How I'm Feeling Now - Lewis Capaldi

"That's the shit I'm talking 'bout though, like you changed up, you don't even fuckin' Link nobody no more, you just dash me 'way like a cyattie. Yo, you cheesed me dog." Always felt like my vision been bigger than the bigger picture Crazy how you gotta wait until it's dark out to see who really with you Crazy how even when it miss ya, shit'll come back around and get ya Crazy like all my niggas, crazy like all my niggas Remember I deleted all my other girls numbers out the phone for you? Remember when you had to take the BAR exam, I drove in the snow for you Yeah, you probably don't remember half the shit a nigga did for you Ya, you ain't really fuck with me way back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now? Yeah, Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl? What about now girl? How 'bout now? My heart belongs to you Yeah, Always been daddy's little angel I bought your dad a bunch of shit for Christmas, he ain't even say thank you I had no money, left from back when I was focused on the music I used to always try and burn you CDs of my new shit You be like "who's this?" I be like "me, girl." You be like "oh word, true shit?" Then ask if we could listen to Ludacris Them car rides made me feel like I was losing it Yeah, made me feel like I ain't have it like that I was average like that Started drinking way more than I used to People form habits like that, girl Yeah, man enough to tell you I was hurt that year I'm not even Christian I still went to church that year Guess I just had to pretend that year I ain't even see my friends that year Places that I should've been You ain't really fuck with me way back then but how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now? Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl? What about now girl? How 'bout now?

Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh You were talking to her, but messing with me It's finally clear you're blurring the lines Are you disturbed? Oh, now you care Why do you race through my red lights? Can't understand, I'll slow it down for you Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? Baby, tell me how, how you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? I hate when you say how you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) Save, save it for her, I'm not gonna hear Your reasons, and please just take me backs We never were right, don't waste your breath You crashed, and you're on your own tonight Can't understand, I'll slow it down for you Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? Baby, tell me how, how you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? I hate when you say how you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) Lights out, I found out my falling star (my falling star) Goodbye, the sun rises here, there's no more you and I Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? Baby, tell me how, how you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) Tell me, how can you sleep? How can you breathe? I hate when you say how you love me now How you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) How you love me now (whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh)

Tell me how, I can do To right all the wrong, I've done I can try, to be strong I can't hide, all my faults Oh, I'll never say a word, no more I destroyed what we built before Am I blind? Am I wrong? Tell me why You are gone Oh, I'll never say a word, no more I destroyed what we built before You left me all alone, into pitch black You left me to the ground, now I cry I can try to be strong But I can't hide all my faults You can throw the stone at me Blame me for all my sins I see the chaos that I made Now I blame myself I swear I'll never be the same But no one can go in to save me Am I blind? Am I wrong? Tell me why You are gone Now I'm blind And you're gone I've so cried But I'm done I see the chaos that I made Now I blame myself I swear I'll never be the same But no one can go in to save me No one can go in to save me Tell me how, I can do To right all the wrong, I've done

(M-M-M-Murda) Runnin' up this money been a breeze (Phew) Flew her in, she fuck me 'til she leave (Uh) She done fell in love, I'm sellin' dreams I done fell in love with buyin' jeans (Jeans) Hate I found a love for sippin' lean Hellcat faster than a Demon, new G-Wagon with no key Put baguettes in my AP, I ain't on playin' about they beef Niggas know I play for keeps, treat my brothers like they me Had to make myself a boss, it ain't no nigga workin' me I invest a couple mil' and let my money work for me Know they hate the way it happened Probably somewhere cursin' me I don't know nothing 'bout no killin' All I know is murder beats I got rich and understand my next three cars gon' be a lease I ain't never losin' sleep about no beef, I roll in peace I put diamonds in my teeth Came from grindin' in the streets Get a load and break it down and sell it all and then repeat it Pray to God for all the dawgs behind the wall They need they freedom (Free y'all) When I be on TV and perform, I hope they see me (See me) Once it's up, it's stuck, we get over on niggas, not get even Forgiato rims on my dually, I ride diesel Only rock Amiris with my team, not no Diesel Got some niggas up in Philly play with birds like they Eagles She keep sayin' I'm the man, that shit boostin' up my ego Still in Atlanta sellin' bags like they legal, I'm just sayin' (Yeah) How you try to run off with the wave and you ain't surfin'? Gave 'em all the drip, them niggas still acted thirsty I ain't even counted up to see what I'm worth yet All I know is put it up and keep on workin' I can't even hold you, I been gettin' loaded Devil on my shoulders God got my back, so I keep on rollin', yeah Drop-top McLaren (Oh), everybody starin' (Lookin') Lil' one from the hood turned into the man (Big dawg) Get a lot of money (Yeah), try to stuff it in my pants (4 Pockets) I might do the woah (Woah), nigga, I don't dance Rings on my hand cost a fortune Shout out to my mama, no abortion (What's up?) D-Boy, white Air Forces (Crisp) Different kinda bags, I got choices (Flavors) And I got the swag for a loyal ticket Think I'm hearin' voices in my head sayin', "Kill him" (Kill him) Know she'll forgive me, I'm one of the real ones Really from the trenches, turn a dollar to a nickel (Get 'em) Baddest of the baddest, guess I gotta wait to pick 'em Try us, then we smashin', then they go to playin' victim (Kill 'em) I don't know what happened, all I know is he got hit up I'ma need a napkin, chains drippin', VV's lit up I'ma get the money and go hard long as I get up (Get up) We gon' beat the trial, I told lil' bruh to do some sit-ups (Push-up) Win, win, win, no lose or draw, I never give up (Nah) Nigga, what you bangin'? What you claimin'? Throw that shit up (4, Baby) How you try to run off with the wave and you ain't surfin'? Gave 'em all the drip, them niggas still acted thirsty I ain't even counted up to see what I'm worth yet All I know is put it up and keep on workin' I can't even hold you, I been gettin' loaded Devil on my shoulders God got my back, so I keep on rollin', yeah

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع