Shelly beach - Socrab

I wither within when I'm without Baptized in sin and blessed with doubt Most nights I hardly know myself Sometimes I feel like someone else Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview Underneath, all apathy You're woven into my tapestry Did you ever love me at all? Sometimes I start to lose control Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying

In the blue of this night Where it ends in the light When you couldn't sleep You would come for me Wonder eyes, motion high And I don't dare, slip on by Make us suffer, like no other Is nothing like lapis lazuli Let it go, back to me Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced Like no other you can't be replaced...

I'm tired of being anxious, broken, choking on my tears I let the same old problems steal away my years 'Cause I'm somebody's dolly when a lover's near But tend to crumble slowly when they disappear Like nothing matters after natural disaster And I wonder, where's my happy ever after? I'm obsessed, depressed, can't seem to find no closure What's the point in getting dressed if the two of us are ovеr? 'Cause he's not the problеm The problem is you think You're only viable for love when someone makes you feel complete You're a diamond Wish you could see you the way I see You can't blossom if you keep growing gardens out of weeds I'm tired of giving, giving, living like a lady In distress, but I don't need someone to save me Not your Polly Pocket in your lover's locket You can't hold me down, I'm a bursting bottle rocket If you want to know me, start by trying to show me That you're worthy, baby, prove that you can earn me 'Cause I'm sick of playing games, let's leave puzzles on the top shelf Begging a boy to come for help when I could just learn to love myself 'Cause he's not the problem The problem is you think You're only viable for love when someone makes you feel complete You're a diamond Wish you could see you the way I see You can't blossom if you keep growing gardens out of weeds Lie awake, I ruminate all the friction that I've been feeling 'Cause they never felt like healing And you keep taking another piece of me Not your problem, not my problem You keep taking another piece of me Not your problem, not my problem You keep taking another piece of me (you keep taking) Not your problem, not my problem (not my problem) You keep taking another piece of me (you keep taking) Not your problem, not my problem (not my problem) You keep taking another piece of me (you keep taking) Not your problem, not my problem (not my problem) You keep taking another piece of me (you keep taking) Not your problem, not my problem (not my problem)

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع