a m a r i - J. Cole

I've been Waking up at four in the morning For no apparent reason And I can't go back to sleep I'm ashamed that I aint done the things I haven't done yet All these years and wasted seasons, oh And I hated the way I looked But I went out anyway And i met you at the bar And you held me in your arms and you said Baby don't look so worried Don't be in such a hurry Cause we all know where we're going There's a place out there fit for kings and queens And the sun shines beautifully In the springtime We'll all own our little piece We'll get there eventually - The graveyard I grew up Replaced the monsters under my bed With all these monsters up in my head And I've been thinking bout how I can't afford To buy a house the way my father did When he was my age he was having kids, oh What the fuck am I doing I hated the way I looked But I went out anyway And i met you at the bar And you held me in your arms and you said Baby don't look so worried Don't be in such a hurry Cause we all know where we're going There's a place out there fit for kings and queens And the sun shines beautifully In the springtime We'll all own our little piece We'll get there eventually - The graveyard The neighbourhood's open There's a spot waiting for you With a stone mailbox and your name carved Some green green grass So stop and smell the roses Right down the road from where you are There's a place out there fit for kings and queens And the sun shines beautifully In the springtime We'll all own our little piece We'll get there eventually - The graveyard

Knew that it was wrong the first night I met you When I sneaked back into bed And you said I love you Up in this house, blood runs cold Secret codes, were all we know We gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Yeah, you'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone Your friends always liked me But I told you that you should've listened 'Cause pick the wings off of angels Has always been my religion You been sticking 'round Far too long And I been running round And it just feels wrong We gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Yeah, you'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone Oh, we gotta tear it all down, set it on fire Watch it burn to the ground, it kills us just a little But a little's alright, 'cause Oh, it ain't forever You'll find someone Find someone who loves you better Woah, babe, you'll find someone Yeah, someone who could love you better Woah, babe, you'll find the one You'll find someone

I never let my guard go down But you messed me up when you came around When the high wore off, know you needed space But I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna mistake Few thousand miles, and an ocean away But I see the sunrise, oh, just like the other day Picture your eyes as I fall asleep Tell myself it's alright, oh-oh, as the tears roll by Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away I never felt a room so still See the future coming, hope it isn't real I learned to fake a smile as the time runs out I don't wanna wait, oh, I don't wanna mistake Few thousand miles and an ocean away But I see the sunrise, whoa, just like the other day Picture your eyes as I fall asleep Tell myself it's alright, oh-oh, as the tears roll by Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away-ay-ay Oh, oh, helpless when I'm oceans away-ay-ay Oh, oh, I'm helpless when I'm oceans away Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I wish I could feel your face Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh I'm helpless when I'm oceans away

Money money money Work work work Heeeeeeey are you ok? Tell em you're not ok Tell em you're taking off work today Are you ok? Ali are you ok? Tell em you're not gonna be working late It's been ages Since you spent a day just Don't ignore your doctor's orders Now come here Show me how you're loving me All work and no play I think we need a holiday All work and no play Tell em it's your birthday All your best days are given to your boss way Tell em you're working on us today Do you wanna be running after money Or be home hanging with your honey Now come here, show me how you're loving me All work and no play I think we need a holiday All work and no play Tell em it's your birthday Ali I haven't even seen you since we left Calais You've been so busy It's driving me crazy You know I gotta be grinding Sorry if I'm flaking All this money that I be taking I'm just shaking what Im making I'm sending bread and bacon Back home so they can Fix what's broken So baby don't be hating If you need vacation Please be patient I'm thinking generation Coz it's my obligation All work and no play I think we need a holiday

I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart, 'cause I already- Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase Maybe I could be a different human in a new place Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone Look, I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart, 'cause I already- Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes I never listen, but I see it with my eyes closed I know you, I remember from the grass stain Maybe I could be a better human with a new name Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone Look, I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already- I'm ready to leave it, I'll go when I feel it Got caught both hands on the smoking gun I try but I need it, it's hard but I feel it And it really does hurt when you love someone Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already got one

Freedom I-dom, me-dom Where's your we-dom? This world needs a brand new re-dom We-dom the key We-dom the key-dom to life Let's be dem We-dom smartphones Don't be dumb! Du-du-dudu-du-dudu-du-du-dudu Borders (What's up with that?) Politics (What's up with that?) Police shots (What's up with that?) Identities (What's up with that?) Your privilege (What's up with that?) Broke people (What's up with that?) Boat people (What's up with that?) The realness (What's up with that?) The new world (What's up with that?) Am gonna keep up on all that Guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western Yeah, guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western Queen (What's up with that?) Killin' it (What's up with that?) Slayin' it (What's up with that?) Your goals (What's up with that?) Being bae (What's up with that?) Makin' money (What's up with that?) Breakin' internet (What's up with that?) Love wins (What's up with that?) Livin' it (What's up with that?) Bein' real (What's up with that?) Guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western Yeah, guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western We representing peeps, they don't play us on the FM We talkin' in our sleep, they still listen on a system We sittin' on a stoop Where we get a scoop This is how we keep it cool And this is how we do We representing peeps, they don't play us on the FM We talkin' in our sleep, they still listen on a system We sittin' on a stoop Where we get a scoop This is how we keep it cool And this is how we do Egos (What's up with that?) Your values (What's up with that?) Your beliefs (What's up with that?) Your families (What's up with that?) History (What's up with that?) Your future (What's up with that?) My boys (What's up with that?) My girls (What's up with that?) Freedom (What's up with that?) Your power (What's up with that?) Guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western Yeah, guns blow doors to the system Yeah, fuck'em when we say we're not with them We're sullied and we don't need to kick them This is north, south, east, and western We representing peeps, they don't play us on the FM We talkin' in our sleep, they still listen on a system We sittin' on a stoop Where we get a scoop This is how we keep it cool And this is how we do We representing peeps, they don't play us on the FM We talkin' in our sleep, they still listen on a system We sittin' on a stoop Where we get a scoop This is how we keep it cool And this is how we do Gonna keep up on all that Gonna be doin' it like that Gonna keep up on all that Gonna be doin' it like that

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين وأنا ضايع ضايع، إنسي يلاقوه لو بكرهك إستحالة ألوم أنا فيا كتير بس مش بقول أنا كاتم همي وغمي ده جوايا أنا رايح رايح، أنا مش بفوق مش زي الحزن أنا إستحالة أدوم لسا زي ما أنا عـ العموم بس الفرق إن إنتي مش معايا إنتي بتباني وتختفي في لمح البصر مش قريبة، بعيدة زي القمر مفيش بيننا أي طريق مختصر إتحكمت في كل حاجة إلا الغضب كل اللي قولته فضفضة، كل اللي قولته فضفضة كل اللي سمعته كان صدى بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين مفيش فيكي عيب، يمكن ده عيبك مفيش فيا شيء مش هتشوفه عينك أنا واضح واضح، أنا واضح واضح لا مبتجملش أنا حقيقي إنتي بتصيبيني زي نصيبي أمر واقع، أنا واضح واضح أنا متدغدغ، أنا متكسر أنا متدمر، في قلبي خنجر مضروب ٢٠٠ طلقة وإستحالة إن جروحي تتطهر دموعي غالية، دموعها فضة أخاف أسافر بعيد همومي تتجمرك خايف من المكتوبلي مقلق من اللي مقدر إفتكريني لما الليل يليل هتلاقيني جايلك جايلك أنا ميت ميت ميت ميت أنا زي الظن سيء سيء انا زي الظن سيء سيء إفتكريني لما الليل يليل هتلاقيني جايلك جايلك أنا ميت ميت ميت ميت أنا زي الظن سيء سيء بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أنساكي، بخاف أغيب أنا نسيت نفسي ومنستكيش أنا نسيت أنا مين، نسيت أنا مين سنينك تسرقني ونارك تكويني من جوا وأسيح ولا ينفع أي بيتادين، ولا ينفع أي بيتادين

Yeah-yeah, uh-uh, uh-uh Uh-uh, yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah Uh-uh, yeah-yeah She don't wanna strip no more, don't wanna hit that pole (oh) Hit my old plug, I get it in and go (ooh, ooh) Shawty owe me something, better pay your toll (pay up, pay up) I lick the spoon and I scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Like, did you get the memo? She eat at out of the relay I'm poppin' hella Skittles Then I can solve your riddle We'll smoke you like it's menthol This dude is crazy mental A suave, hood hero Got Johnny Dang dental She's a nympho She slobbin' on her pillow Got chicken, Rob' De Niro She's too gone and she can't hear you (ooh, ooh, I know) She don't wanna strip no more, don't wanna hit that pole Hit my old plug, I get it in and go She don't wanna strip no more, don't wanna hit that pole (oh) Hit my old plug, I get it in and go (ooh, ooh) Shawty owe me something, better pay your toll (Pay up, pay up) I lick the spoon and I scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Seein' way too many ones I'm 'bout to throw some hundreds (I'm 'bout to throw some hundreds) In that old life that you run from Baby girl, keep running (ooh, keep running) It's pressure with me, sexually (sexually) Check my bank account (ooh, ooh) It's precious to me I got my anchor out (ooh, ooh) I'm locked in your sea You know you're my baby now, you're special to me I bought you time, I bought you diamonds, you can keep the receipt I got you down, I got you loose, I guess you owe it to me Is you down or nah? Fuck around, find your spot I get you lit, lit, drunk, trip Watch me slip inside She don't wanna strip no more, don't wanna hit that pole (oh) Hit my old plug, I get it in and go (ooh, ooh) Shawty owe me something, better pay your toll (Pay up, pay, up) I lick the spoon and I scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) Scrape the bowl (skrrt, skrrt) And I sent her away Pull out, sent her on her way She don't wanna hit the strip club, no, no She don't wanna go strip, no, no She don't wanna go strip, no way

Just come outside, for the night (Yeah) Take your time, get your light (Yeah) Shawty giant, huh-uh I been out geekin' Bitch Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Yeah) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Yeah) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien' (Yeah), fien', fien', fien' The career's more at stake when you in your prime (At stake) Fuck that paper, baby, my face on the dotted line (Dot, yeah) I been flyin' out of town for some peace of mind (Yeah, yeah, bitch) It's like always they just want a piece of mine (Ah) I been focused on the future, never on right now (Ah) But I'm sippin', not kombucha, either pink or brown (It's lit) I'm the one that introduced you to the you right now (Mm, let's go) Oh my God, that bitch bite (That bitch bite) But alright (Alright), tryna vibe (Tryna vibe like this) In the night, come alive Ain't asleep, ain't a—, ain't a—, ain't-ain't-ain't— Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien' Fien', fien', fien', fien' Syrup, woah, what? What? (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide) What? (Yeah, woah, yeah, yeah) (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, yeah) (Yeah, hol' up, yeah) Yeah, I just been poppin' my shit it's been gettin' live, hol' up (Shit) Yeah, you try to come 'round 'bout this shit, they poppin' ya tires, hol' up (Shit) Uh, hunnid round, woah, feel it, knock 'em on ten Playin' both sides with these hoes (Hol' up) Shawty, I'm fuckin' yo' friends (Hol' up) I been goin' crazy, shawty, I been handlin' these bands She not innocent, uh, shit, she tryna go— Fien', fien' (Yeah, talm 'bout), fien', fien'-fien' (Syrup, oh-oh, what?) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien' (Syrup, oh-oh) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien'-fien' (Talkin' bout, talm 'bout, let's go) I just been icin' my hoes I just been drippin' my ho (Drippin' my ho) This is a whole 'nother level, shawty I got these hoes on they toes (Hoes on they toes) I put this bitch on the road She tryna fuck on the O, hol' up, hol' up I got this ho with me, she tryna show me sum', hol' up, hol' up I got flows for days, these niggas ain't know nun', hol' up, hol' up Me and my bro locked in, you know we on one, hol' up We in the spot goin' crazy, until the sun up You worried about that ho, that ho done chose us (Bitch-ass) Uh, pistols all in the kitchen, can't get it to cold, uh, hol' up, yeah (Wow) Fien', fien', fien' (Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, yeah) Why the fuck these niggas actin' like they know us? Double 0, Cactus, shit we towed up, this shit how we told 'em (Skrrt, skrrt) Switch out the bag, these niggas get rolled up (It's lit, hol' up, slatt) Everything lit, hol' up, everything Homixide, Homixide (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide) Fien', fien', fien', fien'-fien'-fien' (Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide, Homixide)

اه ياخويا فاتك كتير كلام محبوس و جوايا حتي انت مش نفس الشخص اللي معايا لسه فراك و بجري و جيبي يدفعلك طب لحد امتا انا هفضل كدا الله اعلم انا من صغري بلف مفيش وصول و ريحه الناس في الفصول خلتني افكر امتا يابا هنستقر و ايه الظروف اما بتنساني اما اقول مش فكراني ياه ده انا لسه بحن لصوره قديمه وحشاني ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه يا حبيبي انا نفسي ارتاح مبقاش سواح وبلف ليالي انا نفسي ارسالي ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه الناس بتروح وتنسي وانا لسه متعلق بحبالي Ay ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه يا حبيبي انا نفسي ارتاح مبقاش سواح وبلف ليالي انا نفسي ارسالي ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه الناس بتروح وتنسي وانا لسه متعلق بحبالي يازمان خلاص كفايه واحنا كسبنا ايه بكلام كام مره هودت مالك وانا مش تمام ازاي فكل الخلق ديه مفيش انسان ونشكي لمين مفيش عنوان وتايه بقالي سنين زعلت فمكان ضحكت في انا شايل فنفسي حكايات متحكتش متسبنيش ياغايب الحمل تقيل ويخف لو بيا وبيك ولو غلطان ابقي اعذرني او اشكيلي ومتسبنيش مش عايز اعيش الرحله مش ده اللي كنتي بتحلم بيه ولا انت نسيت كام مره بكيت خدوا مني كتير ياما خدوا مني كتير و انا اللي كنت غريب غريب عشان بسيب رسمولي مكيده يابا و القلب كان خطاء غلطت انا من الاول اه احساسي كان غلطان كام مره جبرت خاطر حاضر ميقولش جيبي خلاص يا حبيبي انا جلدي نمل خالص لوحدي افوت في النار Ay ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه يا حبيبي انا نفسي ارتاح مبقاش سواح وبلف ليالي انا نفسي ارسالي ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه ياه الناس بتروح وتنسي وانا لسه متعلق بحبالي

مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع ياه لو كان الموت يفرِق لو كانت الغيوم تقفِل لو كانت السموم تغلِب كانت النجوم دبِلِت لو كان المعاد فاتني حتى لو ضلي سابني مش هسأل أنا إيه اللي جابني ما بقتش تفرق طول ما أنا ماشي لوحدي فيها أنا اللي بكسب حتى لو موج البحر خدني مش محتاج أشتكي وأنده ربي وحده بس عالم باللي في قلبي مش بتشوفي الصورة كاملة حبيتي البرواز من بعدي بطَّلت أظبط ساعتي لو كان يهمِّك بجد كنتي سألتي و أنا أكيد كنت هجاوب مفيش، مفيش، مفيش مانع انسي، مش هفضل فاكر مفيش مفيش مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع مفيش مانع كان نفسي محسش بالذنب كان نفسي دماغي دي تسيبني في حالي لما أشوفك أحس إنه عادي مبيعش اللي بينا لو جيتي في بالي دي فرصة سعيدة بس أنا متمناش تتكرر تاني وأنا مش هفضل فيكي ماسك مش متعوّد أتنازل أنا روحي طالعة بتتنازع مش هتشوفيني في النازل أنا عندي أيام في الهوا طارت عندي ساعات في الهوا طارت وأنا جايب آخري ومش صابر فاصل، أنا فاصل، أنا فاصل لو عالوقت مفيش فاضل لو على نفسي مفيش خالص أنا لو على حبِك فبناقص قاطع السكة مفيش واصل أنا لو عالوقت مفيش فاضل لو على نفسي مفيش خالص أنا لو على حبك فبناقص قاطع السكة مفيش واصل إيه وأنا مش محتاجك، متجيش مش محتاج أنسى أنا مين الحال مش ثابت مراجيح عقلي بيدور دراويش أنا حالي مش مرضي (لو كان الموت يفرق) مفيش مانع فيه أدرينالين جروح بتلم من غير بيتادين مفيش سر في البير غير لما الدايرة بتضيق غير لما الدايرة بتضيق (لو كان المعاد فاتني) هي بتشد وتسيب وأنا في دماغي مسحول قاعد بفك جنزير عندي من الكره كرتونة عبيت من الشر صناديق عبيت من الشر صناديق