How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday

Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing Tired of living like a blind man I'm sick inside without a sense of feeling This is how you remind me This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken For handing you a heart worth breaking And I've been wrong, I've been down Into the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head Scream, "Are we having fun yet?" Are we having fun yet? It's not like you didn't know that I said I loved you and I swear I still do It must've been so bad 'Cause living with me must've damn near killed you This is how you remind me (you remind me) This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken For handing you a heart worth breaking And I've been wrong, I've been down Into the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head Scream, "Are we having fun yet?" This is how you remind me (you remind me) This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story And this time I'm mistaken For handing you a heart worth breaking And I've been wrong, I've been down Into the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head Scream, "Are we having fun yet?" Are we having fun yet?

"That's the shit I'm talking 'bout though, like you changed up, you don't even fuckin' Link nobody no more, you just dash me 'way like a cyattie. Yo, you cheesed me dog." Always felt like my vision been bigger than the bigger picture Crazy how you gotta wait until it's dark out to see who really with you Crazy how even when it miss ya, shit'll come back around and get ya Crazy like all my niggas, crazy like all my niggas Remember I deleted all my other girls numbers out the phone for you? Remember when you had to take the BAR exam, I drove in the snow for you Yeah, you probably don't remember half the shit a nigga did for you Ya, you ain't really fuck with me way back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now? Yeah, Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl? What about now girl? How 'bout now? My heart belongs to you Yeah, Always been daddy's little angel I bought your dad a bunch of shit for Christmas, he ain't even say thank you I had no money, left from back when I was focused on the music I used to always try and burn you CDs of my new shit You be like "who's this?" I be like "me, girl." You be like "oh word, true shit?" Then ask if we could listen to Ludacris Them car rides made me feel like I was losing it Yeah, made me feel like I ain't have it like that I was average like that Started drinking way more than I used to People form habits like that, girl Yeah, man enough to tell you I was hurt that year I'm not even Christian I still went to church that year Guess I just had to pretend that year I ain't even see my friends that year Places that I should've been You ain't really fuck with me way back then but how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now? Cause I'm up right now and you suck right now Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now? Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl? What about now girl? How 'bout now?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع