I Wish Grandpas Never Died (Acoustic) - Riley Green

We're giving it all away for nothing Such a foolish thing to do Always looking for that extra something When my everything is you There's a fear that burns a fire in my soul When I'm face to face with things I can't control This is my confession My deep and darkest secret I've been acting like my demons Doing things I thought I'd never do So I'm asking for redemption I'm asking for forgiveness All these things I've done to you Things I thought I would never do Things I thought I'd never do Is it too late to say 'I'm sorry'? Well, I'll say it anyway I wrote the ending to our story I played with love but lost the game And now it's easier to say what's on my mind Than to carry on with all these lies This is my confession My deep and darkest secret I've been acting like my demons Doing things I thought I'd never do So I'm asking for redemption I'm asking for forgiveness All these things I've done to you Things I thought I would never do Things I thought I'd never do Hiding the truth for way too long Maybe I'm crazy pouring my heart out in a song But I gotta scream it at the top of my lungs 'Baby I was wrong, so wrong!' This is my confession My deep and darkest secret I've been acting like my demons Doing things I thought I'd never do So I'm asking for redemption I'm asking for forgiveness All these things I've done to you Things I thought I would never do Things I thought I'd never do

Hung all my clothes in the closet you made Your shoes still in boxes I send them your way Hoping life brings you no new pain I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite our life But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you Our shadows stands in a parallel plane Just two different endings You learn to repair And I learn to keep me in one place So close and yet so far If only we had known from the start But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hate Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong I know it's messed up, kinda bad But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become? Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong In the middle of the night I start to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life, oh Cuz you're the best I had And I keep running back like a goddamn fool tryna change your mind You were all mine Can't believe I Wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong

Limb by limb and tooth by tooth Stirring up inside of me Every day, every hour I wish that I was bulletproof Wax me, mold me Heat the pins and stab them in You have turned me into this Just wish that it was bullet proof Was bullet proof So pay me money, take a shot Lead-fill the hole in me I could burst a million bubbles All surrogate and bullet proof And bullet proof And bullet proof Bullet proof

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way