Memories - Conan Gray

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget Even now I realize the time I'll never get Another story of the bitter pills of fate I can't go back again, I can't go back again But you asked me to love you and I did Traded my emotions for a contract to commit And when I got away, I only got so far The other me is dead, I hear his voice inside my head We were never alive And we won't be born again But I'll never survive With dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart You told me to love you and I did Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit So, when I got away, I only kept my scars The other me is gone, now I don't know where I belong We were never alive And we won't be born again But I'll never survive With dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead visions in your name Dead fingers in my veins Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart Dead memories in my heart

시간은 달려가 마치 내 꿈처럼 Day and night 잠시 내 목마를 태워 나의 추억들을 밖으로 던진다 이건 마치 각본 없는 Drama 생각 못 한 결말 나와 예전의 맘속을 덮었던 먼지가 이제는 내 꿈을 짓눌러 Now Throwback 까만 밤들을 집어삼켜 이제는 내가 가져가는 태양의 붉은 빛이 그 담에는 차가운 새벽에 외로이 뜬 달 보며 얼굴을 뒤덮어 심취 검은 색칠하듯 머릿속에 타올라 가 가득해져 물음표가 나를 탓 탓 이제는 보이지 않는 답을 위해서 달려 Running on my mind 하지만 속은 더 답답해 이건 내 내일을 위한 격투 지금 내 상태 마치 어제의 미래를 본 듯해 Yeah 미소를 씩 남에게 빌빌거리며 한숨을 픽 지금은 오늘의 나는 날 보는 것처럼 잠깐의 고요가 휭 걸음걸이가 느려질수록 날 부추기는 바람 Turn up with this 방랑 잠시 동안 내게 잠든 시간을 줘 내 삶에 더해 오답 같은 정답을 내게 Show 지금 내게 보이는 것 다 거짓말이야 이건 돌아도 같은 시간 속 머물러있어 시퍼런 하늘 아래 붉게 타는 우리 노래 붉게 타는 우리 노래 앞을 막는 거친 모래바람 타고 날아오는 먹이 사냥하는 고래 그렇다고 먹일 줄 수는 없어 나는 원래 그래 여기저기 돌들이 다 날아오면 칼로 칭칭 다 베어버린 다음 티끌로 만들어 티끌로 태산을 만들어 다 되돌려준다 끓어올라 주전자에 담긴 화 끌어올려 거기 화에 갇힌 날 그 화가 꽃이었음 좋겠네 불바다 말고 꽃밭이었음 해 도로 위에 악마들이 떠들어대네 복잡함의 공기 중에 떠도는 내 뇌 그 뇌를 낚아챈 건 높이 나는 새네 그 새의 등 뒤에 타 나는 비행해 I'mma look back I'mma look back to the future in fact Let me examine the progress The demons that tried To suffocate the road to success I'mma look forward into the sea Oblivious sea I call history Thunderous waves that rage Destroying the maze of memories I wanna see And so should I give up But really can I give up We live in a time and space A world full of blinds It makes me wanna give up But then again no I shouldn't give up I feel it inside don't wanna give up We live in a time and space A world full of blinds Now I've had enough Calling out for help On this carousel Life is like a dare or an open fair I just wanna tell tell the citadel Dream Empire campfire Unpile old files set fire Rise higher go wild and chase my Dream That's why I Never give up Never give up 내 말을 들어 난 조금 달라 Never give up Never give up Never give up 내일을 보고 조금 더 달려 Never give up

I'm gonna be here for ya baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us I wanna honor your mother And I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention Like a bad outlaw And I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better Than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for ya from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits But it's alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you With a warm, wet kiss Yes I am And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us oh-oh I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you baby And I'll win your trust Makin' memories of us Oh baby umm

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true