My Liberation Notes - CHOE JEONG IN

This is my blues 'Cause I'm back down on my own again This is the blues I'm playing Yes, it's a fine old thing When the night is cold and lonely (This is a Dollar Bill beat) Was it the money that made me a savage? Poppin' them Percs and I made it a habit Totin' them pistols and serving them addicts That was exciting to me, I'm so excited to be Started with nothin', we had to inspire to be Niggas ain't flyer than me, I'm getting to it Feel like the man, I got the plan I call the shooters, they hop out the van Play with the squad, get popped like a Xan Pop like a Perc, I'm going ham I'm goin' crazy on niggas, too wavy for niggas Do magic like alakazam I'm in the kitchen compressing a birdie Take out a nine and I sell it for thirty Then straight to the jeweler, I'm bustin a Rollie To light up the city like Meechie in '03 I got the plug, he send 'em OT Don't know these niggas, these niggas know me Even old niggas, they call me OG Young nigga but I put it down We was on it when it weren't 'round All of sudden niggas wanna come around Stay over there, my G This is my blues Do me one favor, take a few steps back 'Cause I'm back down on my own again And look at yourself Matter fact, take yourself outside your body And then look at yourself And see how you playing yourself, nigga This is the blues I'm playing Congratulations, it's the motherfuckin' Chasers Yes, it's a fine old thing (You feel me?) When the night is cold and lonely (We on it) Gave you the plug Try to be real with some niggas and put 'em on money And show 'em some love You did me a favor, I knew you was shiesty I knew you would show who you was It's only a matter of time before niggas get lined And hit with them slugs Get found in a pool of your blood, yeah, nigga 'Member they told me that we would fail 'Member they said we would see a cell Down with that semi like Cam Newton I'm in the field like the NFL Niggas is sick' and I wish 'em well I made a wish in a wishing well I put a brick in a wishing well Been through some shit and I'm sick of jail No disease but I'm sick of cells Sick and tired of sending niggas mail Calling niggas just to get a bail I just seen a nigga get a L Never coming home and minute on the phone Sick and tired of seeing niggas fail Sick and tired of seeing niggas lose Sinning like we tryna get to hell This is my blues 'Cause I'm back down on my own again This is the blues I'm playing Yes, it's a final thing When the night is cold and lonely This is the midnight blues

She said, I was seven and you were nine I looked at you like the stars that shine In the sky, the pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my Take me back to the house in the backyard tree Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me You never did, you never did Take me back when our world was one block wide I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried Just two kids, you and I Oh my my my my Well, I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn't that little girl you used to see But your eyes still shined like pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us They never believed we'd really fall in love And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes And said oh my my my Take me back to the creek beds we turned up Two A.M. riding in your truck and all I need is you next to me Take me back to the time we had our very first fight The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight You stayed outside till the morning light Oh my my my my A few years had gone and come around We were sitting at our favorite spot in town And you looked at me, got down on one knee Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle Our whole town came and our mamas cried You said I do and I did too Take me home where we met so many years before We'll rock our babies on that very front porch After all this time, you and I I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine I'll still look at you like the stars that shine In the sky, oh my my my

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع