Still Have You - Freya Ridings

넘치던 행복 그 너머엔 눈물과 슬픔이 있었어 유난히 따듯했던 가을 뒤엔 시린 겨울밤이 있었어 Still you're my love Still you're the one 네가 없이 난 이겨내는게 버텨보는게 살아가는게 두렵다 또 깊은 밤이 올텐데 왜인지 알수는 없지만 그 날의 하늘은 유독 맑았어 모두 잃어버린 날 위로하듯 따스한 바람이 불었어 Still you're my love Still you're the one 네가 없이 난 이겨내는게 버텨보는게 살아가는게 두렵다 또 깊은 밤이 올텐데 별들조차 잠이들어 더 없이 고요한 밤에 닫힌 창문을 열고 오늘도 너를 그려본다 Still you 아직도 Still you 난 너야 네가 없이 난 서러울거야 허전할거야 무너질거야 사는게 꼭 너를 닮아갈거야 Still you're my love Still you're the one Still you're my love Still you're the one

If you have ghosts You have everything If you have ghosts You have everything You can say anything you want And you can do anything you want to do If you have ghosts You have everything One never does that One never does that You can call it surprise, there it is And a part of it is me One never does that In the night, I am real In the night, I am real The moon to the left is a part of my thoughts And a part of me is me, forever is the wind In the night, I am real I don't want my fangs too long I don't want my fangs too long The moon to the left is a part of my thoughts And a part of me is me, forever is the wind I don't want my fangs too long If you have ghosts You have everything If you have ghosts You have everything If you have ghosts You have everything If you have ghosts You have everything

I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you And baby even on our worst nights, I'm into you Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all And after all this time, I'm still into you Can't count the years on one hand that we've been together I need the other one to hold you Make you feel, make you feel better, no It's not a walk in the park to love each other But when our fingers interlock Can't deny, can't deny you're the worth it 'Cause after all this time I'm still into you I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you (I'm into you) And baby, even on our worst nights, I'm into you (I'm into you) Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all An after all this time, I'm still into you Recount the night that I first met your mother And on the drive back to my house I told you that, I told you that I loved ya, yeah You felt the weight of the world fall off the shoulder And to your favorite song, we sang along to the start of forever And after all this time I'm still into you I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you (I'm into you) And baby, even on our worst nights, I'm into you (I'm into you) Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all And after all this time, I'm still into you Some things just, some things just make sense And one of those is you and I Some things just, some things just make sense And even after all this time I'm into you Baby, not a day goes by that I'm not into you I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you (I'm into you) And baby, even on our worst nights, I'm into you (I'm into you) Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all And after all this time, I'm still into you Oh, I'm still into you Oh, I'm still into you

I'm seeing her texts Hearing her voice Never knew that the truth was destructive but that was your choice Asked you again You claim you're just friends But after a bit all the white in your lies start to blend I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you Boy you're driving me crazy Arguments on the daily My therapist thinks I'm crazy Smoking shit on the daily I used to hold you close when I was under too much pressure Now I'm cold in the dark late at night while I'm wearing your sweater I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true And we both know this shit was overdue But sometimes I wish we could see it through I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Why do I make up excuses for the ways I want you? It hurts to see you match your lips with someone I once knew Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour