think of that old photograph, your mom in '89 Your dad laughed, said she was like that When she had herself too much wine You'd give anything at all to be anywhere but here Your breathin' only steadies when you start to disappear You wanna be in mountains or smellin' water by the coast But you can't get out of your own mind, so you settle in and coast And you just drive to stay alive One more day passes by You just drive through the night 'Til that darkness turns to sky You think about your sister and the mighty heart she has She's been sober for a year now how the time seems to pass They told you it would go quick but you never tend to listen Don't you miss your mama, boy hummin' hymnals in the kitchen And you just drive to stay alive One more day that passes by You just drive through the night 'Til that darkness turns to sky The concrete is the same here as it is in Rogers County I bet those boys are doin' fine runnin' roads without me Don't you miss the days when we'd sneak Jack in football games? No one in this town remembers my name anyway So I just drive to stay alive One more day that passes by I just drive through the night 'Til that darkness turns to sky You're revvin' and drivin' through the night When those stars line up like they should You've turned into what you've been Through, but you used to be the good

Yeah, I'm just drunk driving again Pulling away from all my sins Tell my momma I love her and take care of my friends When I'm out drunk driving again I don't wanna leave you lonely but I've got to 'Cause it's only the things I need to prove To you and everybody else That scares me so damn much I can't take it, I'm not strong It's probably best that I move on Get outta here, fade away That's why I'm drunk driving again Running away from all of my sins And tell my momma I love her and take care of my friends When I'm out drunk driving again Everybody's gotta die somehow Why not for me right now, right now Well, I'm out drunk driving again Drunk driving again I'm drunk driving again Running away from all of my sins Tell my mother I lovе her and take care of my friеnds 'Cause I'm just drunk driving again Yeah, I'm drunk driving again

What did I say? What do you want? I swear I'll make it up Oh my gosh, what have I done? Hmm Pain in my chest, can't get to sleep In these cold and empty sheets Where did you go? Why did you leave? Lie to me, it would help Just lie to me, say you found someone else Lie to me, it would help Just lie to me, say you found someone else So I don't blame myself Ooh, ooh, ooh So I don't blame myself Ooh, ooh, ooh So I don't blame myself So I don't blame myself So I don't blame myself Movin' too fast, callin' it love Was I just not enough? Nothin' makes sense, it don't add up (oh, whoa) Slammin' the door, not sayin' a word It just keeps gettin' worse I'm not okay, honest, it hurts Lie to me, it would help Just lie to me, say you found someone else Lie to me, it would help Just lie to me, say you found someone else So I don't blame myself Ooh, ooh, ooh (ooh) So I don't blame myself (hey) Ooh, ooh, ooh (ooh) So I don't blame myself (Oh, oh whoa, oh whoa) So I don't blame myself (Oh, oh whoa, whoa) So I don't blame myself (Oh, oh whoa, oh whoa) So I don't blame myself

I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself We used to drive down the west side Honda 92, that's my first ride Walk into Sevan's with no ID Barely 16, cop the 40 (Yeah) Left my city in a rush (In a rush) Didn't look back, gave you up (I gave you up) Now I see my name in the lights (In the lights) But it's still dark inside I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself We used to sleep in a closet (Yeah) E-40 on repeat (On repeat) Sippin' boba in the sunset Now you won't look at me (Yeah) Left my city in a rush (In a rush) Didn't look back, gave you up (I gave you up) Now I see my name in the lights (In the lights) But it's still dark inside I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself To this, to this, to this I just wanna feel something Took a long time to clear my head I just wanna feel something I lost my love Lose myself, myself, myself Yeah, yeah, yeah Lose myself, myself, myself Oh no no If I lose it all Will you look for me? If I lose it all Meet me back at Ocean Beach

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع