Deep Blue Sea - Tumble Tots

The berth surrounding my body, crushing every bit of bone The salt, it seeps in through the pores of my open skin I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady The sweet surrender of silence forces me to live alone Locked and loaded, where the hell is peace of mind? I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady The bottom of the deep blue sea The bottom of the deep blue sea Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady

Three white butterflies to know you're near I know they think that it took somebody else To make me beautiful, beautiful As they intended me to be But they're wrong I know they think that it took thousands of people To put me together again, like an experiment Some big men behind the scenes Sewing Frankenstein black dreams into my songs But they're wrong God, if you're near me, send me three white butterflies Or an owl to know you're listening, sitting while I'm drinking Grandfather, please stand on the shoulders of my father While he's deep-sea fishing for sharks in the Pacific 'Cause I'm good on spirit, warm-bodied A fallible deity wrapped up in white, oh I'm folk, I'm jazz, I'm blue, I'm green Regrettably, also a white woman But I have good intentions, even if I'm one of the last ones (ones) If you don't believe me, look at my poetry and my melodies Feel it in your bones I have good intentions, even if I'm one of the last ones Ah-ha-ah, yeah, ah-ha-ah, yeah Ah-ha-ah, yeah, mhm Grandfather, please stand on the shoulders of my father While he's deep-sea fishing for all the things he's wishing God, if you're near me, send me three white butterflies Or a map to know you're fishing, impart on me your wisdom It took somebody else to make me beautiful, wonderful As they intended me to be But they're wrong Three white butterflies to know you're near

I'm tired of the grey I'm sick of the pain I'm tired of the pain I'm sick of the grey I gotta love this feelin' To keep myself from dreamin' about somethin' else And you keep me entertained 'Cause I saw the flame, and still walked through it I bet you knew it, that I would do it if I'm given the chance Ferocious devotion I can't keep it up, I'm fallin' into motion Ferocious devotion I can't keep it up, I'm fallin' into motion Just let me fall into motion How can you break when you're broken to begin with? I can't see it with you, I can't live with you Don't you hear me when I'm talkin'? I bet you knew it, that I would do it if I'm given the chance Ferocious devotion I can't keep it up, I'm fallin' into motion Ferocious devotion I can't keep it up, I'm fallin' into motion I'm tired of the grey I'm sick of the pain I'm tired of the pain I'm sick of the grey

Out on the sea, we'd be forgiven Our bodies stopped the spirit leaving Wouldn't you like to know How far you've got left to go? Somebody's child, nobody made you It's not what you stole, it's what they gave you In or out, you go In your silence, your soul Would you rather go unwilling? Your heart is full and now it's spilling Barrelling down the steps Only a moment left In hind of sight, no peace of mind Where you begin and I'm defined Daughter of unconscious fate Time will tell in spite of me In hind of sight, no peace of mind Where it begins and we're defined Shadows bend and suddenly The world becomes and swallows me in Whistle to a friend Gentle 'til the end Any way, in a name She takes shape Just the same

그러나 시간이 지나도 아물지 않는 일들이 있지 내가 날 온전히 사랑하지 못해서 맘이 가난한 밤이야 거울 속에 마주친 얼굴이 어색해서 습관처럼 조용히 눈을 감아 밤이 되면 서둘러 내일로 가고 싶어 수많은 소원 아래 매일 다른 꿈을 꾸던 아이는 그렇게 오랜 시간 겨우 내가 되려고 아팠던 걸까 쌓이는 하루만큼 더 멀어져 우리는 화해할 수 없을 것 같아 나아지지 않을 것 같아 어린 날 내 맘엔 영원히 가물지 않는 바다가 있었지 이제는 흔적만이 남아 희미한 그곳엔 설렘으로 차오르던 나의 숨소리와 머리 위로 선선히 부는 바람 파도가 되어 어디로든 달려가고 싶어 작은 두려움 아래 천천히 두 눈을 뜨면 세상은 그렇게 모든 순간 내게로 와 눈부신 선물이 되고 숱하게 의심하던 나는 그제야 나에게 대답할 수 있을 것 같아 선 너머에 기억이 나를 부르고 있어 아주 오랜 시간 동안 잊고 있던 목소리에 물결을 거슬러 나 돌아가 내 안의 바다가 태어난 곳으로 휩쓸려 길을 잃어도 자유로와 더이상 날 가두는 어둠에 눈 감지 않아 두 번 다시 날 모른 척 하지 않아 그럼에도 여전히 가끔은 삶에게 지는 날들도 있겠지 또다시 헤매일지라도 돌아오는 길을 알아

I've got a smile on my face, and I've got four walls around me I've got the sun in the sky, all the water surround me Oh you know, yeah I win now and sometimes I lose I've been battered, but I never bruise It's not so bad And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day And it's all your state of mind At the end of the day You've just got to say it's all right Gina sings on the corner, what keeps her from dying Let them say what they want, but she won't stop trying (Oh, you know) She might stumble, they push her 'round She might fall, but she'll never lie down It's not so bad And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day And it's all your state of mind At the end of the day, You've just got to say it's all right. It's all right, it's all right (It's all right) 'Cause in this beautiful life there's always some sorrow And It's a double-edged knife, but there's always tomorrow (Oh, you know) It's up to you now if you sink or swim Just keep the faith that your ship will come in It's not so bad () And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day And it's all your state of mind At the end of the day You've just got to say I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day And it's all your state of mind At the end of the day You've just got to say it's all right It's all right, it's all right I've got a smile on my face, and I've got four walls around me

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع