What I Miss Most - Calum Scott

Seventeen, Se- se- seventeen Se- se- seventeen 1789 How does the bastard orphan Immigrant decorated war vet Unite the colonies through more debt? Fight the other founding fathers 'til he has to forfeit? Have it all, lose it all You ready for more yet? Treasury Secretary, Washington's the President Ev'ry American experiment sets a precedent Not so fast, someone came along to resist him Pissed him off until we had a two-party system You haven't met him yet, you haven't had the chance 'Cause he's been kickin' ass as the ambassador to France But someone's gotta keep the American promise You simply must meet Thomas, Thomas! Thomas Jefferson's coming home! Thomas Jefferson's coming home! Thomas Jefferson's coming home! Thomas Jefferson's coming home! Thomas Jefferson's coming home Lord, he's been off in Paris for so long! Aaa-ooo! Aaa-ooo! France is following us to revolution There is no more status quo But the sun comes up and the world still spins (Aaa-ooo!) I helped Lafayette draft a declaration Then I said, 'I gotta go I gotta be in Monticello Now the work at home begins (Aaa-ooo!) So what'd I miss? What'd I miss? Virginia, my home sweet home, I wanna give you a kiss I've been in Paris meeting lots of different ladies I guess I basic'lly missed the late '80s I traveled the wide, wide world and came back to this (Aaa-ooo!) There's a letter on my desk from the President Haven't even put my bags down yet Sally be a lamb, darlin', won't cha open it? It says the President's assembling a cabinet And that I am to be the Secretary of State, great! And that I'm already Senate-approved I just got home and now I'm headed up to New York (Headin' to New York!) (Headin' to New York!) Lookin' at the rolling fields I can't believe that we are free Ready to face whatever's awaiting Me in NYC But who's waitin' for me when I step in the place? My friend James Madison, red in the face He grabs my arm and I respond "What's goin' on?" (Aaa-ooo!) Thomas, we are engaged in a battle for our nation's very soul Can you get us out of the mess we're in? (Aaa-ooo!) Hamilton's new financial plan is nothing less than government control I've been fighting for the South alone Where have you been? Uh... France (Aaa-ooo!) We have to win What'd I miss? (What, what, what'd I miss?) What'd I miss? (I've come home to this) Headfirst into a political abyss! (Headfirst into the abyss) I have my first cabinet meeting today (chicka-pow!) I guess I better think of something to say I'm already on my way Let's get to the bottom of this (What did I miss?) (Aaa-ooo!) Mr. Jefferson, welcome home Mr. Jefferson? Alexander Hamilton Mr. Jefferson, welcome home Mr. Jefferson, welcome home Sir, you've been off in Paris for so long! So what did I miss?

You packed in the morning, I Stared out the window and I Struggled for something to say You left in the rain without closing the door I didn't stand in your way Now, I miss you more than I Missed you before and now Where I'll find comfort, God knows 'Cause you left me just when I needed you most (Just when I needed you most) Now, most every morning, I Stare out the window and I Think about where you might be I've written you letters that I'd like to send If you would just send one to me 'Cause I need you more than I Needed before and now Where I'll find comfort, God knows 'Cause you left me just when I needed you most (You left me just when I needed you most) You packed in the morning, I Stared out the window and I Struggled for something to say You left in the rain without closing the door I didn't stand in your way Now, I love you more than I Loved you before and now Where I'll find comfort, God knows 'Cause you left me just when I needed you most Oh yeah, you left me just when I needed you most You left me just when I needed you most

My baby want me at the game But I tell her this is all that I know (All that I know) I could a nine to five But the hustle life is what I chose (What I chose) My team need me on the streets But my fam want me on the right road (On the right road) And now that pressure building up got me feeling like I'm bout to explode (Bout to explode) Oh yeah, it don't feel like work I'm an old DB to new dirt McGurt I been at so long My skins like leather From the cold, my bones and heart aches together I'm a soldier I represent that two percent Every tattoo on my body proves who I am I'm a Winnipeg boy, that's who I am And my name more feared than the ghost's of dammed I'm a monster (A monster) A peg city vet And the goonies, they soldiers They ain't condenced Go and put em' to the test See you breathe the last breath We last the last man standing They the last one's left Streets is dangerous Life gets cold in the snow I told myself "no more" but I can't let go These streets is all that I know These streets is all that I owe And if this rap don't work playa Guess where I'll go My baby want me at the game But I tell her this is all that I know (All that I know) I could a nine to five But the hustle life is what I chose (What I chose) My team need me on the streets But my fam want me on the right road (On the right road) And now that pressure building up got me feeling like I'm bout to explode (Bout to explode) Every time I leave my house My girl say that she worry She say she plague my dreams Of my casket being buried But I movin' fast, Do the flury Money comin' in a hurry Plus I drinkin smoke (Kush) Till my vision goin' blury Game got a fun way of pullin' me back Try to stay on the right side by makin' these tracks Get away from the bad life by pushin' those pegs But I'm addicted to fast life I gotta get stacks I got this stress on my mind I can't even go to sleep Paranoid of the boys in blue They stay up on the creep So even though I'm free I can't run wild on the streets Cause I'm livin' on paroll My P.O is holdin' a leash I'm just tryin' to get my money Have my family livin' right Make it through the dark till it's sunny And walk into the light It'll probably never happen but we doing alright How you want me to lead the game Baby this is my life My baby want me at the game But I tell her this is all that I know (All that I know) I could a nine to five But the hustle life is what I chose (What I chose) My team need me on the streets But my fam want me on the right road (On the right road) And now that pressure building up got me feeling like I'm bout to explode (Bout to explode) Brooklyn sucks

Do you remember happy together? I do, don't you? Then all of a sudden, you're sick to your stomach Is that still true? You said, "Forever," in the end I fought it Please, be honest, are we better for it? Thought you'd hate me, but instead you called And said, "I miss you" I caught it Good to each other, give it the summer I knew, you too But I only saw you once in December I'm still confused You said, "Forever," and I almost bought it I miss fighting in your old apartment Breaking dishes when you're disappointed I still love you, I promise Nothing happened in the way I wanted Every corner of this house is haunted And I know you said that we're not talking But I miss you, I'm sorry I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse Everything I know brings me back to us I don't wanna go, we've been here before Everywhere I go leads me back to you I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse Everything I know brings me back to us I don't wanna go, we've been here before Everywhere I go leads me back to you I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse Everything I know brings me back to us I don't wanna go, we've been here before Everywhere I go leads me back to you I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse Everything I know brings me back to us I don't wanna go, we've been here before Everywhere I go leads me back to you

At my door the leaves are falling A cold wild wind will come Sweethearts walk by together And I still miss someone I never got over those blues eyes I see them every where I miss those arms that held me When all the love was there I wonder if she's sorry For leavin' what we'd begun There's someone for me somewhere And I still miss someone I never got over those blues eyes I see them every where I miss those arms that held me When all the love was there I wonder if she's sorry For leavin' what we'd begun There's someone for me somewhere And I still miss someone (I still miss someone)

Mm, mm Mm, mm I miss the days when I had a smile on my face and Wasn't so caught up in all of the small things Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone And wasn't so cautious and always exhausted And actually listened to things that my heart said, heart said Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike Not overthinkin' my life Not always wonderin' if I'm a likable person Or someone that nobody likes Not always stressed about money or losin' my job Or scared I ain't makin' a flight Not always goin' to bed every night With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me? When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it Then question my purpose to breathe? Wonderin' who I should be Happiness out of my reach Scared to get back on my feet Need to get rid of what's detrimental, but it's hard to let go When the thing that hurts you help you get to your dreams See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it Just innocent, waitin', not always livin' in anguish When did I break and become overtaken? What was the moment I caved and Gave away all of my faith and made a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when- I miss the smiles we had when we were young (oh) I miss the memories of feeling love (oh) I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh) Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh) I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh) I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh) When we had joy and we were innocent (oh) I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Give me my mind back, yeah Give me my mind back The one that told me I was worth somethin' when I fall flat Yeah, fall flat The one that told me I was worth somethin' when I'm off track Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage and it was free to run fast Yeah, give me my mind back Yeah, give me my, give me my mind back Before it was hijacked and wasn't described as A place of limitation, always indicating I can't Handle everything from my past Handed anything it dissects 'til I'm depressed I know I'm blessed, but I'm cursed too Take me back when I was happy, but I wasn't actin' Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kind of weakness Or a thing that's unattractive Had emotion, but I learned to mask it Didn't know what I was runnin' after Didn't know the older I would grow The more I'd lose control and take in all the baggage It's really sad when everything you thought was stable crashes Everything you thought would take the sadness Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin' Will we ever feel like we imagine? Will we ever feel like we adapted? Will we ever feel like we did back then? Just take me back when, just take me back when I miss the smiles we had when we were young (oh) I miss the memories of feeling love (oh) I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh) Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh) I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh) I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh) When we had joy and we were innocent (oh) I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Oh-oh-oh (oh) Oh-oh-oh (way again) Oh-oh-oh (mm) Oh-oh-oh (way again, way again) Yeah Oh-oh-oh (oh) (Had when we were kids) Oh-oh-oh (oh) (So much simpler then) Oh-oh-oh (oh) (And we were innocent) Oh-oh-oh (oh) Yeah I miss the smiles we had when we were young (oh) I miss the memories of feeling love (oh) I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh) Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh) I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh) I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh) When we had joy and we were innocent (oh) I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Oh-oh-oh (oh) Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Mm, mm Mm, mm

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true