You Ballin' In the Wrong Neighborhood - Exsire

Fantasized about a life Simplified, a paradise Nothing good came easy Every love would leave me No shame, 'cause I played this game And it gave me everything Lost faith 'cause I saved myself And I don't need anything So for one last time This is for my friends Who put needles in their veins Who society erased Hope their children all escape This is to the men Who wished death upon my name Tried to push me to my grave Swore I'd never fucking cave Sacrifice, sleepless nights Wasting time, a wicked vice Time had made me heartless It didn't leave me scarless No shame, 'cause I played this game And it gave me everything Lost faith 'cause I saved myself And I don't need anything Until my heart stops Until my heart stops beating This is for my friends Who put needles in their veins Who society erased Hope their children all escape This is to the men Who wished death upon my name Tried to push me to my grave Swore I'd never fucking cave I have spent my life chasing things That had only brought me pain In the end, when I'm dead Hope it was for something Hope it was all for something Hope it was for something This is for the ones Who put poison in their veins Who society degrades Hope their children can escape This is to the men Who wished death upon my name Tried to push me to my grave Swore I'd never fucking cave

Yeah, it goes away All of this and more of nothing in my life No colored clay Individuality not safe As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure you run from something strong I can't let go Threadbare tapestry unwinding slow Feel a tortured brain Show your belly like you want me to As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure we reach for something Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Somethings gotta turn out right You sugar taste Sweetness doesn't often touch my face Stay if you please You may not be here when I leave As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure we reach for something strong Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Somethings gotta turn out right

I'm out of your league, baby I'm out of your league, baby Baby cuz I'm ballin' For a minute I just finished on you I just finished on you I just did it on you Girl I'm out here Getting to the money Blowin' these hundreds Blowin' these hundreds Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Ballin' on you (ballin' ballin' ballin') I'm Ballin' (ballin' ballin' ballin') I'm out of your league, wavy I'm out of your league, wavy Wavy cuz I'm ballin' For a minute I just finished on you I just finished on you I just did it on you Girl I'm out here Getting to the money Blowin' these hundreds Blowin' these hundreds Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Girl I'm out here Ballin' on you (ballin' ballin' ballin') Ballin' on you (ballin' ballin' ballin') That's my baby Better get you wet now Better make you sweat now Better get you wet now Better make you sweat now That's my baby Better get you wet now Better make you sweat now That's my baby Better get you wet now Better make you sweat now

Oh, oh, oh Mm, mm I'm not always strong And sometimes I'm even wrong But I win when I choose And I can't stand to lose But I can't always be The rock that you see When the nights get too long And I just can't go on The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you When the world wants too much And it feels cold and out of touch Oh, it's a beautiful place When you kiss my face The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you I need you, baby Yeah, yeah Oh, baby Oh Yeah, yeah, I need you, baby

Buried my face within my hands The same hands that erased him I've lived in metaphors Why don't they question a thing? I've said it all before They follow religiously What if they truly knew how much I led them astray? Can hardly look at you knowing your soul isn't save (Not safe, not safe, not safe) I'm just a paradigm A flawless excuse to never analyze the form of abuse When will they recognize they jeopardize morality? They're following no one they should idolize Ooh, we stand like gods amongst weak men Could we save them? Is there interest? What is my voice to you? Do I give something you need? Grant me my solitude Or manifest like disease You want the painful truth? I never came here to serve And if you're still confused Look to my words for the proof I'm just a paradigm A flawless excuse to never analyze the form of abuse When will they recognize they jeopardize morality? They're following no one they should idolize We're all just venturing aimless With hopes to transcend If there's a price on the answer You're just a number to them (That stupid motherfucker) Just a number to them We stand like gods amongst weak men Do we save them? Is there interest? I'm just a paradigm A flawless excuse to never analyze the form of abuse When will they recognize they jeopardize morality? They're following no one they should idolize

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

It's getting late Why you gotta be beside me? Watching, needing, wanting me? I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid Don't be, don't... Lila I know it's getting late, and I'm struggling to let go Although there's distance between us, there's no place I'd rather be I owe you some hospitality, and it comes so naturally Promise, I just need some more time If you can bear with me When last did we feel this close together? Chasing sunsets in California Don't make me wait, babe, it's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Trust me, I'm starting to realize And look beyond my fears Sun keeps on turning to twilight Baby, we don't have long I can't keep my hands off you All night, all my love You say it's getting too late Baby, don't be afraid When last did we feel this close together? Chasing sunsets in California Don't make me wait, babe, it's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Giddy up, girl, best I can do Go follow where the wind blows, mmm Sometimes, we all feel hollow My heart, girl, you can borrow, mmm Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you