I Keep Telling Myself - Julio Iglesias

I know I'm far away Far from what I used to be No one can get in my way It's my time to shine baby Always been caring about the rest But no one ever cared for me Always been looking for someone else Until I found myself Until I found myself Until I found myself I know I'm far away Far from what I used to be Don't wanna be who I was I'm stronger babe And I don't really care About what people think I just need myself It's time to be My priority Always been caring about the rest But no one ever cared for me Always been looking for someone else Until I found myself Until I found myself Until I found myself

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I could be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods I feel This storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself

I've been feeling lightheaded Since I lost enough weight to fit back in my skin Flower petals and feathers tether me to the ground (pound for pound) Take my tea with formaldehyde For my feminine side since the day that I died While I whittle my bones until I'm brittle, am I pretty now? For some reason I find myself lost in what you think of me And too confused to choose who I should be And now you've got me thinking I wish I could be a girl and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend Am I pretty enough to lie to? Oh-woah-oh I wish I could be a girl and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend Just a little old me in a big, big world (oh-woah-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh, little old me in a big world Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh, I wish I were a girl I've been feeling lighthearted Since I gained enough weight back to c-c-c-c-cover my bones I get dressed up in shadows one leg at a time (we're so alike) But if the shoe fits, then I won't try it on You'll be walking out early, but the show must go on No, I know that I'm wrong But I love how you're on my side when I cross that line It's been a point of contention between myself And this body that they stuck me in The privilege of being born to be a man And now you got me thinking I wish I could be a girl and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend Am I pretty enough to lie to? Oh-woah-oh I wish I could be a girl and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend Just a little old me in a big, big world (oh-woah-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh, little old me in a big world Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh, I wish Eating your prosthetic, meet your anesthetic Criteria, pathetic seeing you become acetic Say my name like a slur, but I've been called worse I've heard it all before, no this isn't a first Let me be the void you fill with Taxidermy fingerprints, taxonomize our differences I am quantum physics, my witness brings me to existence I wish I could be a girl, and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend Am I pretty enough to love back? No, not yet I wish I could be a girl, and really I'd prefer it if you would use I, me, myself Am I pretty enough? Am I pretty enough to fucking die? Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-aah, little old me in a big world Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-aah, well I would give you my whole world Little old me in a big world Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-aah, I wish (All identities are equally invalid) (Don't you think that there's a chance that you could live without it?) (All identities are equally invalid) (Don't you think that there's a chance that you could live without it?) (All identities are equally invalid) (Don't you think that there's a chance that you could live without it?) (All identities are equally invalid) (Don't you think that there's a chance that you-)

It's Just Me Myself and I, I just don't know why This pain run deep inside, heart cold just like frost bite Heart so cold it's frozen over, thought you was my four leaf clover Now that shit went out the window, looks like I am starting over I been taking hella drugs my brain I feel it's gettin slower I been tryna shoot my shot I thought I was like Kyle korver Always said you'll never change you lied to the kid And I don't think you see all the damage That you did You act just like you don't care about me said you single and said it proudly Now I'm all alone at night the lights off and im crying loudly Said you couldn't live without me Girl what the hell And now I can't even listen to all the stories you tell Now my heartbroken like I'm dancing in the rain Never thought it would be you that would bring me all of this pain Heart so cold just like a freezer, forgave her but don't believe her If she did it once she'll do it again so I had to leave her Now see what you done to me, I can't trust a soul You can see I'm breaking down and I can't even gain control It's like I'm standing on a building and im Falling to my grave And you don't even see the fucking monster that you made Like I'm driving round the city I got this Henny in my hand I be wanting to talk to people But don't think that they'll understand You said fuck me girl But honestly did you love me girl Fixed me up and you broke me girl Just want to know was it worth it girl It's Just Me Myself and I, I just don't know why This pain run deep inside, heart cold just like frost bite

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع