i wish i hated you - Ariana Grande

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hate Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong I know it's messed up, kinda bad But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become? Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong In the middle of the night I start to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life, oh Cuz you're the best I had And I keep running back like a goddamn fool tryna change your mind You were all mine Can't believe I Wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong

I wish you bluebirds in the spring To give your heart a song to sing And then a kiss, oh, but more than this I wish you love And in July a lemonade to cool you in some leafy glade I wish you health, oh, and more than wealth I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree that you and I will never be So with my best, my very best, I am setting you free Oh, honey I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to, to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love

Early in the morning by the break of day That's when my baby went away Come back baby, I wish you would This crying and grieving won't do me no good Hugging and kissing, late at night You know pretty baby it feels just right Come back, baby, what you're trying to do? Turning on me and some other men too Come back baby, give me one more chance You know I still love you, gonna give you romance Yeah, romance all night long In my arms, oh yeah

Holding my breath, playing pretend Acting like you'll never hurt me again And why does your love come with a punch That I'll keep taking again and again? How many times will you apologize And say that you're ready to change? I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same, 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? And sometimes, I felt being somebody else 'Cause you never cared, even 'til the end If only you'd be just into me But you keep on fucking me up in the head I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I don't know love, mm From what you've done I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough?

Limb by limb and tooth by tooth Stirring up inside of me Every day, every hour I wish that I was bulletproof Wax me, mold me Heat the pins and stab them in You have turned me into this Just wish that it was bullet proof Was bullet proof So pay me money, take a shot Lead-fill the hole in me I could burst a million bubbles All surrogate and bullet proof And bullet proof And bullet proof Bullet proof

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع