State I’m In - Aaron Lewis

네가 상처받지 않게 어떻게 말을 꺼낼까 예쁜 말 적당한 핑계로 널 보내고 난 떠나려 했어 일어선 나를 붙잡고 엉엉 울며 매달리기 전 까지 말야 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 넌 좋은 사람이니까 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 바란 것도 하나 없이 넌 항상 모든 걸 줬어 행복한 내가 너의 행복이라며 넌 언제나 나만 바라봤어 그런데 너의 사랑이 점점 지쳐 변명 하지 않고 다 말할게 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 넌 좋은 사람이니까 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 걱정하다가도 까맣게 널 잊을 만큼 진심으로 사랑하고 있어 아름다웠던 사랑의 끝에서 다 말하고 싶지 않았어 네가 아플까 봐 허물어지는 모래성을 붙잡고 더 애를 쓰려 하지 마 너 아닌 다른 사람을 사랑하고 있어

오후 네 시 반, 애매한 시간 멋대로 정한 이상한 카페 눈치 없는 그대 모습에 시계바늘 쳐다봤죠 이제 그만 (oh) 일어날까? (oh) 괜히 시간만 썼나 (썼나) 의미 없는 후회만 들었죠 형식적인 대화들만 계속되는데 이유 모를 이 설렘은 뭘까 나 좀 말려줘 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 틱탁 틱탁 집에 가야 해 뚝딱 뚝딱 고장났나 봐 나 정말 괜찮은 걸까요 그댄 정말 (ah) 첫 인상엔 (ah) 내 취향이 아닌데 이 감정은 도저히 설명이 안 돼 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 첫눈에 반한다는 말을 (믿나요) 그대 눈에 난 어떤가요 (괜찮나요) 어쩌면 같은 마음일까요 잠깐만 time 난 왜 이렇게 멋대로 심장이 두근대는 걸까요 조금만 더 설레어도 괜찮은 걸까요 틱탁 틱탁 집에 가야 해 뚝딱 뚝딱 고장났나 봐 나 정말 괜찮은 걸까요

I wanted to leave But it's difficult with hands around my neck It's harder to sleep But when you always keep me up inside my head I wanna believe That everything will work out for the best But honestly Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect? While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me I'm starting to see No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet I'm grinding my teeth While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect While the nights go longer as the days roll by Been hanging by a moment, now I think that it's time Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things that I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, It caught up to me) I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me

As I'm staring through this fire It's too late to make you mine So far from where we started So far from what we wanted And as both our worlds fall down We have lost and we have found So far from where we started So far from what we wanted I've made mistakes, that I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Oh I should have seen the signs Now we're falling back in time So far from where we started So far from what we wanted And I'm trying to right this wrong So I need you to be strong So far from where we started So far from what we wanted I've made mistakes, that I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know So let it go Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know, I've made mistakes That I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset She's going off about something that you said 'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do I'm in my room, it's a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like And she'll never know your story like I do 'Cause she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me, you belong with me Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself "Hey, isn't this easy?" And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down You say, "You're fine", I know you better than that Hey, what you doing with a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me Oh, I remember you driving to my house In the middle of the night I'm the one who makes you laugh When you know you're 'bout to cry I know your favorite songs And you tell me 'bout your dreams Think I know where you belong Think I know it's with me Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you? Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door All this time, how could you not know, baby? You belong with me, you belong with me You belong with me Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me? You belong with me