A Rose Blooms in Chaos - Davishmar

Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me Past has found its place Salvation is no more Will God accept my peace? Bleach will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired Of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God, please take me away Resistance futile, suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side of me, the time has come Lock and load I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming home Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery The darkness overcomes Soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay I asked a God for poison cradle me Sown to my dreams, souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in God's hands, death blooming Dark for fear of failure An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting Roiling hate Death grip in my veins Unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar The space between a blink and a tear Death blooms

Everyday I think a bit too much About where I should go Who I should be So much time goes by The days like ashes falling from the fire Of my dreams Wherever you go There you are Never too close Never so far Though I see with two eyes And I feel with two hands What I know in this one heart Sometimes I just don't understand Oh no Oh no Sorrows come and go Washed up by the tides of life I try Too hard to control And it's a mystery how Shadows of the mind fall so dark On such bright souls Wherever you go There you are Never too close Never so far Though I see with two eyes And I feel with two hands What I know in this one heart Sometimes I just don't understand Oh no Oh no Oh no If I could open up Through all this pain Sink my roots in the earth Like a rose in the rain If I could open up Through all this pain Sink my roots in the earth Like a rose in the rain And start over again Start over again Like a rose in the rain Like a rose in the rain

Do you hear me? 회색빛 안개 덮인 Gloomy day 눈앞이 가려진 게 두려워 이젠 아무것도 흥미가 안 나 No woah Do you hear me? 거리를 걷다 보니 Different way 뒤돌아보니 아무도 없네 내가 쫓던 꿈들이 날 따라와 No woah I'm dying inside I wanna think that it's a lie, why, why 소리쳐 외쳐봐도 대답이 없네 쏟아지는 외로움 In the rain, rain, rain She's in the rain 아름다웠던 널 그려보면 흘러가버린 시간이 멈춰 이젠 눈을 뜨기조차 버거워 No woah, she's in the rain Do you hear me? 아파도 아픈 티 안내는 너 끝이 보이는 게 너무 두려워 너의 눈엔 이미 생기가 없어 No woah She's dying inside She wants to think that it's a lie, why, why 애타게 불러봐도 대답이 없네 쏟아지는 빗방울 In the rain, rain, rain She's in the rain 아름다웠던 널 그려보면 흘러가버린 시간이 멈춰 이젠 눈을 뜨기조차 버거워 No woah, she's in the rain 내 기억 속에 너의 흔적이 번져 빗물의 흠뻑 젖은 것처럼 갈 곳을 잃은 채 현실에 물들어 얼어붙은 네 눈물 속에 She's in the rain You wanna hurt yourself, I'll stay with you You wanna make yourself go through the pain It's better to be held than holding on, no woah We're in the rain 떨어지고 있는 이 빗속에서 흩어져 버린 널 다시 채워 아름다웠던 널 볼 수 있게 No woah, we're in the rain

In the South Land, there's a city Way down on the river, where the women are very pretty And all the men deliver They got music, it's always playin' Start in the daytime, go all through the night And when you hear that music playin' Hear what I'm saying and make it feel alright Grab somebody, come on down Bring your paintbrush, we're painting the town There's some sweetness going around Dreams do come true in New Orleans

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع