Half Remembered Dream - Aaryan Shah

I sang as loud as I could, for you in the nosebleeds Every night, week after week Through scary lust and ugly fear I readjust, I disappear Instrumental break We talk it out, when I'm not alone If I scream and shout, it's not broken bones You said, "Everyone, just wanna go home" It's not what you said, baby, it's your tone

Growin' up, there wasn't much my daddy couldn't fix If it wouldn't work, he'd make the old look new again The house, the fence, the bike, the car The little girl tears from a broken heart Daddy set the bar real high Showed me what a real man looks like It's gonna take one to fill those shoes In his eyes, nothin' less will do He's gotta be a man of God Keep it tight when he ties that knot Lucky as a girl's ever gonna get To love a man that's half the man that my daddy is It's never gonna fly if he's the kinda guy that doesn't fish He better keep his word, ain't afraid to work, and knows who he is Strong with his hands, gentle with his touch And no such thing as lovin' me too much Daddy set the bar real high Showed me what a real man looks like It's gonna take one to fill those shoes In his eyes, nothin' less will do He's gotta be a man of God Keep it tight when he ties that knot Lucky as a girl's ever gonna get To love a man that's half the man that my daddy is A man of few words, a man who leads The man he is is who he wants for me Daddy set the bar real high Showed me what a real man looks like It's gonna take one to fill those shoes In his eyes, nothin' less will do He's gotta be a man of God Keep it tight when he ties that knot Lucky as a girl's ever gonna get To love a man that's half the man that my daddy is To find a man that's half the man my daddy is

Love, love the stars Love, love the moon 별 다를 것 없이 똑같은 공기 똑같은 침대에서 보이는 천장까지 왜 별 이유 없이 공허한 건지 그저 몇 시간 째 멍만 때리는 게 처음에는 배가 고픈가 했었는데 No way no way no way 요새는 칸예 새 앨범을 들어도 뻔해 뻔해 뻔해 TV를 틀어 놓은 채 채널만 돌려 보네 But bae 별 의미 없네 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있지는 않을 텐데 너 없는 밤도 달은 떴다는데 보이지 않아 네 생각에 가려진 채 Yeah 마음이 기운 채로 판단이 설 리가 너 하나 없다고 내가 이럴 리가 없는데 자꾸 그 때로 또 되감기 돼 네가 있던 자리 그 자리 위 밤하늘까지 보여 저 반 쪽 짜리 달이 딱 지금 나의 모습 같지 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있진 않을 텐데 내일의 어둠이 저 달을 한 입 삼키면 둘이 만들었던 세계도 더 작아질 텐데 그리움만 꽉 차겠지 지루한 하루들을 보낸 후 보름달 하늘에 뜰 때쯤에는 우린 하나라고 떠들고 다닐 때만 해도 너는 너고 나는 나라는 게 이렇게도 명확해질지 몰랐어 서로 생각할 시간 시간 초과된 기분 더 지나면 서로 돌아오라고도 못 해 난 지금 돈키호테처럼 정처 없이 네 사랑을 꿈꾸네 난 네 눈만 봐도 텅 빈 이 맘을 다 채울 텐데 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있진 않을 텐데 Love, love the stars Love, love the moon 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 그랬더라면

Can't say that I knew Away from feeling you But can you see it too The way the skies are turning blue Pastures on my mind Running, searching just to find A thing or two that once was true The part of you that made me new Dream dream dream dream dream Dream with me Dream dream dream dream dream Dream with me

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me