Memories of Mother (feat. Eivør) - Bear McCreary

My first memory, my birthday on a party bus Pops wasn't there but that wasn't obvious In Mom's arms, in God we trust Black Mama love, everything marvelous I didn't know what I was missin', part of a system Pops is gone, Uncle in prison Inside wishin' for men to teach me 'bout girls and religion Made my own rendition of grindin' and kissin' Weekend calls to my Dad I'd listen Still I felt distant, distant like love There's only so far that words could really hug Didn't wanna be a thug, older niggas I banged with I learned a lot from them cuts in the basement The smell of blunts laced with a little bit of spice Wise, high niggas, giving me advice We go out and start fights, scuff up our Nikes Come back to talk crap and shoot a little dice This is a slice of life and memories Sittin' in my mind vividly, often they visit me (Oh, baby) Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da (Oh, oh) I'm just tryna find a way to understand (I'm tryna understand) Oh, oh (Oh, oh) How do I rewind the tape and live in it? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Stayin' out late and playin' in Wonderland (Ooh-ooh, oh-oh-oh) Is it in God's plan? I'm just tryna find my way to understand it Metaphors can't explain how far I came A young man at work, I made my own lane Steered away from pain, relied on drive There's a old saying, don't cry, survive As I kept building there were cranes in the sky Certain memories my brain would deny A tear laid in my eye, I was afraid to reply To the hurt that was callin', it came from the sky An older play cousin, of course I trust him But he was touchin' where he wasn't supposed to be touchin' What's a kid supposed to do? When they goin' through, what I was goin' through Don't know who to go to You want to tell somebody In many ways, I failed somebody That somebody was me Now I'm talking to little Rasheed Incarcerated heart, man, you gotta be free I felt it, when I told my man I would help with Things he was dealin' with I really hadn't dealt with Emotions meltin', I began to release it Things you can't change, you could come to peace with At least get it better for the children of forever I read the Lord's letter, I forgive our debtors They don't talk about it, maybe sharing their story Memories of home, shared pain and glory (Oh baby) Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da (Oh, oh) I'm just tryna find a way to understand (I'm tryna understand) Oh, oh (Oh, oh) How do I rewind the tape and live in it? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Stayin' out late and playin' in Wonderland (Ooh-ooh, oh-oh-oh) Is it God's plan? I'm just tryna find my way to understand it Said I'm tryna understand, understand, understand, understand Ayy-hey, oh-oh, oh

시간은 달려가 마치 내 꿈처럼 Day and night 잠시 내 목마를 태워 나의 추억들을 밖으로 던진다 이건 마치 각본 없는 Drama 생각 못 한 결말 나와 예전의 맘속을 덮었던 먼지가 이제는 내 꿈을 짓눌러 Now Throwback 까만 밤들을 집어삼켜 이제는 내가 가져가는 태양의 붉은 빛이 그 담에는 차가운 새벽에 외로이 뜬 달 보며 얼굴을 뒤덮어 심취 검은 색칠하듯 머릿속에 타올라 가 가득해져 물음표가 나를 탓 탓 이제는 보이지 않는 답을 위해서 달려 Running on my mind 하지만 속은 더 답답해 이건 내 내일을 위한 격투 지금 내 상태 마치 어제의 미래를 본 듯해 Yeah 미소를 씩 남에게 빌빌거리며 한숨을 픽 지금은 오늘의 나는 날 보는 것처럼 잠깐의 고요가 휭 걸음걸이가 느려질수록 날 부추기는 바람 Turn up with this 방랑 잠시 동안 내게 잠든 시간을 줘 내 삶에 더해 오답 같은 정답을 내게 Show 지금 내게 보이는 것 다 거짓말이야 이건 돌아도 같은 시간 속 머물러있어 시퍼런 하늘 아래 붉게 타는 우리 노래 붉게 타는 우리 노래 앞을 막는 거친 모래바람 타고 날아오는 먹이 사냥하는 고래 그렇다고 먹일 줄 수는 없어 나는 원래 그래 여기저기 돌들이 다 날아오면 칼로 칭칭 다 베어버린 다음 티끌로 만들어 티끌로 태산을 만들어 다 되돌려준다 끓어올라 주전자에 담긴 화 끌어올려 거기 화에 갇힌 날 그 화가 꽃이었음 좋겠네 불바다 말고 꽃밭이었음 해 도로 위에 악마들이 떠들어대네 복잡함의 공기 중에 떠도는 내 뇌 그 뇌를 낚아챈 건 높이 나는 새네 그 새의 등 뒤에 타 나는 비행해 I'mma look back I'mma look back to the future in fact Let me examine the progress The demons that tried To suffocate the road to success I'mma look forward into the sea Oblivious sea I call history Thunderous waves that rage Destroying the maze of memories I wanna see And so should I give up But really can I give up We live in a time and space A world full of blinds It makes me wanna give up But then again no I shouldn't give up I feel it inside don't wanna give up We live in a time and space A world full of blinds Now I've had enough Calling out for help On this carousel Life is like a dare or an open fair I just wanna tell tell the citadel Dream Empire campfire Unpile old files set fire Rise higher go wild and chase my Dream That's why I Never give up Never give up 내 말을 들어 난 조금 달라 Never give up Never give up Never give up 내일을 보고 조금 더 달려 Never give up

I'm gonna be here for ya baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us I wanna honor your mother And I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention Like a bad outlaw And I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better Than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for ya from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits But it's alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you With a warm, wet kiss Yes I am And I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust Makin' memories of us oh-oh I'm gonna love you Like nobody loves you baby And I'll win your trust Makin' memories of us Oh baby umm

Cheap boat, six-pack of something light A fireball burning up a blue sky A Mercury 93, wasn't even half past noon Our first taste of freedom after high school Breaking hearts, curfews and mamma's rules I just laugh, thinking 'bout all the shit we got into Yeah, those were the days we thought we'd never lose But we did, and we miss How it was when we were just kids Lookin' back on the past Wouldn't much but it's what we had Just a couple buds and a good buzz is all it was But that's what memories are made of It's been so long since me and Katy first met We lost touch as all of the years went Flying past, fading fast, wishing I could make her mine There's some things, the same, to take you right back I see her face every time I hear that Lanyard Skyward, vinyl spinning, I'm in her arms in my mind Yeah, those were the days we thought we'd never lose (never lose) But we did, and we miss How it was when we were just kids Lookin' back on the past Wasn't much but it's what we had Just a good buzz from a summer love was all it was Yeah, that's what memories are made of Yeah, those were the days we thought we'd never lose But we did, and we miss How it was when we were just kids Lookin' back on the past Wasn't much but it's what we had Just a couple buds and a good buzz was all it was Yeah, a summer love was all it was But that's what memories are made of

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع