I Still Love You - Josh Jenkins

Ask me how much you mean to me And I wouldn't even know where to start Ask if this love runs deep in me And you won't find a deeper love in any heart You could say you couldn't live one day without me You could say all of your thoughts are about me You could think no other love could be as strong You'd be wrong, you'd be wrong If you say that you love me more than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much as you love me, baby, I'll still love you Baby, I'll still love you more I'll still love you more Ask me just what I'd do for you And I'll tell you I would do anything Ask if this heart beats true for you And I'll show you a truer heart could never be You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me You could think no other love could last as long But you'd be wrong, you'd be wrong If you say that you love me more than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much as you love me, baby, I'll still love you Baby, I'll still love you more And for every kiss, I'll kiss you back a hundred times And for everything you do I'll just do more And for all the love you give I'll give you so much back, you'll see Got so much love for you inside If you say that you love me more than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before No matter how much you love me Baby, I'll still love you Baby, I'll still love you more I'll still love you more Yeah-yeah

I'm seeing her texts Hearing her voice Never knew that the truth was destructive but that was your choice Asked you again You claim you're just friends But after a bit all the white in your lies start to blend I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you Boy you're driving me crazy Arguments on the daily My therapist thinks I'm crazy Smoking shit on the daily I used to hold you close when I was under too much pressure Now I'm cold in the dark late at night while I'm wearing your sweater I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true And we both know this shit was overdue But sometimes I wish we could see it through I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Why do I make up excuses for the ways I want you? It hurts to see you match your lips with someone I once knew Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you

I love you still And you know I always will 'Til the end of time I won't change my mind I swear I'll always give my best, no pretending Give you breakfast in bed every morning There ain't no answer to this complex question I just keep falling for you every day Won't ever take up too much time or attention Take a second just to make our connection I would do anything for your affection Kinda fun tryna go about it all the wrong ways I'm just so into you, I wanna let it all out You're so perfectly fine I could talk all day but let me spell it out A-B-C-D-E-F-G-H I love you still And you know I always will 'Til the end of time I won't change my mind Love you, I'll be here I will never disappear Said forever, I swear So I will be there You said you didn't wanna be like everybody else Wanted something only you and I can have ourselves Picture perfect isn't something that I've ever felt Love when you smile right in front of me I'm just so into you, I wanna let it all out You're so perfectly fine I could talk all day but let me spell it out A-B-C-D-E-F-G-H I love you still And you know I always will 'Til the end of time I won't change my mind Love you, I'll be here I will never disappear Said forever, I swear So I will be there I love you still And you know I always will 'Til the end of time I won't change my mind Love you, I'll be here I will never disappear Said forever, I swear So I will be there

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way