Your Existence - Wonstein

This hollow feeling The knowledge that you exist Amidst your insecurities Cover up only to coward out And never shutting up Only to never speak aloud Have you dried up entirely? The walls of a church don't make it holy It's what's authentic that completes the sum of its parts Don't excuse yourself from life today On the pretense of your past You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright This might be what it takes to wake you up This might be what it takes to wake you up Are you at your wits end yet? Are you at your wits end, wits end yet, yet? Are you at your wits end Are you at your wits end yet? The walls of a church don't make it holy Security isn't glitzy or glamorous Concrete or cohesive Therein lies the truth Lift your head up high It's what we know we aren't That makes us who we are It's what we know we aren't That makes us who we are You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright That makes us who we are (who we are) You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright That makes us who we are

Huh, what you doing? Where you been? Where you going, you with your friends? I don't like them, I'm just saying They ain't right and I can see it Not one of them gotta man Not one of them gotta plan Not one of them fuckin with you Not one of them drive a Benz Every one of them tried to fuck me But I can't let you be embarrassed Why the hell you at the club with them when we can be in Paris? Why the hell you go outside I'm tryna fuck girl start a family You can be with me while I'm locked in here tryna make this Grammy Oh yeah, baby I'm the man, you know that The bitches with you meh, you know that Come be with your man, don't go back They're fucking up our plans, shit We can be in Paris, shit Hoes they come in pairs n shit Them hoes some embarrassments It's a supercharged Grand Cherokee That n*gga drive a Nissan come and get you I embarrassed him I've been in the lab tryna get us in, don't ask me where I've been They ain't ready for this life we live girl I can't let em in Girl you match my fly the same designer you got letterman I let you go away with them every time but baby never again I can open you up restaurants, Jamaican, Mexican I don't need you hanging out with bitches that you better than And I don't need you hanging out at all that's something you better than I'm serious I ain't hating on no bitch that's something I never did I'm curious Why they got you outside hanging with them _? I'm furious If I ask you girl don't tell me that's your brother dem Like period If I ask you girl don't tell me that you got What you doing? Where you been? Where you going, you with your friends? I don't like them, I'm just saying They ain't right and I can see it Not one of them gotta man Not one of them gotta plan Not one of them fuckin with you Not one of them drive a Benz Every one of them tried to fuck me But I can't let you be embarrassed Why the hell you at the club with them when we can be in Paris? Why the hell you go outside I'm tryna fuck girl start a family You can be with me while I'm locked in here tryna make this Grammy

Well, it's a lonely road that you have chosen Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a long time since your heart was frozen Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want to 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know That it's a lonely place that you have run to Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a lonely end that you will come to Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open, and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want to 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want you 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know

Hide in your shell, 'cause the world is out to bleed you for a ride What will you gain making your life a little longer Heaven or hell, was the journey cold that gave you eyes of steel Shelter behind painting your mind and playing joker Too frightening to listen to a stranger Too beautiful to put your pride in danger You're waiting for someone to understand you You've got demons in your closet (you got demons in your closet) And you're screaming out to stop it (and you're screaming out to stop it) Saying life's begun to cheat you Friends are out to beat you Grab on to what you scramble for Don't let the tears linger on inside now Because it's sure time you gained control If I can help you, if I can help you If I can help you, just let me know Well, let me show you the nearest signpost To get your heart back and on the road If I can help you, if I can help you If I can help you, just let me know All through the night as you lie awake and hold yourself so tight What do you need, a second hand movie star to tend you I as a boy, I believed the saying the cure for pain was love How would it be if you could see the world through my eyes (Too frightening) the fire's becoming colder (Too beautiful) to think you're getting older (You're now looking for) someone to give an answer What you see is just illusion (what you see is just illusion) You're surrounded by confusion (you're surrounded by confusion) Saying life's begun to cheat you Friends are out to beat you Grab on to what you can scramble for Don't let the tears linger on inside now Because it's sure time you gained control If I can help you, if I can help you If I can help you, just let me know Well, let me show you the nearest signpost To get your heart back and on the road If I can help you, if I can help you If I can help you, just let me know I wanna know I wanna know you Well let me know you I wanna feel you I wanna touch you Please let me near you, let me near you, can you hear what I'm saying Well I'm hopin', I'm dreamin', I'm prayin' I know what you're thinkin' see what you're seein' never ever let yourself go Hold yourself down, hold yourself down Why d'ya hold yourself down Why don't you listen, you can trust me There's a place I know the way to (some one's you know the way to) A place there is need to feel you (some one's you gonna feel) Feel that you're alone hear me (some one's you gonna feel) I know exactly what you're feelin' (some one's you gonna feel) 'Cause all your troubles are within you (some one's you gonna feel) Please begin to see that I'm just bleeding too, oh oh oh Love me, love you Loving is the way to (some one's you gonna feel) Help me, help you (some one's you gonna feel) Why must we be so cool, oh so cool (some one's you gonna feel) Oh, we're such damn fools (some one's you gonna feel)

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع