Scared of Falling - Abigail Osborn

Oh, did I say something wrong? Oh, did I walk out of step? To you, do I still belong? Do I have to be scared? Oh, I'm not saying I know, it's all feeling unclear We all like control, I surrender to you, dear You're hurting yourself, it's plain to see I think you're hurting yourself just to hurt me We used to laugh, we used to sing We used to dance, we had our own scene Hurting yourself, it's plain to see I think you're hurting yourself 'cause you hurt me We used to laugh, we used to sing We used to dance, we used to believe There's something I should've known? Was I acting too proud? Oh, in my weakness, did I somehow get too loud? Oh, can I get you alone? Oh, let me fall at your feet Why must I be compelled to admit defeat? Oh, you're hurting yourself, it's plain to see I think you're hurting yourself just to hurt me We used to laugh, we used to sing We used to dance, we were our own scene Hurting yourself, nothing to tell Your secret is well and safe with me We used to laugh, we used to sing We used to crash, we used to believe I hear the voices calling, hear the voices calling All around my head, all around my head Hear the voices calling, oh, again they're calling All around my head, have I lost my friend? Is this what we've become? Oh, one last setting sun I'll give, but I can't give up, I'll live, not long enough To stop these voices calling, stop the voices calling All around my head, as if you never left You're hurting yourself, it's plain to see I think you're hurting yourself just to hurt me We used to laugh, we used to sing We used to dance, we had our own scene Hurting yourself, it's plain to see I think you're hurting yourself 'cause you hurt me We used to laugh, we used to dream We used to dance, we used to believe

I'm not scared Of the dark I'm not running, running, running No, I'm not afraid of the fall I'm not scared Not at all Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark? I'm not scared I'm not scared, neither are the stars I'm not scared Of the dark Of the dark Mmm (Ozuna) Yo no le temo a la oscuridá' Aunque es más poderosa la maldá' To'a las noches se presta, la vida cobra lo que da No quiere decir que la luz no te la da Pero me veo hasta mejor cuando me visto y salgo cuando el sol se va No tengo enemigo' oculto', de una los sepulto Siempre con el bien, feliz de ver hermano' junto' Lo que pasa en el mundo ya no e' justo Tiene que venir alguien pa'cá, a resolver un par de asunto', oh I'm not scared Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) I'm not running, running, running No, I'm not afraid of the fall (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared Not at all (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark? (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared, neither are the stars (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Of the dark Mmm (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Tunechi I ain't never scared, and I ain't never horrified I just look down at my Rolex, it said it's the darkest times I ain't never terrified, I ain't never petrified You know I see dead people, I just tell 'em, get a life I ain't never scurred, I'm not sure if that's a word, but I mean every word, feelin' like do not disturb, wait Let me testify, I have never testified And I'm married to my pride, I ain't never, never cried I got eyes like marbles, if I cry they sparkle You know I can read your mind, like I'm the author There's a line for tomorrow, and that line's gettin' shorter I'm behind the trigger, what if I am the target? Deep sigh, a sayōnara, I ain't afraid to die It's either goodbye or good mornin', and the skies start to fallin' And I'ma shine in the darkness I look back down at my Rollie, it says time for the chorus You know I'm not scared Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) I'm not running, running, running No, I'm not afraid of the fall (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared Not at all (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark? (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared, neither are the stars (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Of the dark Mmm (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Okay, put my heart to the side In my feelings, let's ride Big MAC, to the side If she call, I'm gon' slide That my baby, boy, you crazy She might get a new Mercedes She say she want me, oowee Okay, lil' shawty, let's do this, come on If I could count the tears I've cried A million times, I swear I've died I'm trying, but it's still not right The only time I want her is tonight I'm not scared Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) I'm not running, running, running No, I'm not afraid of the fall (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared Not at all (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark? (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) I'm not scared (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Even from the start (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not scared (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Of the dark (I ain't never scared, I ain't never scared) Of the dark (I ain't never scared) Mmm Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

When I saw the signs, I should've let you go But I kept you beside me And if I held you back, at least I held you close Should have known you were lonely I know things will never be the same Time we lost will never be replaced I'm the reason you forgot to love So don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again No, don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again You always miss the chance to fall for someone else 'Cause your heart only knows me They try to win your love, but there was nothing left They just made you feel lonely I am not the man I used to be Did some things I couldn't let you see Refused to be the one who taints your heart So don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again No, don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again I hope you know that I hope you know that I've been praying that you find yourself I hope you know that I hope you know that We fell apart, right from the start I should have made you my only When it's said and done So don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again I said don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again I hope you know that I hope you know that I've been praying that you find yourself I hope you know that I hope you know that We fell apart, right from the start

I could make you scared, if you want me to I'm not prepared, but if I have to He said, "I can make you scared, it's kind of what I do If you're prepared, here's what I propose to do" You're in Russia, and more than a million works of art Are whisked out to the woods But when the Nazis find the whole place dark They'll think God's left the museum for good I can make you scared, if that's what I do If you're prepared, if I have to If I make you scared, and you pay me to That's the deal, now here's what I can do for you Now there's a focus group that can prove This is all nothing but cold calculation Tests have shown that suspicious are hostile Their lives need not be shortened Truth be told, they can live a long, long while Tickled to death by their importance So if you make me scared, if that's what you do If I'm unclear, can I get out of this thing with me and you If you feel scared, and a bit confused I gotta say, "This sounds a little beyond anything I'm used to" There's a precious few that can prove that at the root This is all nothing but cold calculation Clearly entranced, you're leaning back now Defanged destroyer limps into the bay Down at the beach, it's attracting quite a crowd As kids wade through the blood out to it to play Okay, you made me scared, you did what you set out to do I'm not prepared, you really had me going there for a minute or two He said, "You made me scared too, I wasn't sure I was getting through" I gotta go, it's been a pleasure doing business with you

Said I'm scared, Lord I'm scared, I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough would like to hear the call I'm scared, Lordy Lord, I'm shakin', I'm petrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees I heard the singin' Something about good will toward men And even Sleepin' in heavenly peace Stopped by to see Saint Thomas On a cold and dreary New York afternoon Something in the air was oh, so rare I don't know what it was But I know that it's still right there I'm scared, Lordy Lord I'm shakin', I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees Livin' in confusion Searching for truth that I never found I needed, something to really believe Looked toward the heavens On a dark and stormy winter afternoon Somethin' in the air was oh, so rare I'm not really sure what it was But I know for sure that it's still right there I'm scared, he-e-e-ey I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees I'm scared, you know I'm shakin' I'm layin' awake thinkin' about it now I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough would like to hear the call Come on now, give me a sign you're listening to me You hear me talking, you hear me crying And it's confusing to me Lord, I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees

When nothings going to change why you standing still Nothing ever did nothing ever will You're never going to know if you don't ask why You'll never get to heaven if you're scared to fly But if you close your eyes you may see And if you just let go you'll be free For nothing begins when you're holding your breath You're never going to swim with a weight in your chest No nothing ever came from waiting in line No heaven never waited for the perfect time But if you close your eyes you may see And if you just let go you'll be free And if you hear your heart Listen to the wind in the trees Singing oooooooh Oooh-ooh-ooooh Oooooooh Oooh-ooh-ooooh Oooooooh Oooh-ooh-ooooh

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour