Dog Park - Anna Kellam

Disco foo Yea! I work out everyday. 'You sexy!' Yeah, that's what they say. I eat right and stay committed. 'You lost 30 pounds!' Yeah, they say I did it. Look, now I don't care what you think I'm a do my thing tonight I came to dance, came to drink Living that disco life I burned about thousand cal Dancing, moving, shaking, grooving, So fuck what my trainers say. I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) Street meat! Yeah, that's what they call it. And lately I've become a dog-alcoholic. Now some vendors be real and some be faking. What? You ain't got no bacon Now I don't care what you say I want my money back You ain't got no onions Got no peppers, and the dog ain't bacon wrapped. Now to get to right I gotta go and search the boulevard 'Cause 9 to 5 they own the floor I work too goddamn hard I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) I'm gonna get a hot dog (after this club) Street meat!

Uh, this is war with no weapons, marching with no stepping Murder with no killing, illin' every direction First, no sequel, do the math, no equal John with no Yoko, more power, less people And no, I'm not afraid of that, print it in your paperback Every rap is made in fact to act as a delayed attack Every phrase, a razor blade that's saved until they play it back To slay and leave 'em laying on the pavement Bang, fade to black In the wastelands of today Where there's nothing left to lose And there's nothing more to take But you force yourself to choose In the wastelands of today Where tomorrow disappears While the future slips away And your hope turns into fear In the wastelands of today Roll credits you get it the show's done They're talking for just talking, but meaning, they got none None of 'em come proper, they talk like a shotgun But how many got bred with integrity? Not one So no, I'm not afraid to see these suckers hold a blade to me Ain't a way to shake the ground I built before you came to be Take it how you take it, I'm the opposite of vacancy And this is not negotiation, y'all can hate And wait and see In the wastelands of today Where there's nothing left to lose And there's nothing more to take But you force yourself to choose In the wastelands of today Where tomorrow disappears While the future slips away And your hope turns into fear And your hope turns into fear In the wastelands of today In the wastelands of today Where there's nothing left to lose And there's nothing more to take But you force yourself to choose In the wastelands of today Where tomorrow disappears While the future slips away And your hope turns into fear And your hope turns into fear In the wastelands of today In the wastelands of today In the wastelands of today

In my skin Crawling in my skin (Without a sense of confidence) Consuming, confusing Crawling in my skin (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Ah, crawling in my skin (crawling in my skin) These wounds they will not heal (these wounds they will not heal) Fear is how I fall (fear is how I fall) Confusing, confusing what is real Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self-control, I fear is neverending Controlling, I can't seem To find myself again, my walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure! Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting, how I can't seem To find myself again, my walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure! Without a sense of confidence (confidence) Without a sense of confidence (confidence) Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take Without a sense of confidence (confidence) Without a sense of confidence (confidence) Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take Seem to find myself again, my walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure! Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real

When you were standing in the wake of devastation When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown And with the cataclysm raining down Insides crying "Save me now" You were there, impossibly alone Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go Let it go And in a burst of light that blinded every angel As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars You felt the gravity of tempered grace Falling into empty space No one there to catch you in their arms Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go Let it go Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go Let it go Let it go Let it go Let it go Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go Let it go

Manic-manic-manic-manic Somehow I always say the wrong thing And I just wanna sleep but you're killing me Digging up the past in the kitchen crying You keyed my car and you broke this home You crushed my heart with your heart of stone And I just start sinking every time you start drinking Now you're calling me back Calling me back But I'm not wanting you back Wanting you back Going crazy make me mad You're the worst I ever had You're making me manic-manic I think I've had it had it Back-to-back panic attacks Drive me crazy 'til I crash You're so dramatic-'matic I think I've had it had it You know I just can't help the fact That I keep on coming back manic You're always going through my texts It's like we're breaking up for make-up sex You shoulda stayed a one-night stand (Just fuckin' kill me) Gaslight me make me think I'm dumb this psycho shit's gone way too far You say "It's fine it's just a lie" (You do this every fuckin' time) Now you're calling me back Calling me back But I'm not wanting you back Wanting you back Going crazy make me mad You're the worst I ever had You're making me manic-manic I think I've had it had it Back-to-back panic attacks Drive me crazy 'til I crash You're so dramatic-'matic I think I've had it had it You know I just can't help the fact That I keep on coming back manic You make me manic (Na-na-na-na-na-na) Manic (Na-na-na-na-na-na) Manic (You make me crazy na-na-na-na-na-na) Manic (You make me crazy na-na-na-na-na-na) Manic (You make me crazy na-na-na-na-na-na) Manic (You make me crazy na-na-na-na-na-na-na)

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع