Find My Faith - Ben Fuller

How do I feel, well I feel so alone Like a sad armadillo across this desert I roam I've been stripped down bare 'til I break Still the wheel keeps turning Had me a sweet one, I tell no lie Summer nights in the cornfields When the corn gets so high Traveled clear across Wichita, heading north Leaving civilization And there were highways to get across And places far from here I was his lonesome prairie And he was my wild frontier Harvested peaches in a small border town Saved all our wages, put ten percent down I never thought I'd see the world through a child's eyes Until early December Then one Calgary morning, still as glass While my baby lay sleeping, an angel slipped past And with one breath said, "I'm taking him back To his Father in Heaven" Through gravel and ice and new fallen snow I held him through my tears Because I was his lonesome prairie And he was my wild frontier Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along Oh, oh Get along, get along, get along Get along Oh, oh And sometimes at night I swear I can hear him Calling out so clear He says, "You were my lonesome prairie And I'm still your wild frontier" Oh, oh Get along Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along (I miss you) Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along Get along, get along, get along

Faces pass in the dark and I don't know who they are Special hearts all forgotten I know but it keeps me calm I feel the wind Wash over me Follow the road Beneath the trees Take me there Where the light falls This is where I find my mind I find my mind Yeah this is where I find my mind I find my mind Broken roads They have paved them all over Golden age has wondered Ebbs and flows that lead me nowhere Still I reach for more I'll never know who's haunting me Follow the light I couldn't see Shadows peer Where the light falls But this is where I find my mind Yeah this is where I find my mind I find my mind Cus this is where I find my mind I find my mind

You could say I lost my faith in science and progress You could say I lost my belief in religion And you could say I lost my sense of direction You could say all of this and worse but If I ever lose my faith in you (in you) There'd be nothing left for me to do (to do) Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians They all seem like game show hosts to me but If I ever lose my faith in you (if I ever lose my faith) There'd be nothing left for me to do (if I ever lose my faith) Lose my faith in you (in you) I could be lost inside their lies without a trace (without a trace) But every time I close my eyes, I see your face I never saw no miracle of science That didn't go from a blessing to a curse (a curse) I never saw no military solution that didn't end up worse If I ever lose my faith in you If I ever lose my faith in you (If I ever lose my faith in you) There'd be nothing left for me to do (There'd be nothing left for me to do) If I ever lose my faith (lose my faith) If I ever lose my faith (lose my faith) If I ever lose my faith (lose my faith) If I ever lose my faith (lose my faith) In you In you

5 o'clock I'm fallin' off The early morning Late night missin' you Call your phone (Call your phone) But you talkin' slow (Talkin' slow) Your body yearns (Body yearns) On the low (On the low) Free your soul (Free your soul) But imma sit up & talk back (Talk back) Then I retry (Retry) Sittin' still (Sittin' still) To get to you But it's me I was lookin' for It's me I was lookin' for But now that I can see I can find you Follow everything's right beside you Now that I can breathe I can sigh too Swallow up the sins that hide you Now that I can see I can find you Follow everything's right beside you Now that I can breathe I can sigh too Swallow up the sins that hide you (Hide you) (Hide you) On the edge where we [?] My reflection & you play Will you please meet to say There's somethin' missin' (Somethin' missin') When I face this dark nightset When you get wrapped up in my bed I can see to see that there's somethin' missin' (Somethin' missin') Anywhere you go, I'll go too When you fall, I'll fall on you Just don't leave me to same Cause you're always on my mind Now that I can see I can find you Follow everything's right beside you Now that I can breathe I can sigh too Swallow up the sins that hide you x6

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way