Your Existence - Wonstein

This hollow feeling The knowledge that you exist Amidst your insecurities Cover up only to coward out And never shutting up Only to never speak aloud Have you dried up entirely? The walls of a church don't make it holy It's what's authentic that completes the sum of its parts Don't excuse yourself from life today On the pretense of your past You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright This might be what it takes to wake you up This might be what it takes to wake you up Are you at your wits end yet? Are you at your wits end, wits end yet, yet? Are you at your wits end Are you at your wits end yet? The walls of a church don't make it holy Security isn't glitzy or glamorous Concrete or cohesive Therein lies the truth Lift your head up high It's what we know we aren't That makes us who we are It's what we know we aren't That makes us who we are You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright That makes us who we are (who we are) You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright That makes us who we are

Huh, what you doing? Where you been? Where you going, you with your friends? I don't like them, I'm just saying They ain't right and I can see it Not one of them gotta man Not one of them gotta plan Not one of them fuckin with you Not one of them drive a Benz Every one of them tried to fuck me But I can't let you be embarrassed Why the hell you at the club with them when we can be in Paris? Why the hell you go outside I'm tryna fuck girl start a family You can be with me while I'm locked in here tryna make this Grammy Oh yeah, baby I'm the man, you know that The bitches with you meh, you know that Come be with your man, don't go back They're fucking up our plans, shit We can be in Paris, shit Hoes they come in pairs n shit Them hoes some embarrassments It's a supercharged Grand Cherokee That n*gga drive a Nissan come and get you I embarrassed him I've been in the lab tryna get us in, don't ask me where I've been They ain't ready for this life we live girl I can't let em in Girl you match my fly the same designer you got letterman I let you go away with them every time but baby never again I can open you up restaurants, Jamaican, Mexican I don't need you hanging out with bitches that you better than And I don't need you hanging out at all that's something you better than I'm serious I ain't hating on no bitch that's something I never did I'm curious Why they got you outside hanging with them _? I'm furious If I ask you girl don't tell me that's your brother dem Like period If I ask you girl don't tell me that you got What you doing? Where you been? Where you going, you with your friends? I don't like them, I'm just saying They ain't right and I can see it Not one of them gotta man Not one of them gotta plan Not one of them fuckin with you Not one of them drive a Benz Every one of them tried to fuck me But I can't let you be embarrassed Why the hell you at the club with them when we can be in Paris? Why the hell you go outside I'm tryna fuck girl start a family You can be with me while I'm locked in here tryna make this Grammy

Well, it's a lonely road that you have chosen Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a long time since your heart was frozen Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want to 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know That it's a lonely place that you have run to Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a lonely end that you will come to Morning comes, and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open, and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want to 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you, and I don't want you 'Til the moment your eyes open and you know

Who should I give my love to? My respect and my honour to Who should I pay good mind to? After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next? Your mother Who next? Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hold you And clean you and clothe you Who used to feed you? And always be with you When you were sick Stay up all night Holding you tight That's right no other My mother Who should I take good care of Giving all my love Who should I think the most of After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next? Your mother Who next? Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hear you Before you could talk Who used to hold you Before you could walk And when you fell who picked you up Clean your cut No one but your mother My mother Who should I stay right close to? Listen most to Never say no to After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next Your mother Who next Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hug you And buy you new clothes Comb your hair And blow your nose And when you cry Who wiped your tears Knows your fears Who really cares My mother Say Alhamdulillah Thank you Allah Thank you Allah For my mother

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع