To Rid the Disease - Opeth

Feels like you've made a mistake You made somebody's heart break But now I have to let you go I have to let you go You left a stain On every one of my good days But I am stronger than you know I have to let you go No one's ever turned you over No one's tried To ever let you down, Beautiful girl Bless your heart I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease Feels like you're making a mess You're hell on wheels in a black dress You drove me to the fire And left me there to burn Every little thing you do is tragic All my life, oh was magic Beautiful girl I can't breathe I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease I think that I'm sick But leave me be while my world is coming down on me You taste like honey, honey Tell me can I be your honey Be, be strong Keep telling myself it that won't take long till I'm free of my disease Yeah well free of my disease Free of my disease I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease I think that I'm sick But leave me be while my world is coming down on me You taste like honey, honey Tell me can I be your honey Be, be strong Keep telling myself it that won't take long till I'm free of my disease Yeah well free of my disease Free of my disease

I still remember all the things you said Laying in my bed Eye to eye I'll carry thoughts you put inside my head 'Til the day I'm dead Why oh why? Do you ever think of me? After everything Give me something to hold on to I need just a little piece I'll take anything Give me something to hold on to I guess it's not the way things tend to go Not that I would know Goodbyes are slow I saw your picture on the silver screen Guess you don't miss me That's the way it seems Do you ever think of me? After everything Give me something to hold on to I need just a little piece I'll take anything Give me something to hold on to Something good, something real Something bad, something I can really, really, really feel Leave me black, leave me blue Just give me something I'll take anything from you Do you ever think of me? After everything Give me something to hold on to I need just a little piece I'll take anything Give me something to hold on to Something to hold on to Something to hold on to Something to hold on to

Up on his horse, up on his horse Not gonna wake up here anymore Listen one time, it's not the truth It's just the story I tell to you Easy to say, easy to do But it's not easy, well maybe for you Hope that you find it, hope that it's good Hope that you read it, think that you should Cuts you some slack as he sits back Sizes you up, plans his attack Drums please, Fab And I got it all, I got it all Waitin' for me down on the street But now you gotta do somethin' special for me I'm gonna say what's on my mind Then I'll walk out, then I'll feel fine Yeah, I'm under his thumb, I'm on his back I will not show my teeth too quick I needed you there, I needed you there But I didn't know, I didn't know Back from his trip, he's at the door When he gets back, he's on the phone Innocent eye, innocent heart No, it's not wrong, but it's not right Innocent time, out on his own Not gonna do that, fuck, I'm out of control I was just bored, playin' the guitar Learned all your tricks, wasn't too hard It's the last one now, I can promise you that I'm gonna find out the truth when I get back Gone now are the old times Forgotten, time to hold on the railing The Rubik's Cube isn't solving for us Old friends, long forgotten They all wait at the bottom of The ocean now has swallowed The only thing that's left is us So pardon the silence that you're hearing Is turnin' into a deafening Painful, shameful roar

I know you want your money, girl 'Cause you do this every day, okay The way you doubt your feelings And look the other way Well, it's something I relate to Your gift of nonchalance Nobody's ever made me fall in love With this amount of touch Well, I'm not a fool I just love that you're dead inside (That you're dead inside) I'm not a fool, I'm just lifeless too But you to taught me how to feel When nobody ever would (Nobody ever would) And you taught me how to love What nobody ever could Ooh girl, I know I should leave you And learn to mistreat you 'Cause you belong to the world And ooh girl, I want to embrace you Domesticate you But you belong to the world, you belong to the world And I know that I'm saying too much Even though I'd rather hold my tongue, yeah And I'll pull you closer holding on to Every moment till my time is done, yeah And this ain't right, you've been the only one to make me smile In such long, I've succumbed to what I've become, baby I'm not a fool I just love that you're dead inside (that you're dead inside) I'm not a fool, I'm just lifeless too (I'm just lifeless too) But you to taught me how to feel (You taught me how to feel) When nobody ever would (Nobody ever would) And you taught me how to love (You taught me how to love) What nobody ever could Ooh girl, I should leave you (I know I should leave you) And learn to mistreat you (And learn to mistreat you) Because you belong to the world oh yeah And ooh girl, I wanna embrace you (I wanna embrace you) Domesticate you (Domesticate you) But, you belong to the world You belong to the world You belong to the world You belong to the loneliness of filling every need You belong to the world, you belong to the world You belong to the temporary moments of a dream Ooh girl, I know I should leave you And learn to mistreat you 'Cause you belong to the world And ooh girl, I want to embrace you Domesticate you But you belong to the world, you belong to the world You belong to the world, you belong to the world You belong to the world

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me Sharing pillows and cold feet She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat Under blankets and warm sheets If only I could be in that bed again If only it were me instead of him Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times? Does he sing to all your music while you dance to Purple Rain? Does he do all these things like I used to? 14 months and seven days ago Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night Just your skin against the window Oh, we took it slow and we both know It should have been me inside that car It should have been me instead of him in the dark Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite Parts when you've seen it a million times? Does he sings to all your music while you dance to Purple Rain? Does he do all these things like I used to? I know, Love (I'm a sucker for that feeling) Happens all the time, Love (I always end up feeling cheated) You're on my mind, Love (oh darling, lead her where that leaded) It happens all the time, Love, yeah Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you every day? Will he make you make you feel like You're invincible with every word he'll say? Can you promise me if this was right? Don't throw this all away Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things like we used to? Oh, like we used to

I would rather not go Back to the old house I would rather not go Back to the old house There's too many Bad memories Too many memories There When you cycled by Here began all my dreams The saddest thing I've ever seen And you never knew How much I really liked you Because I never even told you Oh and I meant to Are you still there Or have you moved away? Or have you moved away? I would love to go Back to the old house But I never will I never will I never will

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع