Not How I Want To - Zach Seabaugh

How can I not fuck with my niggas How can I not We on that drank we on that drank I got 20, 000 on me by mistake How can I not ball until everything fade away How can I not how can I not How can I not make a movie How can I not do this shit that these niggas don't love How can I not get the Xans and the mollies the percs and the drank and the drank in the Syrup How can I not take my style back from niggas When niggas was taking my style way before How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not get this gwala and flip all this gwala Because a young nigga was starving How can I not make this music for dealers and killers and niggas who out there be robbing Run in your spot smashing your ho fuck on your couch Quit Running your mouth flipping my pen beginning to end Telling the plot look at my watch fuck all your thoughts I appreciate you niggas I appreciate you bitches for keeping me relevant talk all you want drank all I want How can I not make you niggas regret how can I not go and get me a check how can you not get hooked on percocet How can you not be the one who was star how can you not be the one who was king How can you not come around all these niggas and I stare at these niggas be rocking this bling Cum bitch then cum again how can I not want to fuck her friend Proper game make em all wonder how it feel being with a pimp Everyday something different money cars clothes different Me and money got a chemistry me and you a big difference How can I not make a movie How can I not do this shit that these niggas don't love How can I not get the Xans and the mollies the percs and the drank and the drank in the Syrup How can I not take my style back from niggas When niggas was taking my style way before How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not get this gwala and flip all this gwala Because a young nigga was starving How can I not make this music for dealers and killers and niggas who out there be robbing Gotta get this gwap set down that block scrape them pots Gotta call this plug count this check how can I not Gotta work them spots work them Glocks watch that clock Gotta move these bricks I'm on probation bitch I'm hot How can I not get all this money give all my niggas in the hood a block Buy a drop and another watch then flex some more nigga how can I not Them freeband niggas got all that money but bmg how we stamp them blocks We remix bricks in Mexico you know we take a half off top Jugg with my money nigga how can I not fuck you mean I got 20 spots Niggas swagger jacking off of Future trying to steal his spot Cause we make that million dollar music and we off the block Drought season hit up hector phone nigga how can I not How can I not make a movie How can I not do this shit that these niggas don't love How can I not get the Xans and the mollies the percs and the drank and the drank in the Syrup How can I not take my style back from niggas When niggas was taking my style way before How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not how can I not how can I not How can I not get this gwala and flip all this gwala Because a young nigga was starving How can I not make this music for dealers and killers and niggas who out there be robbing We on that drank we on that drank I got 20, 000 on me by mistake How can I not ball until everything fade away How can I not how can I not

Pain in my mind Is turning so alive Those demons that breed in your eyes I've just found out Inside our secret garden Morning love dew has turned to wicked tears If your love was just a lie If you leave with no goodbye And throw away our love, our life, go over there If we cannot go back in time If we don't have a second try I take a last breath to say without you I will die I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Come take my hand To rekindle the flame I'm not playing a game Against odds, against trends Let's write our future with our hands I was always so Keen to give my all Every piece of my will Body and soul You know you can take it all Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun

God, I'm down here on my knees 'Cause it's the last place left to fall Beggin' for another chance If there's any chance at all That You might still be listenin' Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me I've spent my whole life gettin' it all wrong And I sure could use your help 'Cause from now on, I wanna be a good man A do like I should man I wanna be the kind of man the mirror likes to see I wanna be a strong man And admit that I was wrong man God, I'm asking You to come change me Into the man I wanna be If there's anyway for her and me to make another start Could You see what you could do to put some love back in her heart? 'Cause it's gonna take a miracle After all I've done to really make her see That I want to be a stay man I want to be a brave man I want to be the kind of man she sees in her dreams God, I wanna be Your man and I wanna be her man God, I only hope she still believes in the man I wanna be Well, I know this late at night that talk is cheap But Lord, don't give up on me I want to be a givin' man I want to really start livin', man God, I'm asking You to come change me Into the man I wanna be

I just want to stay with you 아무도 없는 이 시간 속에서 차가워진 바람이 우릴 갈라놓으려 해 기나긴 밤을 다시 맞이하겠죠 꿈에라도 볼 수 있다면 말이야 잠이 드는 순간도 좋을 텐데 영원할 수 없어도 기억할 수 없는 서로가 된데도 우린 운명처럼 만나게 될 거야 혹시 이별하더라도 서로에 닿았던 마음만은 간직하고 기억해줘요 I just want to stay with you 지친 날 포근히 안아주던 봄처럼 따스했던 그대 손길 자꾸 겁이 나서 일까 나 무서운가 봐 멀고 먼 그댈 또 기다리나 봐 영원할 수 없어도 기억할 수 없는 서로가 된데도 우린 운명처럼 만나게 될 거야 혹시 이별하더라도 서로에 닿았던 마음만은 간직하고 기억해줘요 I just want to stay with you 음 고단했던 수많은 밤들 그 속에서 써 내려간 말들 하나둘씩 지웠고 가장 마지막에 남는 말 I just want to stay with you 그댈 놓치기 싫어 영원할 수 없어도 기억할 수 없는 서로가 된데도 우린 운명처럼 만나게 될 거야 혹시 이별하더라도 서로에 닿았던 마음만은 간직하고 기억해줘요 I just want to stay with you

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour