Hate the Day (Above the Clouds) - Lydia Kaseta

서로를 닮아 기울어진 삶 소원을 담아 차오르는 달 하려다 만 괄호 속의 말 이제야 음 음 음 어디도 닿지 않는 나의 닻 넌 영원히 도착할 수 없는 섬 같아 헤매던 날 이제야 음 음 음 기록하지 않아도 내가 널 전부 기억할 테니까 기다려 기어이 우리가 만나면 시간의 테두리 바깥에서 과거를 밟지 않고 선다면 숨이 차게 춤을 추겠어 낮에도 밝지 않은 나의 밖 끝없는 밤 남겨진 반 넌 어떨까 나와 같을까 알 수 없음에 아파지던 맘 더 멀리 자유 그 위로 가자 내일이 우릴 찾지 못할 곳에서 기쁘게 만나 이제야 한눈에 찾지 못해도 돼 내가 널 알아볼 테니까 기다려 기어이 우리가 만나면 시간의 테두리 바깥에서 과거를 밟지 않고 선다면 숨이 차게 춤을 추겠어 드디어 기다림의 이유를 만나러 꿈결에도 잊지 않았던 잠결에도 잊을 수 없었던 너의 이름을 불러 줄게 기다려 잃어버렸던 널 되찾으러 엉키었던 시간을 견디어 미래를 쫓지 않을 두 발로 숨이 차게 달려가겠어 긴긴 서사를 거쳐 비로소 첫 줄로 적혀 나 두려움 따윈 없어 서로를 감아 포개어진 삶 그들을 가만 내려보는 달 여전히 많아 하고 싶은 말 우리 좀 봐 꼭 하나 같아

I hate the way I cry when you say you miss me But I love the way you hold me when I sleep I hate the way I bleed each time you kiss me But you say, "Hey, sleeping beauty, go back to sleep" We had pennies in our pockets We had hope in our eyes He said, "Girl, you've got a million different faces So why'd you put on that disguise?" Well, take what you want 'cause I have got nothing Pass me some pills, I'll go to bed But, however much I toss and turn I feel a dark place up ahead Some nights I just sit back here I remember, I just remember Before it all got lost up in the mess He said, "Not all men are bad and I am not like your dad And I will hold you even though you're slightly mad 'Cause I am not a man who will ever break you" We had pennies in our pockets We had hope in our eyes He said, "Girl, you've got a million different faces So why'd you put on that disguise?" Well you can take what you want 'cause I have got nothing Pass me some pills, I'll go to bed But however much I toss and turn I feel a dark place up ahead Do do do do do do do do My doctor says I've got to sing a happy tune Do do do do do do do do A do do do, but my body gave up too soon Do do do do do do do do You know what? I am just fine until I'm on my own Do do do do do do do do Ah do do do do oh, somebody please come home I hate the way I tremble when you touch me You're like a needle slowly piercing my skin I hate the way my stomach aches And I really hate these loveless mistakes 'Cause I'm screaming for my rock who never picks up Why do you never pick up? We had pennies in our pockets We had hope in our eyes He said, "Girl, you've got a million different faces So why'd you put on that disguise?" Well, you can take what you want 'cause I have got nothing Pass me some pills and I will go to bed But however much I toss and turn I feel a dark place up ahead Do do do do do do do do My doctor said I've got to sing a happy tune Maybe if I skip my dinner Make myself pretty and thinner Maybe then he'll love me and stop looking at the other girls So you said I'm paranoid, I'm paranoid? Well I nearly choked, and no more of that crap You cannot break someone who's just been broken You can't break somebody who's just been broken So take me now I'm naked As you watch, I'll let you take it Maybe then you'll love me and stop looking at the other girls You said I'm paranoid, well paranoid? Well, I nearly choked And no more of that crap You cannot break someone who's just been broken You can't break somebody who's just been broken Then I think he'll love me and stop looking at those other girls

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour