State I’m In - Aaron Lewis

네가 상처받지 않게 어떻게 말을 꺼낼까 예쁜 말 적당한 핑계로 널 보내고 난 떠나려 했어 일어선 나를 붙잡고 엉엉 울며 매달리기 전 까지 말야 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 넌 좋은 사람이니까 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 바란 것도 하나 없이 넌 항상 모든 걸 줬어 행복한 내가 너의 행복이라며 넌 언제나 나만 바라봤어 그런데 너의 사랑이 점점 지쳐 변명 하지 않고 다 말할게 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 넌 좋은 사람이니까 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 걱정하다가도 까맣게 널 잊을 만큼 진심으로 사랑하고 있어 아름다웠던 사랑의 끝에서 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 네가 아플까 봐 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어

오후 네 시 반, 애매한 시간 멋대로 정한 이상한 카페 눈치 없는 그대 모습에 시계바늘 쳐다봤죠 이제 그만 (oh) 일어날까? (oh) 괜히 시간만 썼나 (썼나) 의미 없는 후회만 들었죠 형식적인 대화들만 계속되는데 이유 모를 이 설렘은 뭘까 나 좀 말려줘 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 틱탁 틱탁 집에 가야 해 뚝딱 뚝딱 고장났나 봐 나 정말 괜찮은 걸까요 그댄 정말 (ah) 첫 인상엔 (ah) 내 취향이 아닌데 이 감정은 도저히 설명이 안 돼 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 첫눈에 반한다는 말을 (믿나요) 그대 눈에 난 어떤가요 (괜찮나요) 어쩌면 같은 마음일까요 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 틱탁 틱탁 집에 가야 해 뚝딱 뚝딱 고장났나 봐 나 정말 괜찮은 걸까요

I wanted to leave But it's difficult with hands around my neck It's harder to sleep But when you always keep me up inside my head I wanna believe That everything will work out for the best But honestly Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect? While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me I'm starting to see No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet I'm grinding my teeth While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect While the nights go longer as the days roll by Been hanging by a moment, now I think that it's time Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things that I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, It caught up to me) I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me

Like a foreign tongue I can't speak I fell down for you For you, I've played the clown Stayed around Did what I had to For too, for too long Without my spine, I can't sleep Or stand with you For you, I sold this home For dust and stone I did what I had to For you, for you, for you, for you For you, for you, for you, for you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you No license to play, you'll act the fool These tricks are getting old We take this road by being cruel This scene remains unsolved I'm lost so far from home We are adrift at sea, more like to see A perfect scene, a bottle green A broken chance seam to seam So lay me down with you So lay me down with you So lay me down with you, with you, with you, with you So lay me down with you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you I've played the clown for you So lay me down with you

Satellite transmission Spit spores into the atmosphere Signal wave distortion Corrupted files re-engineered Digital conception Electric god's eye overseer Redacted mass deception Fractured glowing glass veneer State of unrest Witness what you've created Pathogenic, unabated We are chaos detonated State of unrest Witness what you've created We are chaos detonated Intravenous network Plunger push keep us sedate Data mass collector Pull the plug and wipe the slate Executive defector Fear and hate indoctrinate Globally infected Inseminated mass mutate State of unrest Witness what you've created Pathogenic, unabated We are chaos detonated State of unrest Witness what you've created We are chaos detonated We are chaos detonated We are chaos detonated We are chaos detonated We are chaos detonated

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way