She's All I Ever Had - Ricky Martin

I live on the 24th floor With a view of the city from a wrap around porch Honestly, it's all I've ever wanted And I think you'd hate this place You complain about the rent and the way I decorate And not properly rearrange it If you were here, I wouldn't be It took losing you to find me 'Cause all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh We lived on Van Buren In a little white house with the little wood fence It was all you've ever wanted And you'd drink side-stage, and I'd sing my songs And we'd pretend we didn't almost called the wedding off I came into my own and you went back home Sometimes I'd miss that yellow kitchen It's both our fault that this fell apart, but you won't admit it And that's the difference And all I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Be a good wife, wash your clothes Turn this house into a home And all I've ever known is put your needs before my own As I lie in bed alone Am I missing you were all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh All I've ever known is fit the mould, play the role Feel like a guest inside your home Beg you to love me, but you won't And now I'm on my own Know what I need and what I don't I sleep sound in my bed alone 'Cause I don't miss you, you're just all I've ever known Ooh, ooh You're all I've ever known Ooh, ooh I lived on the 24th floor With the view of the city from a wrap around porch I'd never knew it's all I've ever wanted

I know I let you down I think about it all the time We could have had it all We could have had it all Always thought we would make it The world was ours for the taking God, I wish I could change it How you left in the taxi And I just watched as it happened I took the round trip for granted Now I tell myself what's done is done But really I'm afraid The only love I'll ever know Is the one that got away I know I let you down I think about it all the time We could have had it all We could have had it all I wish I knew it then That life is what you leave behind We could have had it all We could have had it all We could have had it all I get out at the station Trace our steps where We made them Through the maze of the pavement And at the corner Where I had to choose Didn't realize what I had to lose I should have fought until My dying breath for you Now I tell myself what's done is done But really I'm afraid The only love I'll ever know Is the one that got away, yeah I know I let you down I think about it all the time We could have had it all We could have had it all I wish I knew it then That life is what You leave behind We could have had it all We could have had it all We could have had it all Yeah, we could have had it all 'Cause God it was perfect (Oh, it was perfect) I know it was all my fault God it was perfect (And it was my fault) Oh, we could have had it all (Had it all) I know I let you down I think about it all the time We could have had it all (Could have had it all) We could have had it all (Could have had it all) I wish I knew it then That life is what You leave behind We could have had it all (Should've for you) We could have had it all (Nothing left to lose) We could have had it all (Could've had you) We could have had it all I know I let you down I think about it all the time We could have had it all We could have had it all

I loved it when you smiled I loved it when you asked "Can I stay a while?" I can't believe I had you I loved it when you talked I loved it when you laughed and you couldn't stop I can't believe I had you I loved it when you smiled I loved it when you asked "Can I stay a while?" I can't believe I had you I loved it when you talked I loved it when you laughed and you couldn't stop I can't believe I had you I loved it when you smiled I loved it when you asked "Can I stay a while?" I can't believe I had you I loved it when you talked I loved it when you laughed and you couldn't stop I can't believe I had you I can't believe I had you

I had a king in a tenement castle Lately he's taken to painting the pastel walls brown He's taken the curtains down He's swept with the broom of contempt And the rooms have an empty ring He's cleaned with the tears of an actor Who fears for the laughter's sting I can't go back there anymore You know my keys won't fit the door You know my thoughts don't fit the man They never can They never can I had a king dressed in drip-dry and paisley Lately he's taken to saying I'm crazy and blind He lives in another time Ladies in gingham still blush While he sings them of wars and wine But I, in my leather and lace I can never become that kind I can't go back there anymore You know my keys won't fit the door You know my thoughts don't fit the man They never can They never can I had a king in a salt-rusted carriage Who carried me off to his country for marriage too soon Beware of the power of moons There's no one to blame, no There's no one to name as a traitor here The queen's in the grove and the king's on the road 'Til the end of the year I can't go back there anymore You know my keys won't fit the door You know my thoughts don't fit the man They never can They never can They never can They never can

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good, good love She told me that those days were gone Gone, gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me, too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends The way it felt, no fakin' it Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast But what we've done, we can't take it back Back, back Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy 'Cause I know she still thinks about me too And it ain't no way in hell That I can be just friends with you And I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends Ain't no tellin' what we could've been Ain't no tellin' what we could've been, no And if I knew it end like this I never would've kissed ya 'Cause I fell in love with ya We never would've kicked it Girl, now everything's different I lost my only lover and my friend That's why I wish we never did it And I wish we never loved it And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you And now it ain't no way we can be friends