Half the Man - Jennifer Hart

I'm waiting for a train To take me away The cost of my vanity I can't afford to pay I'm waiting for a change To not feel this way I gave up my sanity For nothing in exchange I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading There's nowhere to run The train never comes I'm sick of this place I'm sick of LA I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah Don't know what love is, but I love cocaine I love the way that she feels and now I can't feel my pain I can't feel the mania, I don't feel insane She swears that I have a problem, like I don't know That if I don't get a grip, I'm gonna die on this road I know I'm losing control, I've been losing hope I swear I'm trying to grow, but this is This is all that I know The world that I'm lost in Is one I can't process I've been to the bottom I'm back to the bottle Already forgot it Already forgotten The pain that it causes Like I didn't cause it And I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it And I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading Your memory's erasing And I can't escape, no I can't escape

I sang as loud as I could, for you in the nosebleeds Every night, week after week Through scary lust and ugly fear I readjust, I disappear Instrumental break We talk it out, when I'm not alone If I scream and shout, it's not broken bones You said, "Everyone, just wanna go home" It's not what you said, baby, it's your tone

Love, love the stars Love, love the moon 별 다를 것 없이 똑같은 공기 똑같은 침대에서 보이는 천장까지 왜 별 이유 없이 공허한 건지 그저 몇 시간 째 멍만 때리는 게 처음에는 배가 고픈가 했었는데 No way no way no way 요새는 칸예 새 앨범을 들어도 뻔해 뻔해 뻔해 TV를 틀어 놓은 채 채널만 돌려 보네 But bae 별 의미 없네 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있지는 않을 텐데 너 없는 밤도 달은 떴다는데 보이지 않아 네 생각에 가려진 채 Yeah 마음이 기운 채로 판단이 설 리가 너 하나 없다고 내가 이럴 리가 없는데 자꾸 그 때로 또 되감기 돼 네가 있던 자리 그 자리 위 밤하늘까지 보여 저 반 쪽 짜리 달이 딱 지금 나의 모습 같지 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있진 않을 텐데 내일의 어둠이 저 달을 한 입 삼키면 둘이 만들었던 세계도 더 작아질 텐데 그리움만 꽉 차겠지 지루한 하루들을 보낸 후 보름달 하늘에 뜰 때쯤에는 우린 하나라고 떠들고 다닐 때만 해도 너는 너고 나는 나라는 게 이렇게도 명확해질지 몰랐어 서로 생각할 시간 시간 초과된 기분 더 지나면 서로 돌아오라고도 못 해 난 지금 돈키호테처럼 정처 없이 네 사랑을 꿈꾸네 난 네 눈만 봐도 텅 빈 이 맘을 다 채울 텐데 다 너의 반 반 반의 반의 반도 채워주질 못 하네 채워지지가 않네 Yeah 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 이렇게 붕 떠있진 않을 텐데 Love, love the stars Love, love the moon 딱 너의 반 반 반의 반이라도 내게 남았더라면 그랬더라면

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset She's going off about something that you said 'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do I'm in my room, it's a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like And she'll never know your story like I do 'Cause she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me, you belong with me Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself "Hey, isn't this easy?" And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down You say, "You're fine", I know you better than that Hey, what you doing with a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me Oh, I remember you driving to my house In the middle of the night I'm the one who makes you laugh When you know you're 'bout to cry I know your favorite songs And you tell me 'bout your dreams Think I know where you belong Think I know it's with me Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you? Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me You belong with me Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me? You belong with me