Lose Control - Meduza & James Carter

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me

Never had a bitch like me in your life And you ain't never had a bitch like me in your life, uh Never had a bitch like me in your life You ain't never had a bitch like me in your life (yeah) He speed in the Wraith while his hand on my coochie (yeah) He touchin' Emilio Pucci (uh) Doin' good, bitch, I'm gucci (I'm good) Fly to Asia, he feedin' me sushi (oh) When we fuckin', it feel like a movie Raw bitch, ain't never been a groupie Stiff on a ho, I like my nigga bougie (yeah) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me, lose me) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me, lose me) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me) Tell me you don't never- Keep me a Haitian, I love me a Zoe I've been thinkin' 'bout you on the road We havin' rich sex on a boat He hit it back to back like it's dope (like it's dope) How you gon' prove you could treat me right? You stole my heart like a thief in the night Yeah, he my man, he was never your type If you try me, ho, it's on sight He totin' the Uzi, but he actin' real bougie (bougie, yeah) I like to fight over dick, ho, don't get hit with the two-piece (two-piece) You know you can call if you need me Tell me you ain't never ever leavin' (no) When I suck it, I look in your eyes (yeah) You better fuck me like you mean it (fuck me like you mean it) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me, lose me) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me, lose me) Tell me you don't never wanna lose me Tell me you don't never wanna lose me (lose me) Tell me you don't never- He speed in the Wraith while his hand on my coochie Doin' good, bitch, I'm gucci (bitch, I'm gucci) When we fuckin', it feel like a movie (it feel like a movie) Be stiff on a ho, I like my nigga bougie Tell me you don't never wanna lose me

Oh, my heart that was broke in two By a cruel, cruel world of sin Where we reach our grave and we find our peace It is only then we know I've worked hard And I've been kind Don't I deserve my life? But what he doesn't know Is that he can't pretend He can't hold back the lies Be my wall and I won't forget Your face, your loyalty While you dream of gold Many lies are sold to satisfy your greed Close your eyes and wait Your fate is not yours to choose You can try to realise But in the end we lose We lose, we lose

I do this shit daily, every single day You come outside with me to smoke the pain away You know I don't mind if we don't spend all day 'Cause baby, this won't last And baby, it's too late, yeah Yeah, I've been on a roll, come and see me all night Never missed a show, baby, dressed in all white She love to get loose, but her pussy's so tight, tight I got 20 more, I could never lose face They get on the floor, but they never touch base Pussy on my mind, and it's still in my taste, taste She was too good, such a lady She was too wild, but she tamed me She was so wet like the navy I was never unaware that you saved me All this time, I couldn't think about it I didn't know how I would feel without it I hide my love, just crawling all around it All around it, and I tell her like Yeah, I've been on a roll, come and see me all night Never missed a show, baby, dressed in all white She love to get loose, but her pussy's so tight, tight I got 20 more, I could never lose face They get on the floor, but they never touch base Pussy on my mind, and it's still in my taste, taste This never lasts Either too late, or it's too fast I got two girls, and they both bad I got two drinks, but I'm too sad, yeah All this time, I couldn't think about it I didn't know how I would feel without it I hide my love, just crawling all around it All around it, and I tell her that All this time, I couldn't think about it I didn't know how I would feel without it I hide my love, just crawling all around it All around it, and I tell her like Yeah, I've been on a roll, come and see me all night Never missed a show, baby, dressed in all white She love to get loose, but her pussy's so tight, tight I got 20 more, I could never lose face They get on the floor, but they never touch base Pussy on my mind, and it's still in my taste, taste I do this shit daily, every single day You come outside with me to smoke the pain away You know I don't mind if (don't mind if) We don't spend all day 'Cause baby, this won't last (baby, this won't last) And baby, it's too late, yeah

They send me away to find them a fortune A chest filled with diamonds and gold The house was awake With shadows and monsters The hallways, they echoed and groaned I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning And crying, "They're coming for me" And I tried to hold these secrets inside me My mind's like a deadly disease I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones And all the kids cried out "Please, stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control? I paced around for hours on empty I jumped at the slightest of sounds And I couldn't stand the person inside me I turned all the mirrors around I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones And all the kids cried out "Please, stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control? I'm well acquainted With villains that live in my bed They beg me to write them So they'll never die when I'm dead And I've grown familiar With villains that live in my head They beg me to write them So I'll never die when I'm dead I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones And all the kids cried out "Please, stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control? And all the kids cried out "Please, stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

It's getting late Why you gotta be beside me? Watching, needing, wanting me? I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid, don't be I'm afraid Don't be, don't... Lila I know it's getting late, and I'm struggling to let go Although there's distance between us, there's no place I'd rather be I owe you some hospitality, and it comes so naturally Promise, I just need some more time If you can bear with me When last did we feel this close together? Chasing sunsets in California Don't make me wait, babe, it's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Trust me, I'm starting to realize And look beyond my fears Sun keeps on turning to twilight Baby, we don't have long I can't keep my hands off you All night, all my love You say it's getting too late Baby, don't be afraid When last did we feel this close together? Chasing sunsets in California Don't make me wait, babe, it's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Don't take forever It's been forever Giddy up, girl, best I can do Go follow where the wind blows, mmm Sometimes, we all feel hollow My heart, girl, you can borrow, mmm Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you Please don't make this all about you