In This Darkness - Clara La San

I am beautiful (I hate you) I love you (How can you even love yourself?) I'm worthy (You disgust me) I'm pure (Where do you go now?) Please don't go (You'll burn in hell) I will fall to mortality (There is no god) God is inside of me (No wonder your Father left you) He should've protected me (Just take your clothes off) I will not (You're a whore) I forgive you

Another sun sets down behind me Another day comes crashing in There's a whispering wind that's blowing There's a storm that's closing in I can hear the trains, they're rolling To a place I've never been And I can feel her breath beside me With an empty glass of gin As the darkness settles in I can hear her voice again I can hear your voice again Waiting for someone to save me But everyone just runs away Waiting for someone to change me But no one ever comes I'm breaking down the walls that cage me But nothing ever falls in place Waiting for the end to take me Blinded by the sun All the ghosts that live inside me Always waiting in the wind I can see through my reflection What I've become and what I've been You see, your Heaven doesn't want me And your Hell won't let me in It's like I'm holding all the aces But I know I'll never win Waiting for someone to save me But everyone just runs away Waiting for someone to change me But no one ever comes I'm breaking down the walls that cage me But nothing ever falls in place Waiting for the end to take me Blinded by the sun You can take it away, tear it all down Spit in my face, pushed to the ground Look what I've become I've fallen from grace, bloodied and bound Taking up space, lost and I'm found Look what I've become I can hear the snakes, they're winding Singing songs of pain and sin There's an anger overflowing From this empty glass of gin As the darkness settles in And the darkness settles in Waiting for someone to save me But everyone just runs away Waiting for someone to change me But no one ever comes I'm breaking down the walls that cage me But nothing ever falls in place Waiting for the end to take me Blinded by the sun (You can take it away) And the darkness settles in (You can take it away) And the darkness settles in (You can take it away) As the darkness settles in

Yes, the dangerous black widow is to be approached with caution As the black widow's bite can cause death The black widow is easily recognized by her Coal-black body, and red hourglass marking She encases her victims with silk And then kills with poison from her fangs The male spider is not considered to be dangerous (Dangerous, dangerous, dangerous, dangerous) Hey lady killa, come right in It's time for you, let the show begin You're so pretty, dripping sin (I-I- you feelin' it? I-I- you feelin' it?) Your eyes are screaming, I take the stage A fatal dance, a primal rage You pray for me, unlock the cage (I-I- you feelin' it? I-I- you feelin' it?) I think you're ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good, you're good to go (Kill, eat the male, kill, eat the male) (Kill, eat the male, kill, eat the male) I think you're ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go Love me 'til you're dead, I will not forget You'll still love me dead or alive (Dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (Dead or alive, dead or alive) (I-I- you feelin' it?) So here we are, make your move We're going mad, I'll help our groove (you want control) You want control, I disapprove (I-I- you feelin' it? I-I- you feelin' it?) So watch me close, as I unveil (as I unveil) I'm stripping down, your face is pale You are the heart, I am the nail (I-I- you feelin' it? I-I- you feelin' it?) I think you're ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good, you're good to go (Kills with poison, kills with poison) (Kills with poison, kills with poison) I think you're ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go Love me 'til you're dead, you will not forget You'll still love me dead or alive (Dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (Dead or alive, dead or alive) (The black widow is dangerous) (Twelve times the tensile strength of steel) (The black widow is dangerous, will readily attack) (Twelve times the-) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (Dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive Dead or alive, dead or alive (The black widow is dangerous) (Twelve times the-) Man has much to learn

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع