Tryin' to Find a Reason - Martina McBride

Here we are again lying on the floor I can hear my name under the bedroom door You can change my day with a single word You will never know how much it hurts I hate it when I blame myself I hate it when I cry I hate it when my makeup is rolling down my eyes I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want And I'm not coming back I'm already gone So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay Who do I turn to? Where do I escape? Got an empty pack Still a heavy weight All I know is I did it for me I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want And I'm not coming back I'm already gone So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay How could the fearless become so afraid? The ones that are closest feel so far away Guess we're already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay, to stay

Lately I thought about it I love the thought of us together You know I got it Cant no one do you better Baby I thought about it Just know that I'll be there forever You want it than mami let me know I'm feeling need of a partner Make sure your not alone Loose your mind, loose control Take it high, bring it low Let me see you wind on me slowly Girls on the floor Move fast move slow I know you want to know if imma be your partner Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And I hope you go Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And I hope you go I need you don't you doubt it I ain't been the same after since I met you Aint nothing wrong with that By the way you movin girl I know imma get cha So mami let me know hows it Gonna go down 'Cause I want you and you want me to Got me feeling like theres no one around Make sure your not alone Loose your mind, loose control Take it high, bring it low Let me see you wind on me slowly Girls on the floor Move fast move slow I kno you want to know if imma be your Partner Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And I hope you go Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And I hope you go Shake Your Body Girl Move Your Body Girl Shake Your Body Girl I want you girl you gotta know Im makin sure your not alone Just want your body girl move it slow I gotta know I gotta know Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And i hope you go Jump up and find a partner 'Cause I'm gonna find a partner So you need to find a partner And I hope you go

Knew that it was wrong the first night I met you When I sneaked back into bed And you said I love you Up in this house, blood runs cold Secret codes, were all we know We gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Yeah, you'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone Your friends always liked me But I told you that you should've listened 'Cause pick the wings off of angels Has always been my religion You been sticking 'round Far too long And I been running round And it just feels wrong We gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Yeah, you'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone Oh, we gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Woah, babe, you'll find someone Yeah, someone who could love you better Woah, babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone

All I'm wanting is to see you And to hold you once again And see the sun color your hair And see the tall grass blow in the wind Overcome me bitter sweetness Put me under a magic spell Overcome me all my sadness Lead me on and wish me well There's no reason to cry There's no reason to cry It's alright So overtake me my sweet lover Let me kiss your honey lips Could be the only thing that's real Could be when you get sad your memory slips (Chorus)There's no reason to cry There's no reason to cry It's alright

Oh, I'm rising from within I see it every morning Tell me where the river ends "Is it cold tonight, my love?" I whisper through the screen And there's nothing I can say or do in between Ooh, and all these changes, I don't understand I keep movin' through the edge and now Comes a feeling I can't stop Emotionless and dead Ooh-ooh, in there Oh, you said You played my brother like fire You walked him through the rain I ignored another call, he did the same But the feeling that I get The warmth of your embrace There is nothing I can do if I'm going away It was all so innocent You could feel my lovin' arms Then I saw you in the moving light You were standing at my door Emotionless and bored, ooh-ooh, yeah I've endurin', yeah, my river road All my waiting was in vain I walked alone in pain Through the early morning rain Feel the warmth of my embrace Pull me underneath your shadow Once before I get erased But my love is on the line I pushed it through the back I kept slidin' out of time Now our moon is on the rise There is always something bigger Leaning on the other side, yeah You're all that I need On the road up ahead I've been hanging on the other side Keep on pushing back You're all I have I'll take all I can get I've been hanging on your side I keep pushing back

Gave you everything I had, still you wanted more yeah Told you that I loved you but you know I wasn't sure All these thotties on my phone are for whenever I get bored You would ride me like a Harley even when I'm in a- (Yeah) Gave you everything I had, still you wanted more yeah Told you that I loved you but you know I wasn't sure All these thotties on my phone are for whenever I get bored You would ride me like a Harley even when I'm in a Ford Break your heart into pieces Don't know why you sleeping When I'm wide awake, swear I'm swimming in the deep end I don't wanna love you if it's only for the weekend Baby I don't call you but you know it's for a reason I thought I had it all, I was on the rise Now you cut me off like I'm not alive It's crazy how they only want me when I'm on the grind These b*tches hit me up but I don't give em any time You were my number one but now you gotta wait in line Too many trying to get me but this money on my mind I'm sending shivers down your way, feel it in your spine Don't try to tell me that it's true when I know it's a lie So here we go now I be lone now You better hold out When we go down I'm in my zone now I'm feeling bold now They steal my soul now Till it all blows out (Yeah) Gave you everything I had, still you wanted more yeah Told you that I loved you but you know I wasn't sure All these thotties on my phone are for whenever I get bored You would ride me like a Harley even when I'm in a Ford Break your heart into pieces Don't know why you sleeping When I'm wide awake, swear I'm swimming in the deep end I don't wanna love you if it's only for the weekend Baby I don't call you but you know it's for a reason Smoking by myself, I'm a stoner I be on my own like a loner You say you're cold hearted, my wrist colder She think she know me so I f*ck her like I know her I'm under pressure but I brush it off my shoulder She said she love me, I don't want you what I told her These b*tches switch up like the weather, they're bipolar You left me broken, all I wanted was some closure I'mma play my cards right when I need to Stay the f*ck up out my life, I don't need you All these people say they real but they see through I remember all the times it was me and you Break your heart into pieces Don't know why you sleeping When I'm wide awake, swear I'm swimming in the deep end I don't wanna love you if it's only for the weekend Baby I don't call you but you know it's for a reason

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way