Half a World Away - Secret Garden

We made it final today I gave you all I had You made your getaway All the love we once made Turned to memories today I left the courtroom and went straight to the church I hit my knees and told God how much I hurt Nothing left of my heart It's gonna be so hard to make a new start Cause' today my world slipped away We buried the plans that we made And tonight I'm alone and afraid Cause' today my world slipped away All my friends say I'll make it alright I'll recover and start a new life But that'll be so hard to do Cause' livin' ain't worth livin' without you Cause' today my world slipped away We buried the plans that we made And tonight I'm alone and afraid Cause' today my world slipped away Cause' today my world slipped away

Make the world go away Get it off, get it off my shoulder Say the things we used to say And make the world, make it go away Do you remember when you loved me Before the world took you away? Yes, my love Well if you do, then forgive me And make the world, make it go away Yeah, make the world go away Yeah, get it off, get it off, get it off my shoulder Say the things we used to say And make the world go away Now I'm sorry if I hurt you Let me make it up to you day by day And if you will please forgive me And make the world, make it go away Oh, make the world go away Yeah, get it off, get it off my shoulder Say the things we used to say And make the world, make it go away Yeah, make the world go away Get it off, get it off my shoulder Say the things you used to say And make the world go away

I never let my guard go down But you messed me up when you came around When the high wore off, know you needed space But I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna mistake Few thousand miles, and an ocean away But I see the sunrise, oh, just like the other day Picture your eyes as I fall asleep Tell myself it's alright, oh-oh, as the tears roll by Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away I never felt a room so still See the future coming, hope it isn't real I learned to fake a smile as the time runs out I don't wanna wait, oh, I don't wanna mistake Few thousand miles and an ocean away But I see the sunrise, whoa, just like the other day Picture your eyes as I fall asleep Tell myself it's alright, oh-oh, as the tears roll by Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away-ay-ay Oh, oh, helpless when I'm oceans away-ay-ay Oh, oh, I'm helpless when I'm oceans away Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away

Wonder how I didn't die This is not my life, I'm no survivor I only happened to survive Wonder how I sleep at night Well I count pink elephants, blessings, and skeletons Down the days I have left, with one eye open That was me screaming, "Bitch, I am reality" Then stumbling off to lose myself in a brown paper bag 'cause me and Sweet Evan Williams got a date down on Avenue A Staving shakes, scraping change 'til daybreak Turns out anyone can eat out the trash Then wake up on the freeway mid-crash I was drunk when I made my bed Now with a half-decade hangover I lay down in it What have I done? Don't know what I've said It's a half-decade hangover, either this, in jail or dead It's a half-decade hangover, Jesus Christ, my aching head Waste not, want not borrowed time Lender knows I've tried to make it right Give back my life, and if not Take it, 'cause lately I been thinking maybe I could Take it or leave it, if I can't at least break even Then I'm leaving when I been feelin' this awful since I hit bottom and Said, "Hand me my shovel, I'm going in" Oh brother. Man, you call that recovered? Tripped on a couple steps and collapsed on the stairs Broke my neck on the backs of those who I've hurt and scared Like it's a good thing you said, "You've got your whole life ahead" Oh great, another half a century to live to regret I'd rather be anybody else instead 'Cause I was drunk when I made my bed Now with a half-decade hangover I lay down in it What have I done? Don't know what I've said It's a half-decade hangover, either this, in jail or dead It's a half-decade hangover, Jesus Christ, my aching head Sober, but so much still hangs over Please believe me when I say I've poured my whole past down the drain Say that a second chance is a chance I can take But I can't make amends for things I can't remember I can only say I'm sorry and occasionally pray Guess you'll just have to take my word that I've changed After 1,825 days I was drunk when I made my bed Now with a half-decade hangover I lay down in it What have I done? Don't know what I've said It's a half-decade hangover, hand me my ibuprofen It's a half-decade hangover, Jesus Christ, my aching head

Friday night, I'd just got back I had my eyes shut, was dreamin' 'bout the past I thought about you while the radio played I should have got movin', some reason I stayed I started driftin' to a different place I realized I was fallin' off the face of your world And there was nothin' left to bring me back I'm a million miles away A million miles away I'm just a million miles away And there's nothin' left to bring me back today Took a ride, went downtown The streets were empty, there was no one around To the place that we used to know Been all the places we used to go I'm at the wrong end of the lookin' glass Just tryin' to hold on to the hands of the past and you And there was nothin' left to bring me back I was a million miles away A million miles away, away I'm just a million miles away And there's nothin' to bring me back today Bring me back today Bring me back today I started driftin' to a different place I realized, fallin' off the face of your world And there was nothin' left to bring me back I'm just a million miles away I'm a million miles away I'm a million miles away And there's nothin' left to bring me back today Bring me back today Bring me back today Bring me back today

Roll up all my ones, take my chances Hit another blunt, watch the embers burn away Pour a double cup, I'm dirty dancing What am I running from When I run so far away, away, away, away Far away, away, away, away I've been shadowboxing your nightmares left and right Showing up to the battlefield, no one to fight Keep believing the smoke will clear and the bombs will subside As I lay down my pride in the things I confide in For all these years, holding back my tears Lord knows that I'm trying, I know our love has been dying I still need you here, I still need you here while I Roll up all my ones, take my chances Hit another blunt, watch the embers burn away Pour a double cup, I'm dirty dancing What am I running from When I run so far away, away, away, away Far away, away, away, away I love shrooms (yeah), I might get that tattooed (yeah) Might just keep it cool (yeah), depending on my mood (yeah) The sun is rising (yeah) depending on my moon (yeah) Tell 'em boys back it up 'cause I'm finna act a fool (gimme some room) Yabba-da-ba-doo, I'm with YEBBA in my coupe With my fellas butter-soft leathers, bumping Fela Kuti Off that Gin and Juice, after, after that, I left the roof After that, we hit the after hours spot 'tll the afternoon I love shrooms Verses where hands-on, I can't come now I got my hands full Why wait around on the answer? I just air it out like my hamper Wax like the candle, back in the days in the bando (Back in the bando) I can't fuck with that hoe 'cause she canceled With no tampon, walked with a man without holding her hand (Without holding her hand) period Yeah, if focus I can transform into a lotus Pull up with Rolls Royces two sisters Like two twin Holsters ghosted (hocus pocus, magic) Roll up all my ones, take my chances Hit another blunt, watch the embers burn away Pour a double cup, I'm dirty dancing What am I running from When I run so far away, away, away, away Far away, away, away, away

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع