Death Note Theme - Yoshihisa Hirano

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without the face that cannot see inside yours and mine When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe, this time Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe (This time) Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again

Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me Past has found its place Salvation is no more Will God accept my peace? Bleach will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired Of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God, please take me away Resistance futile, suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side of me, the time has come Lock and load I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming home Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery The darkness overcomes Soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay I asked a God for poison cradle me Sown to my dreams, souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in God's hands, death blooming Dark for fear of failure An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting Roiling hate Death grip in my veins Unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar The space between a blink and a tear Death blooms

Numbing rumble Countless medicine Depleted from Years of abuse Death rattle shaking And there's no faking, undertaking Pressure point Rigor mortis Induce Grasp of poison hands Death rattle shaking From years of compulsive mistaking Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Disease of eyes The addict blindfold Reduced to The realms of death Death rattle shaking Accumulating life it's taking Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes I've seen the end And there is no light Like deadly snakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death rattle shakes Death!

I don't mean to dwell, but I can't help myself When I feel the vibe and taste a memory Of a time in life, when years seemed to stand still I close my eyes and sink within myself Relive the gift of precious memories In need of a fix called innocence When did it begin, the change to come was undetectable The open wounds expose the importance of our innocence A high that can never be bought or sold Symbolic acts, so vivid Yet at the same time were invisible Savor what you feel and what you see Things that may not seem important now But may be tomorrow Do you remember when things seemed so eternal? Heroes were so real, their magic frozen in time The only way to learn is be aware and hold on tight I close my eyes and sink within myself Relive the gift of precious memories In need of a fix called innocence When did it begin, the change to come was undetectable The open wounds expose the importance of our innocence A high that can never be bought or sold Symbolic acts, so vivid Yet at the same time were invisible

I love the feeling when we lift off Watching the world so small below I love the dreaming when I think of The safety in the clouds out my window I wonder what keeps us so high up? Could there be a love beneath these wings? If we suddenly fall should I scream out? Or keep very quiet and cling to My mouth as I'm crying? So frightened of dying Relax, yes, I'm trying But fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me I love the quiet of the night time When the sun is drowned in the deathly sea I can feel my heart beating as I speed from The sense of time catching up with me The sky's set out like a pathway But who decides which route we take? As people drift into a dreamworld I close my eyes as my hands shake And when I see a new day Who's driving this anyway? I picture my own grave 'Cause fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Floating neither up or down I wonder when I'll hit the ground Will the earth beneath my body shake And cast your sleeping hearts awake? Could it tremble stars from moonlit skies? Could it drag a tear from your cold eyes? I live on the right side, I sleep in the left That's why everything's got to be love or death Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on me Yes, this fear's got a hold on...

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع