I Wish you Roses - Kali Uchis

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hate Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong I know it's messed up, kinda bad But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become? Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong In the middle of the night I start to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life, oh Cuz you're the best I had And I keep running back like a goddamn fool tryna change your mind You were all mine Can't believe I Wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong

Hung all my clothes in the closet you made Your shoes still in boxes I send them your way Hoping life brings you no new pain I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite our life But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you Our shadows stands in a parallel plane Just two different endings You learn to repair And I learn to keep me in one place So close and yet so far If only we had known from the start But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you

I wish you bluebirds in the spring To give your heart a song to sing And then a kiss, oh, but more than this I wish you love And in July a lemonade to cool you in some leafy glade I wish you health, oh, and more than wealth I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree that you and I will never be So with my best, my very best, I am setting you free Oh, honey I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to, to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love

Early in the morning by the break of day That's when my baby went away Come back baby, I wish you would This crying and grieving won't do me no good Hugging and kissing, late at night You know pretty baby it feels just right Come back, baby, what you're trying to do? Turning on me and some other men too Come back baby, give me one more chance You know I still love you, gonna give you romance Yeah, romance all night long In my arms, oh yeah

Here we go! Surprise nigga It was bound to happen sooner or later They ain't ready for this) History has been made ATL, yeah Cuz' I got it All these hataz wanna grill me But fuck that I'm bout my money if it kills me (Yeah baby) And I'm up to no good Ay, I wish a mothafucka would This tha A-town, come into my hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would Houston, Dallas come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would I keep a fresh pair of one's on my feet And double deuces on da Chevy 3's company the double 4's on my belly 5 hot amps speakers shake like jelly So many wires in my trunk look like a bowl of spaghetti Assault and batteries, but my trunk stay ever ready Assault and battery if you scared you never ready And yeah I went green, 26s on the hybrid Smoked so much green that I can't open up my eyelids Wake up in London, go to sleep on Atlanta time Still my paint got more candy then your Valentine For 5 mill I bought a lake front crib Bentley car cover lookin' like a laced frontwig Of course they hatin' cause they still ridin' tha marta train Rename the yacht put the plane in my daughter's name Now that's karma so call me Daddy Warbucks If you got money, I got mo' bucks Cuz I got it All these hataz wanna grill me But fuck that I'm bout my money if it kills me (Yeah baby) And I'm up to no good Ay, I wish a mothafucka would New York and Jersey come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would L.A. and the Bay come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would Luda! I'm freak like a Scorpio Custom hood scoops make the coupe look like Pinocchio I'm rich bitch, I should drop cash The inside of the 'lac look like a wood shop class And these women gimme love like it's tennis time So many shoes that my closet look like Finish Line So many acres that my crib look like Bermuda So many diamonds the safe look like Kay jewelers That spot about to drop my team said Luda get it Now 50 thou says that I'm the first nigga with it First round draft pick, later for you imbeciles The car is all black like it got traded to the Timberwolves And I keep a little bit of that green up in the lining But as the weather change my weed adjust to different climates Green in the summer time, orange in the spring Now it's black with that purp, I call my whip the Sac King Cuz' I got it All these hataz wanna grill me, But fuck that I'm bout my money if it kills me (Yeah baby) And I'm up to no good Ay, I wish a mothafucka would Chi-town and Detroit, come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would D.C. and B-Boy, come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would I'm fly enough to fly away, trouble I don't shy away From it I annihilate suckers in they driveway In church on Sunday morning praying about what happened Friday But then the consequences for comin' to pimpin' sideways Nowadays guess it pays to change In cahoots with corporations making major change With magnificent watches and amazing chains Plush pad in Atlanta and L.A.'s the same I ball til I'm bored with selections and assortments Of automotives worth a small fortune of course There's the 7-2 Chevel hardtop, 69 drop, 60 Campese You can barely pay your lease P dude wanna talk new school, tell em go ahead Drop head double R, Maybachs and Swag got the ass, stack cash to the hair line Fuck another car, it's time to try an buy an airline Cuz I got it All these hataz wanna grill me But fuck that I'm 'bout my money if it kills me (Yeah baby) And I'm up to no good Ay, I wish a mothafucka would Miami to Alabama, come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would Philly and Boston, come into they hood Ay, I wish a mothafucka would St. Louis to Tennessee, come into they hood Phoenix to V.A., come into they hood Ohio and Indiana, come into they hood Mississippi to Carolinas, come into they hood Duval and Little Rock, come into they hood Oklahoma to Louisiana, come into they hood Kansas City to Seattle, come into they hood Minneapolis to Milwaukee, come into they hood

Holding my breath, playing pretend Acting like you'll never hurt me again And why does your love come with a punch That I'll keep taking again and again? How many times will you apologize And say that you're ready to change? I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same, 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? And sometimes, I felt being somebody else 'Cause you never cared, even 'til the end If only you'd be just into me But you keep on fucking me up in the head I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I don't know love, mm From what you've done I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love I made you stay when you wanted to run Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away And why couldn't I be enough?

I'm a great fuck But a better lover Open carry Pussy lethal Like I'm Danny Glover I might steal a bike Drive it through the suburbs Got your daddy cuffed up Like he undercover Crop top Little waist Tiny titties In your face Drop top Big subs I'm like Nicki Super bass Got your window Fogged up 'Cause I'm hot like Nelly I know what you want So get in my Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Ever ever Be that bitch Hello Christ? I'm 'bout to sin again I said 'I love you' to that man But I'm not feelin' him I'm made of sugar, spice Kanekalon and cinnamon Me and my bestie are the same Like a synonym I be Michael Phelps All the brand deals That I'm swimmin' in You can call me Dr. Evil 'Cause I got Many men Invested in this pussy And this shit is paying Dividends Slap a bitch Bitch slap back 'Cause I'm feminine Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Ever ever ever ever You could never Ever ever ever ever Ever ever ever ever Ever ever ever ever Be that bitch You could never Ever ever ever ever Ever ever ever ever Ever ever ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Be that bitch Get like me Nah you wish You could never ever ever Ever ever Get in my belly

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me