Reality Mind - Madeline Kenney

I'm edging closer, shivers all over It's way too real, I'm way too sober Usually they've got you covered all over Lack of composure, I'm walking over What will I do? I never had a chance to There's no one else around you Not that I was waiting, vision ever fading Heading for the deep end Soon as I remember, baby, I surrender I just need to breathe out Decision time approaching, reality in motion Trying to be patient but I'm feeling ancient Trying to control the way that I'm facing Suppose that I didn't care anymore Fate can decide, I can ignore I'll just pretend that I always knew That I had the chance to There's no one else around you Not that I was waiting, vision ever fading Making such a promise Only leads to heartache, closer to an earthquake Talked about in Hollywood Trying to stay in motion It made my heart run in circles and overflow And I was closer than ever to letting go It made my heart run in circles and overdrive And I was closer than ever to feeling alive It made my heart run in circles and overflow And I was closer than ever to letting go It made my heart run in circles and overdrive And I was closer than ever to feeling alive There's no one else around you Not that I was waiting, vision ever fading Heading for the deep end Soon as I remember, baby, I surrender I just need to breathe out Decision time approaching, reality in motion Let's not think about it Put your arms around me, I can sense you doubt me You don't need to promise That only leads to heartache, closer to an earthquake Talked about in Hollywood All there's left to do, all there's left to do All there's left to do, all there's left to do All there's left to do, all there's left to do All there's left to do, all there's left to do All there's left to do, all-

Reality unfolds before my eyes I've spent 21 years living in lies 21 years that I've paid For mistakes that I never made And I'm finding there's no hope for love Devil in my ear tell me what I want to hear He said this place is cold, better do as you're told Or the true chill, of the world will freeze your soul And I'm finding that devil ain't lying I need something to keep me warm Please tell me that you will I'm so cold and all alone True chill Reality unfolds what is true I've got no love for myself, I've got no love for you So pay no mind to the stories that you're told Life as you know it has become so cold You will never feel the warmth, like the warmth you've felt before You sucked the life out of me I've felt your true chill fucking ice queen So I'm going to freeze, and I'm going to burn Until God calls me home, take away my hurt To know a life of pain and strife Too many years spent under the ice I'm so alone Been living my life so cold and I will die cold and all alone

Yeah Rise, we're gonna need another witness just like you Surprise, your inadmissible testimony might be true You better pull the hood (get it off, get it off) You'll be lucky to tear the place down Then you're gone for good (set it off, set it off) Scorched earth is your favorite sacred ground Turn away if you know you wanna stay But you're never gonna like what's left of me When the carcass is down and the predator's around You're gonna play dead if you wanna run free You're such a tortured soul But I don't wanna hear about it You say you're not involved But all you do is talk about it Go bless this shit where you belong For your own information For your own entertainment This hell comes to you live And if you need some assistance A little time to convince it Dial in your sordid hive mind Crawl across the broken glass Of every window you're pressed against And scrawl, your little bits of hate Your little digital graffiti breaks So don't close your eyes (get it off, get it off) When you're pulling your messages down You wanna go to sleep? (Set it off, set it off) You'll be lucky if they take you without making a sound What a guy, God, I hope you fucking die And your sympathies don't mean shit to me When the competence goes and the predator knows You better be dead if you wanna be free You're such a tortured soul But I don't wanna hear about it You say you're not involved But all you do is talk about it One more thing And don't forget to burn For your own information For your own entertainment This hell comes to you live And if you need some assistance A little time to convince it Dial in this sordid Protect the hive mind Hold on, there's a river around you Swim hard for the other side Don't drown to spite your critics Just blow a kiss goodbye Hold on, there's a river around you Swim hard for the other side Don't drown to spite your critics Just blow a kiss goodbye Yeah Protect the hive Yeah Protect the-

Held inside a party Catered by the mind Emotional behavior And irrational design Try to hide you from my unclean, my unclean mind Put it in a costume Turning pattern with a perfect line Your eyes divide and follow me With a foreign and mechanical move Speeding through me You're only waiting on some part An interference with my mind Your patterns grow me Try to rearrange the unclean, the unclean pathway to a new Guiding line along a polished frame Send an empty bottle to sea In a hollow and interior disguise Rearrange me You leave me hanging all the time Your fingers move me from inside They're cutting through me Feel on the bodies Our lovely ruins held inside Your formal gestures get me high Such strange behavior If only I could go away Try to see the future I'm scanning the horizon But I'm coming up behind

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع