Far Behind - Candlebox

Far, far away In those city lights The night Is shining on you tonight Far, far away from you On the dark side Of the room Well, I long to hold you In my arms and sway Kiss and ride On the CTA I need to see you tonight In those bright lights Well, I'll know it's right Deep in my heart I'll know it's right By the bed, by the light That you read by By the time That I get home to say goodnight I need to see you again On the dark side, my friend On the dark side

(How do I deal with rejection?) (I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now) (It makes me feel very small) (Oh, that's great) (If nobody wants you, you're free) Try to watch all on my silhouette Try to watch all my emotions Need a few brews, need a palm tree I be drinking in private, don't call me to party it up Fuck on your nigga for cardio Took a dip and he fell in love right away I put my feelings on lay away (ah) Done being used, done playing stupid Done faking cool (I don't want none of that shit, I don't want it) Done being screwed, done feeling clueless That's how you do (I don't want none of that shit, she got me runnin' so) Far, far, like I don't recognize me Far (far), far 'cause I lеt you define me I'm far, far 'causе I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far Lately, I feel less cool than before (Already under my bed about) (Don't need you around to tell me I'm special) Made you check your bull at the door (Got it every time, need to feed my ego) (Nobody wanted to be my hero) Always on my mind, trust is hard find Everything reminds me of us I just want my sanity back Better than being your enemy (Better than letting go, scared of that, oh) Done being used, done playing stupid Done being cool (I don't want none of that shit, I ain't goin') Done getting screwed, done playing clueless That's how you do (I don't want none of that shit, she got me runnin' so) Far, far, like I don't recognize me Far, far 'cause I let you define me I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far I remember when you had me upside down Stressed me out and turned me out, it's all back now I remember when I wasn't so burnt out I'd rather that than be your enemy, ready to let it go Dragging me far, far, like I don't recognize me Far (far), far 'cause I let you define me I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far

I'm going way past tomorrow Way past yesterday Away from all my sorrows 'Til the chains in love fall away I'm gonna go so far 'Til my sense is lose All trace of space and time Going so far ahead 'Til there's nothing left behind I got a big blue sky ahead I'm always looking for a brand new day The night brings the red taillights Feel the chains of love fall away I'm gonna go so far 'Til my sense is lose All trace of space and time Going so far ahead 'Til there's nothing left behind Gonna sit on the high wind Gonna let myself go Gonna fly 'til there's nothing Nothing left below Gonna drive through this dark night 'Til tomorrow becomes today 'Til the mirrors got the sunrise 'Til the blue sky kills the grey 'Til there's nothing left behind Gonna go so far 'Til my sense is lose All trace of space and time Going so far ahead 'Til there's nothing Nothing left behind Going so far ahead 'Til there's nothing left behind 'Til there's nothing left behind Ooh, yeah

She might as well said life without parole Cause that's what I heard when she flipped the bird And took off down the road That blacked out Chevy, lord it kills me It's still in my name Guess I'll sit right here and order up another drink Behind bars Well that's where I've been Since she said go to hell This neon cell Is what I'm locked up in Behind bars It ain't no joke Just doin' my time Payin' for the crime Of a long gone heart I broke Yeah life is hard Behind bars Behind bars Well I met some other prisoners like me Grippin' something cold, a little smoke On a torn up leather seat We're half convinced If we throw cents In a whiskey wishin' well That some pretty little thing will walk in And post our bail Behind bars Well that's where I've been Since she said go to hell This neon cell Is what I'm locked up in Behind bars It ain't no joke Just doin' my time Payin' for the crime Of a long gone heart I broke Yeah life is hard Behind bars Behind bars Well that's where I've been Since she said go to hell This neon cell Is what I'm locked up in Behind bars It ain't no joke Just doin' my time Payin' for the crime Of a long gone heart I broke Yeah life is hard Behind bars Yeah yeah yeah yeah Behind bars

Take your hand and you take my hand Let's try to learn to fly Here what I say, here what I say Dream and close your eyes Too much hate Too much hate So many things are wrong So many ways, so many ways Flying through the sky forever Into another time Yesterday so far away Many miles together Were looking for a way Day by day So far away All the world To do the same So we go together Will you show me the way Time has gone It has gone Far away, far away And today I'll see a way Follow me we love you Just listen, what I say Forget your name and yesterday Put out your hand I'll do the same Now were going to another land Will you show me the way Time has gone It has gone far away Far away

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع