Paper Soldier - Joony

Izzle (Izzle) Man get whole heap a-love, whole heap a-hate Chimney More while a-the love inna the streets Haffi keep me up me G When friends and family fail me (fail me) Uh-huh And then me step inna me Vehic's With a piece deh next to me Fi enemies weh no stop pree me Jordan Tell dem a-the strongest soldiers get the hardest fight (hardest fight) And a-the realest people live the hardest life (hardest life) Sun always shine, even after the darkest nights (hey-hey) So, better days are on the way-ay-ay, uh-huh Man get whole heap a-love, whole heap a-hate Whole heap a-snakes behind faces 'Cause time show it Chimney But man a-put in the work The race is not just for the swift But who can endure it (who can endure it, yeah) Tell dem a-the strongest soldiers get the hardest fight (hardest fight) And a-the realest people live the hardest life (hardest life) Sun always shine, even after the darkest nights (even after the darkest nights) So, better days are on the way-ay-ay Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah Watch ya now No fight nah come if you no great enuh Wan we drop off a-the top a-the pinnacle See we survive, and a-chat is a miracle Think man would-a crash inna vehicle too A-so evil people do Dawg, dem have dem reason to Dem cyaan stop the G blessing Dem just teach me real lesson Tell dem a-the strongest soldiers get the hardest fight (Strongest soldiers get the hardest fight) And a-the realest people live the hardest life (hardest life) Sun always shine, even after the darkest nights (even after the darkest nights) So, better days are on the way-ay-ay (Better days are on the way) Chimney

You've got all the answers whenever I'm hurtin' But I feel like a project, and not like a person I don't know why you try To fix me like I can be fixed overnight Don't try, I'm fine Don't tell me that you understand I don't need therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to feel my pain, and not just walk away I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need therapy You wanna help, but sometimes it's likе I'm being lectured On my problеms like I'm not already the expert I don't know why you try To fix me like you even know what it's like I'm fine, don't try Just sit in my shadows with me I don't need therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to feel my pain, and not just walk away I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need coping skills or cute clichés No thoughts and prayers or time and space I need someone to prove I'm worth the pain I don't need "I've been there" comparisons A safety plan with medicine I need someone to see my worst and stay (I don't need) therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to see me break and love me just the same I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need therapy I don't need therapy

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling Would you have me commited for the things I'm feeling? When I tell anybody else it only goes in circles Sick of oversharing til' my face gets purple No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling You'd be more focused on fixing than who they're killing Don't know why you cringe when I say I don't want to live Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone (one, one...) Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry like this Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry... like this Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I could be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods I feel This storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع