Savage Daughter - Ekaterina Shelehova

You will grow all you need to grow inside my spine And then take what you need to take, what's yours is mine And then just give all you want of it to some new thing I'll stay here, the provider of that constant sting they call love They call love You will drain all you need to drain out of me All the colors have washed away, no more rosy sheen Not just a pale isolated shallow, what a place Oh, what a place I call myself I call myself Oh, love all you need to love before it goes When your face becomes a stranger's I don't know You will never remember who I was to you Carried in the womb I'm called mother I'm called mother They're called home They're called home They're called They're called Mothers Mothers Give all you need to give And sometimes they won't take what they need to take The strangest chemical reaction Inside of her brain, no she's not the same No, she's not the same No, she's not the same

Let the water rise Let the ground crack Let me fall inside Lying on my back Lying on my back Dry your smoke-stung eyes So you can see the light Staring at the sky Watching stars collide Watching stars If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows When the time comes On the last day When they start to come down Will you just Will you run away? Will you run away? And let it all rain down From the blood stained clouds Come out, come out, to the sea my love and just Drown with me Drown with me If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows In the shallows Lying on my back Lying on my back Lying on my back Watching stars collide Watching stars collide Watching stars collide Watching stars collide

From the beginning Small lifeforms They can kill without warning So you don't explode Stop your growing limbs and thinking That you love them, now you're blinking And reminding her of him Oh, you steal his features And your mother is a bleacher She don't even feel the heat, no She don't even want to speak to you But you, you always find another place to go (Oh you) you always find another womb, to grow To grow Well, you can try to sink down deeply And find the children lost at sea Find the children who discretely Be killed in infancy To stop them holding you and screaming That you'll lose your wildest dreaming Still reminding you of him How he left without reasons But you, you always find another place to go Oh you, you always find another womb, to grow To grow To grow You can try to forget, but I won't let you easy You can try to forget, but I won't let you easy I'm floating out in the water washed out to sea Drifting away this time, you'll regret you've conceived it Clean up the dead you leave behind Just like insects Clean up the dead you leave behind

Don't hold your breath Don't wait on my love Don't hold your breath Don't wait on my love Don't wait on my reply to your text Don't wait on my n- from your sex Don't trust me to capture the moment Forgive me, it just was a moment Don't lay up, I'd rather a stand out I heard number two is your man now Don't mind me bein' number two now I'ma man up, ain't no man down You see I don't give no fucks now Is it somethin' we discussed now? That shit got you in disgust now 'Cause I'd rather we just fuck now Don't hold your breath (Don't hold it, oh) Don't wait on my love (Don't wait on my love, oh, no) Don't hold your breath (Don't hold it, no) Don't wait on my love (Oh, don't wait on my love, love) I put the dirt into dirt bag Still got your jacket in my bag I stood you up, that was my bad Gave me your heart, watch me break that Many different bitches in the coupe This is how low that a mack stoop Me bein' faithful's the issue Tryna clean up 'cause you comin' soon I broke her off in the livin' room There is a smell in the livin' room Know that's fucked up, that's what pimpin' do Ooh, know that's fucked up, that's what pimpin' do, woah Don't hold your breath (Don't hold your breath, no, no) Don't wait on my love (Don't wait on it, don't wait on it, woah) Don't hold your breath (You must suffocate, yeah) Don't wait on my love (Don't wait on my love) (Don't wait on my love, oh) Wash my dick off before I get home Maison Margiela on me, though I'm the opposite of hero The opposite of your hero The make up, the breakup was see-through The way I did you was illegal Your girl was right, yeah, she called it You should believe in your people Talked to you then went to the strip club VIP, I got my dick sucked Came back to you and I kissed ya That led to fucking on the tour bus Packed up and went back to Oakland Finally, it's out in the open I gave you the hope, you did the hopin' Don't hold your breath (Don't hold your breath, ooh) Don't wait on my love (Don't wait on it, let you down, let you down) Don't hold your breath (Ooh) Don't wait on my love (I ain't shit, you gotta know now) (I ain't shit you gotta know now) Oh, oh, oh Hey, hey, hey Oh, oh, oh Hey, hey, hey Oh, oh, oh Hey, hey, hey Oh, oh, oh Hey, hey, hey

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع