How to Feel Again - Drayton Farley

It's been a long time coming since I've seen your face I've been everywhere and back trying to replace Everything that I had 'til my feet went numb Praying like a fool that's been on the run Heart's still beating, but it's not working It's like a million dollar phone that you just can't ring I reached out tryna love, but I feel nothing Yeah, my heart is numb But with you I feel again Yeah, with you I can feel again, yeah Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh (feel again) I'm feeling better Ever since you know me I was a lonely soul But that's the old me A long time coming since I've seen your face I've been everywhere and back trying to replace Everything that I broke 'til my feet went numb Praying like a fool who just shot a gun Heart still beating, but it's not working It's like a hundred thousand voices that just can't sing I reached out tryna love, but I feel nothing Oh, my heart is numb But with you I feel again Yeah, with you I can feel again But with you (I'm feeling better) (Ever since you know me) I feel again (I was a lonely soul) (But that's the old me) yeah, with you (I'm feeling better) (Ever since you know me) I can feel again (I was a lonely soul) Woo-hoo Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh I'm feeling better (ooh) Ever since you know me (ooh) I was a lonely soul (ooh) But that's the old me (ooh) I'm feeling better (ooh) Ever since you know me (ooh) I was a lonely soul (ooh) But that's the old me (ooh) I'm feeling better (ooh) Ever since you know me (ooh) I was a lonely soul (ooh) But that's the old me (ooh) I'm feeling better Ever since you know me I was a lonely soul But that's the old me A little wiser now From what you've shown me Yeah, I feel again (oh) Feel again, ooh

How does it feel when you're left sitting out in the cold? How does it feel when you don't have nobody to hold? I wanna know, does it really, really hurt you so? Are you crying? Are you dying? Do you want her like I wanted you before? How does it feel to just stare at the ceiling all night? How do you feel knowing someone is holding her tight? Please tell me true, are you really really feeling blue? Do you miss her, wanna kiss her? Do you need her like I needed you before? When you walked out on me, I felt like you're feeling now But I'd take you back again 'cause I still love you, anyhow I wanna know, does it really really hurt you so? Are you crying? Are you dying? Do you want her like I wanted you before?

How you feel now? It's startin' to feel so familiar How you feel now? (LMC) Ayy, ayy, ayy I don't give a fuck how you feel now (hey, hey) Getting money, starting to feel so familiar (whoa, whoa) I just do it for my family, yeah (hey, hey) Was at the bottom, we on top of the hill now (whoa, whoa) I don't give a fuck how you feel now (hey, hey) Getting money, starting to feel so familiar (whoa, whoa) I just do it for my family, yeah (hey, hey) Was at the bottom, we on top of the hill now Ayy, ayy, ayy Is it the love or lust? I don't got nobody in my corner, who do I trust? If you ain't family, you can't be around, get on the bus It's like I'm from another world, 'cause all I see is us I told her I am not a cop, it's hard for me to cuff I put her on the block list and told her, "Get the fuck" I poured the double cup of Wok' and yeah, it got me stuck I'm rolling up another blunt, I'm 'bout to take a puff Yeah, keep it real with me Tell me how it feel when you got that record deal Most of these niggas changed, slipped on banana peels I seen it in your eyes, didn't wanna think it's real We pop another bottle, we pop another seal Been through a lot of pain, but that's what got me here Raised my son to be a man, and never show no fear My diamonds shining bright, just like a chandelier No one, no one It's hard to make a way when you come where I'm from At the bottom of the bottom where you barely see the sun And I've been going through depression lately, I just wanna run You'd probably leave when you see what I've done You would probably leave when you see what I've done I'm a different nigga, baby girl, I'm not the one Different type of diamonds all be on me in the sun Brand new Amiris, I'ma stuff 'em with the dollars My broski a shotta He gon' go berserk, he see a opp and go, "Grrah-ta" Smoking all damn day, I fill my lungs up with the zaza Don't hit up my phone, leave me alone with all that rara I don't give a fuck how you feel now (hey, hey) Getting money, starting to feel so familiar (whoa, whoa) I just do it for my family, yeah (hey, hey) Was at the bottom, we on top of the hill now (whoa, whoa) I don't give a fuck how you feel now (hey, hey) Getting money, starting to feel so familiar (whoa, whoa) I just do it for my family, yeah (hey, hey) Was at the bottom, we on top of the hill now Hey Oh yeah, ha-ha, ha-ha Oh yeah, okay Oh yeah, oh yeah Tryna take me down, but I was back on my pivot I know you see the way I'm living, and you just don't get it But I'ma keep grinding, I'ma shoot for the stars You see my tattoos, more like battle scars I know, yeah Give me pain But let me speak my pain Just let me speak my pain

Love me now and love me well It's your love I crave to know Before I stand here buried in this unforgiving snow Love me good, oh love me please But I'm pleased to know you at all Pull me out before I'm gone But please don't let me fall Fall asleep, but not for long Your dreams are in your hands Handle them gracefully But don't let them sift like sand Sing of love and sing of none Remember when you are through I'll be here to sing along My heart will be with you Moments are fleeting Each end is a greeting To what lies ahead So get up from your bed Keep your eyes off the clock Time's spent better with them locked in mine Oh, I tell you that it's true Every second is a treasure with you Winds are mean and time is too I can see them in my face But winds have timely brought us close Like pearls sewn into lace He has great plans in mind for us for welfare, not for woe Plans to give us futures Full of goodness Full of hope

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset She's going off about something that you said 'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do I'm in my room, it's a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like And she'll never know your story like I do 'Cause she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me, you belong with me Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself "Hey, isn't this easy?" And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down You say, "You're fine", I know you better than that Hey, what you doing with a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me Oh, I remember you driving to my house In the middle of the night I'm the one who makes you laugh When you know you're 'bout to cry I know your favorite songs And you tell me 'bout your dreams Think I know where you belong Think I know it's with me Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you? Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me You belong with me Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me? You belong with me