dying on the inside - Nessa Barrett

Do you remember The things we used to say? I feel so nervous When I think of yesterday How could I let things get to me so bad? How did I let things get to me? Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying Will you hold on to me? I am feeling frail Will you hold on to me? We will never fail I wanted to be so perfect you see I wanted to be so perfect Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying in the sun (like dying) Like dying

Yah man, it's just one of those days I mean, everything's going wrong, but It's up to me to turn that around Just like it is up to anyone So if we just think about the good, ignore the bad We could turn this around Plus, no matter what... no matter what I got summer on the inside I got summer on the inside I got summer on the inside So if we just think about the good, ignore the bad We could turn this around Plus, no matter what... no matter what I got summer on the inside I got summer on the inside Yah man, it's just one of those days I mean, everything's going wrong, but It's up to me to turn that around Just like it is up to anyone So if we just think about the good, ignore the bad We could turn this around Plus, no matter what... no matter what I got summer on the inside I got summer on the inside I got summer on the inside So if we just think about the good, ignore the bad We could turn this around Plus, no matter what... no matter what I got summer on the inside

Put your hands into the water Let your mouth go sick and dry Put your life into your death now Let them sing until you die Die, die, die, yeah Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle Why am I always in your debt? Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost Communist comatose show me all the wagers are a bet The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more Satans Only the bosses on the board Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you Regret, rely, remorse, inside of you, yeah Maybe you've been down too long Maybe you've been down too long The heart begins to suffer when the soul has given up And the flesh is barely more than bone When no one else is listening, only when you've had enough Time to sing this dying song alone Put your hands into the water Let your mouth go sick and dry Put your life into your death now Let them sing until you die Die, die, die, yeah Maybe you've been down too long Maybe you've been down too long Think hard, you bastards, you're gonna tell me why If I don't get an answer, you're gonna sing and die Think hard, you bastards, you're gonna tell me why If I don't get an answer, you're gonna sing and die The heart begins to suffer when the soul has given up And the flesh is barely more than bone When no one else is listening, only when you've had enough Time to sing this dying song alone Put your hands into the water Let your mouth go sick and dry Put your life into your death now Let them sing until you die Put your hands into the water Let your mouth go sick and dry Put your life into your death now Let them sing until you die

Future I pour up yellow tuss, I pour up yellow tuss 'Cause I gotta have it (Yeah, Hendrix) I pour up yellow tuss, I pour up yellow tuss 'Cause I gotta have it Stacks hid inside the mattress Racks hid inside the mattress Packs hid inside the mattress Ganks hid inside the mattress Vert' dippin' through traffic I'm gettin' better, I'm at practice I'm workin' everyday, craftin' I'm cool on her, I done had her Bounce back with a millio' Hit an island like Gilligan Not just a regular civilian I rap for the squad, I'm a champion Remember we hit up the highway, we got us a stash spot Remember as soon as we touch down, nigga cash out I get on the stage and I rap 'til I pass out Hit another city and another city, I'm just groovin' I was tryna tell you I was losin' I was gon' tell you I'm improvin' I done caught a vibe, she was choosin' Gotta keep my pride, I'm a general Gotta keep it real with some criminals Gotta keep my focus, I'm phenomenal Once I cock and load I'm the money man Got a hundred hoes, got a hundred Xans We gon' party hard 'til the moon calls She done fell in love with the mushrooms And my college girls talkin' kung-fu Put some cough syrup in a mountain dew You would never see what I'm goin' through Gotta keep my vibe, I'm a general Gotta keep it real with some criminals Gotta take my time with these bad bitches I don't wine and dine with no bad bitches Send a flight for a bad bitch Over night for a bad bitch Cartier on a bad bitch Cartier on a bad bitch Stacks hid inside the mattress Racks hid inside the mattress Packs hid inside the mattress Ganks hid inside the mattress Vert' dippin' through traffic I'm gettin' better, I'm at practice I'm workin' everyday, craftin' I'm cool on her, I done had her Bounce back with a millio' Hit an island like Gilligan Not just a regular civilian I rap for the squad, I'm a champion Remember we hit up the highway, we got us a stash spot Remember as soon as we touch down, nigga cash out I never told the world about you I never told the homies 'bout you, not once I never had no bitter towards you I never had no drama for you, not once I never want to go to none of these award shows That's not me Only the time will tell the day I prevail and get me a Grammy Mexico, kept it real from the start If I did it for you it came from the heart Came from the trenches and turned into art I wake up and do it way better tomorrow I wake up and cook up a kilo Take a flight on a jet out to Rio It's mafia all day We come out the hallways Murder in broad day, murder in broad day Sit in the passenger side with the tool on my lap Got lawyers and actresses and models pursuin' me now Our foundation built on loyalty, you can't ruin me now Stacks hid inside the mattress Racks hid inside the mattress Packs hid inside the mattress Ganks hid inside the mattress Vert' dippin' through traffic I'm gettin' better, I'm at practice I'm workin' everyday, craftin' I'm cool on her, I done had her Bounce back with a millio' Hit an island like Gilligan Not just a regular civilian I rap for the squad, I'm a champion Remember we hit up the highway, we got us a stash spot Remember as soon as we touch down, nigga cash out Goodbye I pour up yellow tuss, I pour up yellow tuss 'Cause I gotta have it I pour up yellow tuss, I pour up yellow tuss 'Cause I gotta have it

I don't know who to trust, no surprise Everyone feels so far away from me Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies Trying not to break, but I'm so tired of this deceit Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me Take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Tension is building inside, steadily Everyone feels so far away from me Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me Trying not to break, but I'm so tired of this deceit Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me Take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you I won't waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You I'll take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Everything from the inside And just throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you You You

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true