Paper Soldier - Joony

You've got all the answers whenever I'm hurtin' But I feel like a project, and not like a person I don't know why you try To fix me like I can be fixed overnight Don't try, I'm fine Don't tell me that you understand I don't need therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to feel my pain, and not just walk away I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need therapy You wanna help, but sometimes it's likе I'm being lectured On my problеms like I'm not already the expert I don't know why you try To fix me like you even know what it's like I'm fine, don't try Just sit in my shadows with me I don't need therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to feel my pain, and not just walk away I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need coping skills or cute clichés No thoughts and prayers or time and space I need someone to prove I'm worth the pain I don't need "I've been there" comparisons A safety plan with medicine I need someone to see my worst and stay (I don't need) therapy I need someone to hurt with me I need someone to see me break and love me just the same I don't need someone to preach to me I just need a little empathy Send me someone who will shut their mouth and listen when I say I don't need therapy I don't need therapy

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling Would you have me commited for the things I'm feeling? When I tell anybody else it only goes in circles Sick of oversharing til' my face gets purple No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling You'd be more focused on fixing than who they're killing Don't know why you cringe when I say I don't want to live Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone (one, one...) Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry like this Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry... like this Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I could be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods I feel This storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself

The moon is high Like your friends were the night that we first met Went home and tried to stalk you on the internet Now I've read all of the books beside your bed The wine is cold Like the shoulder that I gave you in the street Cat and mouse for a month or two or three Now I wake up in the night and watch you breathe (Ayy) Kiss me once 'cause you know I had a long night (oh) Kiss me twice 'cause it's gonna be alright (uh) Three times 'cause I've waited my whole life (one, two, one, two, three, four) I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want, and I hate accidents, except when we went from friends to this Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want In paper rings, in picture frames, in dirty dreams Oh, you're the one I want In the winter, in the icy outdoor pool When you jumped in first, I went in too I'm with you, even if it makes me blue, which takes me back To the color that we painted your brother's wall Honey, without all the exes, fights, and flaws We wouldn't be standing here so tall, so (Ayy) Kiss you once 'cause I know you had a long night (oh) Kiss you twice 'cause it's gonna be alright (uh) Three times 'cause you waited your whole life (one, two, one, two, three, four), aah I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want, and I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want In paper rings, in picture frames, in dirty dreams Oh, you're the one I want I want to drive away with you I want your complications too I want your dreary Mondays Wrap your arms around me, baby boy I want to drive away with you I want your complications too I want your dreary Mondays Wrap your arms around me, baby boy Uh-huh I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings Ah-ah, that's right You're the one I want I hate accidents, except when we went from friends to this Ah-ah, darling, you're the one I want I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want, and I hate accidents, except when we went from friends to this Uh-huh, that's right Darling, you're the one I want In paper rings, in picture frames, in all my dreams You're the one I want In paper rings, in picture frames, in all my dreams Oh, you're the one I want You're the one I want, one I want You're the one I want...

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع