When I Was Younger - Benjamin Amaru & SAINT WKND

Yeah She ain't leave when I was broke I used to sit at the trap all day and wait for a phone call She ain't leave when I was broke Juugin and finessin' She ain't leave when I was broke Yeah I had to climb out the sewer Know you looked down but I know where I'm goin' Hold me down Don't ruin my confidence, don't you do it Sometimes I try to be there for you And my plan, it don't go like I want it Watch me roll this dope, watch me Hit the trap and load this gun, watch me She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke One thing that she didn't do She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave I don't ever tell her what I go through But how she act, I know she won't I can see you was givin' up And that's what killed me the most Came out the sewer, it's stankin' Go in the booth and I'm blankin' Slept with my tool on the blanket Like I'm the son of Michael All of these haters, they're gettin' spiteful They see my heart has been damaged You see the whip Panoramic You see I made it, you witnessed progression I was talkin' like I knew I was destined I'm a boss and I won't ever regret it Whether you like it, you gotta admit it Then I change up your location Then I pull up in that Wraith Have I fulfilled all your dreams? I gave you checks So you're checkin' it off on your wish list You get Ferraris right now We doin' Cali right now I had to do it I had to climb out the sewer Know you looked down but I know where I'm goin' Hold me down Don't ruin my confidence, don't you do it Sometimes I try to be there for you And my plan, it don't go like I want it Watch me roll this dope, watch me Hit the trap and load this gun, watch me She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke One thing that she didn't do She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave I don't ever tell her what I go through But how she act, I know she won't I can see you was givin' up And that's what killed me the most We goin' shoppin' right now I see they're coppin' right now I see they're watchin' right now They didn't know I was just plottin' right now I've been executin' the play for a while Witnessed trappin', baby walk down the aisle I got a few rings on me now Had to change my team and my style You can't intervene on my craft You better turn your back right now Ain't no turnin' back right now I can't let you cramp my style If you ain't blink then you lookin' like an owl Starin' right back 'cause you lookin' like cow You gettin' no sniff, sleepin' with the flowers She understand everything I go through Gutta nigga always I had to climb out the sewer Know you looked down but I know where I'm goin' Hold me down Don't ruin my confidence, don't you do it Sometimes I try to be there for you And my plan, it don't go like I want it Watch me roll this dope, watch me Hit the trap and load this gun, watch me She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke One thing that she didn't do She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave I don't ever tell her what I go through But how she act, I know she won't I can see you was givin' up And that's what killed me the most One thing that she didn't do She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke She ain't leave when I was broke One thing that she didn't do She ain't leave when I was broke

Yesterday when I was young The taste of life was sweet as rain upon my tongue I teased at life as if it were a foolish game The way the evening breeze may tease a candle flame The thousand dreams I dreamed, the splendid things I planned I always built, alas, on weak and shifting sand I lived by night and shunned the naked light of day And only now I see how the years ran away Yesterday when I was young So many drinking song were waiting to be sung So many wayward pleasures laid in store for me And so much pain my dazzled eyes refused to see I ran so fast that time and youth at last ran out I never stopped to think what life was all about And every conversation I can now recall Concerned itself with me, me and nothing else at all Yesterday the moon was blue And every crazy day brought something new to do I used my magic age as if it were a wand And never saw the waste and emptiness beyond The game of love I played with arrogance and pride And every flame I lit too quickly, quickly died The friends I made all seemed, somehow, to drift away And only I am left on stage to end the play There are so many songs in me that won't be sung I feel the bitter taste of tears upon my tongue The time has come for me to pay for yesterday When I was young Young Young

Somehow, it seems the love I knew Was always the most destructive kind Yesterday when I was young The taste of life was sweet As rain upon my tongue I teased at life as if it were a foolish game The way the evening breeze May tease the candle flame The thousand dreams I dreamed The splendid things I planned I always built to last on weak and shifting sand I lived by night and shunned the naked light of day And only now I see how the time ran away Yesterday when I was young So many lovely songs were waiting to be sung So many wild pleasures lay in store for me And so much pain my eyes refused to see I ran so fast that time and youth at last ran out I never stopped to think what life was all about And every conversation that I can now recall Concerned itself with me and nothing else at all The game of love I played with arrogance and pride And every flame I lit too quickly, quickly died The friends I made all somehow seemed to slip away And only now I'm left alone to end the play, yeah Oh, yesterday when I was young So many, many songs were waiting to be sung So many wild pleasures lay in store for me And so much pain my eyes refused to see There are so many songs in me that won't be sung I feel a bitter taste of tears upon my tongue The time has come for me to pay for yesterday When I was young

Girls, don't forget your pearls And all of your horses As you make your way across the pond Girls, don't forget your curls And all of your corsets Memorize them in a little song Shake it up, throw your hands up and get loose Cut a rug, lean into the fuckin' youth Choreo, we just want the fuckin' truth (Told by the frightened) Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? No, it's only the beginnin' If we hold on to hope, we'll have our happy ending When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' Boys, don't forget your toys And take all of your money If you find you're in a foreign land Boys, don't make too much noise And don't try to be funny Other people may not understand Shake it up, throw your hands up and get loose Cut a rug, lean into the fuckin' youth Choreo, we just want the fuckin' truth (Told by the frightened) Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? No, it's only the beginnin' If we hold on to hope, we'll have our happy endin' When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' (And we'll do it again) Oh my god, dizzy from lovin' you (and we'll do it again) Oh my god, dizzy from lovin' you (we'll do it again) Did it from, did it from lovin' you (we'll do it again) In a world at war Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? Is it the end of an era? Is it the end of America? When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' When the world was at war before We just kept dancin' And we'll do it again And we'll do it again

I've been thinking 'bout my thoughtless words And I know just how much they must have hurt And I take it back Won't you let me take it back? You know I told you that I don't love you That I'd be better off with someone new But I take it back Won't you let me take it back? Girl, you know that I still love you And you know that I'm so alone I don't know why I told you that I didn't need you Can't you see that, baby, I was wrong? What I wouldn't give to be your lover again All I want to do is touch your skin, yeah If I had you right here right now Tell you, tell you, tell you, tell you Girl, you know that I still love you And you know that I'm so alone I don't know why I told you that I didn't need you Can't you see that, baby, I was wrong?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me