Lady May (Reimagined) - Tyler Childers

I think I have a problem These blackened eyes are bloodshot Lust like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything Broken but I don't need I don't need you to fix me Numb to the pain, I could drown in the rain My demon's safe kept in my grave Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (That I'd become a crooked soul) I see a devil in myself Inflicting all the grief and doubt (feel, feel anymore) Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell I see a devil in myself If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (Crooked soul)

I heard a knock upon my door the other day I opened it to find death staring in my face The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates Everywhere I go, I drag this coffin just in case My body's trembling, sends shivers down my spine Adrenaline kicks in, shifts into overdrive Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt Running from my past, I'm praying, "Feet, don't fail me now" I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here Trying to consume, the drug in me is you And I'm so high on misery, can't you see? I've got these questions always running through my head So many things that I would like to understand If we are born to die and we all die to live Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts? I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt Running from my past, I'm praying, "Feet, don't fail me now" I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here Trying to consume, the drug in me is you And I'm so high on misery, can't you see? I've lost myself You tried to reach me, but you just can't help me So long, goodbye You tried to save me, it won't work this time 'cause now I've lost my fucking mind, and there's no fucking time I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here Trying to consume, the drug in me is you And I'm so high on misery, can't you see? Can't you see? Can't you see? Can't you, can't you, can't you see? Can't you see?

Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong or it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide I'm contemplating suicide 'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I am fine I never realizеd I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, whеre do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another To find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils 'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing is fine I'm crying, I'm crying I'm crying, I'm crying (I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way) Cut my life into pieces (I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way) Cut my life into pieces, yeah (I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way) 'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm running and I'm crying I'm running and I'm crying Nothing's alright

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way